Ding dong bell

Assalamualaikum.

Hihi lamanya lamanya tak post kat sini. Tolonglah. Lamanya! Haha ok orang dah faham kot betapa lamanya tak post kat sini. Tetibe rasa segan silu pulak, rasa macam mentulis kat blog orang lain. Punyalah lama tak blogging kan.

Ok ok.

First of all, Alhamdulillah, dah 2 rounds berjaya diharungi dengan penuh tabah dan sabar. Ewah. Sekarang dalam round Community Medicine yang mana lebbbih lagi memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan. Sebab dia macam sejenis jugaklah dengan subjek Sejarah. Tapi mungkin Sejarah lagi best kot. :)

Ilmu tu semuanya penting, cuma biasalah kita ada minat yang lebih dekat certain subjek kan. Begitulah umpamanya diriku ini dan Community Medicine.

On a second note, I have deactivate all my social accounts except for fb. Cause well, admit it, fb has become a source of reliable info regarding classes, schedule change and whatnot nowadays. My insta and twitter was my past ok. Honestly, I've posted way too many unnecessary pics in my insta, with quite a number of followers and following, so it made me rethink of dosa, membazir masa and all. No no no, I didnt say you cant post your pic, but for me myself, saya ada sedikit malu lah. I think I have too many uninvited followers and I follow too many people and I have no guts to block or unfollow them. So, thats it. I'd just delete it. Habis cerita. Tutup buku.

Serious oo. Takut jugak sebenarnya ada social accounts ni. Cuba bayangkan one day when we are no longer here in this world, the accounts would still be there for people to stalk and see. Which means makin banyak saksi amal kita kat dunia ni. Eee takut kan. Takut tau. Ok tetiba rasa nak delete blog ni jugak. (Maybe akan buat blog baru. Entri lama dalam blog ni sangat memalukan tuan badan bila baca balik.) Harap adalah benda bermanfaat yang boleh dikongsi dari blog ni. Mungkin mentambah semangat dan motivasi kepada sesiapa yang sudi. Saya ni bukanlah siapa-siapa. Tapi Allah boleh campakkan motivasi dan hidayah tu melalui sesiapa je. So, mana tahu blog ni, melalui tulisan ini, ada yang terkena tempiasan-tempiasan hidayah dan motivasi? Eceh. Waduh, ni kena muhasabah balik untuk tulisan-tulisan akan datang ni. ;)

Anyway, feeling dia best tau lepas deactivate semua tu. Rasa macam lagi banyak masa. Betul, tak tipu.

Pastukan, bila dah besar-besar ni (21 tahun dah besar la tu) rasa macam dah lamanya aku hidup atas dunia ni. Tapi macam takda sumbangan pun kat dunia. Kat agama. Kat manusia lain. Kat mak n abah pun kadang-kadang malas nak tolong jemur baju semua. Ish ish ish. Diri kita ni sangat banyak ruang untuk diperbaiki kalau kita rajin muhasabah diri. Serious ooo. Waaaa potong bawang betul la ayat aku nih. Saje je. Ok ada lagi 2 tahun nak jadi doktor, then boleh kutip pahala lagi manyak manyak sebab medan amal dah semakin besar dan lapang. Sekarang pun dah ada cuma berani tak berani, semangat tak semangat je. Hihi. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah! :)

Eh, oklah. Will write again soon. On whatever my neurotransmitter would bring next time. Daaaaaa.
May Allah swt The Most Loving, grant you and me easiness and pleasant days ahead!
Assalamualaikum.

Sesak

Salam 'alaik.

Huhu, semalam semua orang kecoh dengan meeting with kpt tu kan. Well, I didn't go anyway cause I had too much travelling already and I tak rela nak tambah another miles. Kalau miles tu boleh exchange dengan trip keliling dunia selama seminggu takpe jugak. ;)

Basically, dia just bagi alternative untuk further study. Its either you wanna proceed in Egypt or local. But tu la, kalau nak credit transfer dia akan compare dulu syllabus kita ngan dia, buat mapping (taktahu nak peta kan apebenda but this was the word my friends keep on using so whatever) and of course isi borang and tunggu. Yeah tunggu lagi for some period then baru dapat kata putus from the IPT and in which year you gonna be put (most likely preclinical), while some of your friends in Egypt already wear their white coat and do rounds. Or so.

Personally, I'd love to just continue in Alex. I mean, I already have a vision of me in that graduation robe and hat since the first day I stepped into the university, so why dont we just end everything there and back for good? That is what I really think and want. But tu lah. Kenapalah mesirian ni ngok sangat gi jatuhkan dr.m dulu. You jeopardize our future la ngok! (Emo ni emo haaa). Ah pakcik internet sebelah rumah tu pun tak suka dr.m memang nyampah ar tengok. Before balik haritu aku gi bayar duit internet pun nak taknak je bayar bila nampak bendera 'Irhal ......' atas meja dia. Yeah right, genius!

Ok whatever. Sebenarnya tak habis geram lagi tau. Geram sampai rasa malas nak balik sana jumpa balik orang-orang ngok yang telah menjual darah saudara sendiri sebab sikap tak sabar, tamak, pendengki dan ngok diorang tu. (Haha emo lagi). Tapi tipu ar kalau kata taknak belajar kat Msia, sape taknak duduk dekat ngn mak ayah kan. Plus fed up ngan mesirian lagi. Tapi bila tengok kena turun tahun tu buat rasa "errrr terima kasih je la."

I've been (we) through countless malam yg tak serupa malam (sleepless) baca buku dengan jantung berdegup laju mcm bullet train berdebar-debar draining all reserve of adrenaline (kesian jantung kita) semata-mata nak pass semua modules dengan cemerlang, only to repeat them ke? Haiyaaa. I know bagus sebab belajar dua kali lagi ingat, maybe boleh jadi top student (?) tapi.... "errr, terima kasih".

I seriously don't wanna go into that cycle again just as much as I dont want to go through ujian JPJ lagi. Penat tahu.

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Exhale.

Anyway.

Since I'm studying using rakyat's money, then I'm obliged to abide by the decision la kan. Kita tengok apa mara kata. Kalau dah takdir (huaaa pasrah) kena repeat year in Msia, what to do.

Tapi....... aku rasa kitorang akan balik Mesir jugak la. Well, tengok je ar dulu. Hish suspen pulak rasanya haha.

Alrite, there goes the rambling for today. Till then. :)

Wassalam.

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Talking about our future.

Salam 'alaik.

Believe it or not, I had just done watching video. Political videos precisely.

Oh my goodness.

What with the curse words all around? I doubt our dearest Prophet Muhammad ever said just one bad word to the other side. Hmmmm.

Or has cursing become the new synonym of politic? Duhh

Both sides are the same, really. Should really watch our tongue yaw. Everytime. Your choice of words reflect your own self.

Was just watching and observing. For now, I judge from their language.

This year I would be voting if I were born earlier in January. Sadly, I am a November baby, so yeah 2018 will be my first time voting (I would be an MO by that year). Just thinking of it gives me goosebumps. Duhhh. (26 years old had once seems so far away you know).

So, to all voters out there, choose the right one. The one who could not only develop the country but benefit ALL the people as well. Who could provide a better future for the next generation and nurture them to be a holistic generation. Who are 'filled' inside and outside. For I believe the inner strength of oneself is more powerful and it's the core of an individual. If the core is well, it will radiates only goodness and proven by the outer self. In sha Allah.

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Today, I finished my last professional skills exam for preclinical. Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. :) Now the study leave for GIT shall start. And I shall be burying my head deep inside the book. No, books. Like bookssssssss and yeah you got it, right.

''Life is when Allah decides to bless you with a chance to enter His jannah.''

 paraphrased from Hilal Asyraf.

K, toodles. :)
Ma'a salaamah.

Whoops

I'm missing my home very much right now, I kept recalling my last holiday. That was the best and filled holiday I've ever had to tell you the truth. Maybe cause the duration was short so I had to do everything quickly so nothing was left out. Ended up I was out of the house almost everyday. Just like working people do you know. Got up in the morning, rushed out, went straight to the bank, issued a new card, bought books, groceries shopping yada yada yada. 

Now, I may not look busy physically but mentally yes I do I do very much. Haha. (Who in the world could bother scanning ur head miss atiqah?). Nevertheless, its good to give ur brain a workout. Would be useful in preventing Alzheimer in future, right. InsyaAllah. 

Whoops, its Isya' already. Gotta stop this rambling. Toodles! 

Perasaan kena tipu

Ok, now I am so fed up with my house owner and his brother. When I gave a second thought, they have been conspiring against us all along, They are a bunch of bully demanding piles of money from us, the so called lavish Malizi which is not true. Those are not our money okay.

First about the house rent during last summer break. Supposed when we were not in the house, there shouldn't be any bills coming in, right. But they demanded 100 LE per month at that time. And we gave him.

Then about the lift maintenance. They were collecting money from everyone in the flat including us. It was 1200LE per house at first but after negotiating we got it down until 700LE. And we gave him.

And now for the umpteenth time, they want 400LE pulak for water tank maintenance on the roof. They claimed this time it is once for all time. Like an investment in future. If you pay this thing now, then there will be no water issue for the next 20 years. He did said 20 years, I'm not making it up okay.
And the *&^%%$$ thing is that after the repairing was done, the water in our toilet wouldn't come out from the pipe. Like seriously 20 years?! This is your frigging claimed 20 years?!
Then, we asked them to call the plumber to repair our pipe. We asked him for a month and yes you guess it right, the plumber never came. The house owner's brother told me, the plumber himself didn't show up. He kept repeating bukrah (tomorrow) and ba'din bukrah (After tomorrow) for like thousands times.

And not until yesterday only I was told, actually the house owner is the one who is responsible to pay for all the maintenance fees of his house not the current people residing inside the house! He is the Egyptian, he should know better than us about the house rules! And yet he has eaten up our money. It's not the money I'm concerned most with but, these people, they are muslims, how could they cheat another muslims just like that? Where is that sense of brotherhood in their community? I know brotherhood is easy to instill when you are similar, but with foreign people its hard! But still, Islam teaches us to keep being good to everyone not just with your own frigging buddy. Duhhhh.

Phuh, I think my blood pressure is rocketing up to 90/140 mmHg typing emotionally like this. Haha but this is the fact.

Never. Let. Anyone. In. Your. Family. Study. Here. In. Egypt. 

Unless he doesn't mind dealing with uncivilized people like my house owner and his brother. I'm sorry if there happens to be some english-speaking Egyptian who reads my humble blog but I think that's like an 'impossibrurity', like 0.0001% in probability. I'm not generalizing. It's just most of them are. And dealing with these flocks are the most adventurous, patience-testing, sadistic moment you could possibly face ever in the whole wide world. Like no joke. Seriously.

While most of the Egyptians could raise your blood pressure, there is nevertheless some of them who are still having that good nature inside their heart. Yeah, but I think the ratio is not balanced at all. XD. Maybe I'm saying this because I am currently unstable in terms of emotion.  But I did find and bumped into beautiful examples shown by them now and then. Like for example, the other day, while I was walking through the shops, there was this one ragged old man. He was praying at the narrow pavement of a shop, next to hundreds of busy legs passing by him. The weather was cold and rainy and there he was doing his 'sujud' to the Rabb on a piece of flattened chipsy box. Chipsy is the famous junk food here anyway. I was really touched by the old man. He reminds me to perform 'salat' anywhere, anytime and in any conditions you are in. To take your 'salat' seriously. Cause it is the time to please your God, to show your gratitude to Him for blessing your whole day. T_____T May Allah bless the old man.

Ok. That's all. I know this post is like typed with an overwhelming hatred but I just need to pour it here. I am so gonna move out of this building! You go ask money from the wall and from the lift themselves!

Grrrrr of assignment and masalah rumah.

Assalamualaikum.

Hmmm lama aku tak mencurah emosi kat sini. Malam ni aku nak buat perangai. Hihihi.

Ok guys, onyomak, geset, go!!!!~

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Ya Allahhhhh. Aku sangat cuak la kuase doplohpat dah ni. Esok presentation.

Dikala budak-budak lain sedang asyik study utk upcoming exam, aku dan rakan-rakan se-assignment terbongkok-bongkok kat meja study sambil jemari keletak-keletuk menekan papan kekunci. (read: type written assignment). Tapi takpe. Orang kata berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. Ewah. Hihihihi.

Eh tapi seriously la, dah lama kot tak present depan lecturers. Nervous sangat rasa. Ya Allah tolong lah esok dapat doctor best lagi qurratu 'aini. Heheheh pun boleh kan. XD

Kali ni dapat subjek Microb pasal Viral Infection of Genital System. Aku, precisely dapat tang diagnosis, treatment and prevention & control measures of herpes simplex virus. Tutor kitorang best. Dr. Noha. :D Eventhough cam strict sikit kan, die baru habis PhD kot, tu pasal la mintak assignment kitorang scientific belake. Die suruh amek source dari journal. Masalahnye journal kat internet semuanya kedekut. Asyik kena subscribe je kan. Wiki jugak best dan senang paham. Kan kan kan. Tapi doc awal-awal kata jgn guna wiki. Haha. Kesiang..... Tapi takpe, kite jadikan wiki tu  tempat buat background reading and tempat utk get the idea, get the picture of thingss we gonna do. Ha gituuuu.

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On another account, aku kan eeee geram betul la dgn tuan rumah ni.....punye adik. Seriously la. Haishhhhh tak tau nak kata tang mana lagi dah. Kalau die faham bahasa melayu dah lame dah. Dah lame dah aku brainwash, clorox dan jemur kat Luxor. Haha motif kan cakap macam ni. Tapi eeeeeeeee. Die ni menipu! Cakap haritu nak tengok toilet rumah kitorang (ada problem sikit). Masa aku ajak naik sekali, die tengah tengok tv. Die kate 'nanti, nanti'. Dahtu, sampai ke sudah tak naik. Ko angin tak macam tu. Aku bukan setakat angin malah taufan Sandy terus! Rosak emosi aku pagi-pagi tau. Pastu bila jumpa balik dia, dia tengah ngeteh dgn abang dia aka the actual owner of our house. Boleh pulak abang dia kata 'Fi eh?'. Nampak sangat dia tak bagitau abang die pasal rumah kitorang ni. Aishhhhhhhh. Aku nak menghukum arab mesir secara general macam tak sampai hati pulak. Tapi memang macam ni la kebanyakannya. Geramnye la hai. Haaaaaaa nak pindah terus ar macam ni. Tapi malas ar nak pindah byk-byk kali. Penat kot. Dah la rumah sekarang ni fadhi. So memang of course banyak benda. Dgn peti ais nya, katilnya, geroboknya. Ahhhh. Tensi aku duduk sini. Memang tak nak lah bagi adik ke anak ke sedare ke belajar sini. No no no. Biarlah aku sorang je yg kene. Hahaha tetibe mcm kelakar kan cakap camni. Tapi hey, it's a fact man. Now I know kenapa abang aku ye ye tak bagi study kat Russia. Mesti sbb something like this jugak.

Oh talk about students overseas kan. Ingat best sangat ke. At least kalau kat Malaysia boleh mintak sedare sedari tolong. Siniii? Kawan ade lah. Tapi semua busy study ape semua, nak mintak tolong pun, segan malah terasa sangat tebal muka utk meminta-minta.

Tapi tu lah. Ini memang mengajar kita utk lebih berdikari. Solve the problems instead of run from it. Face the things, chin up and do what you can do. Kalau tak boleh jugak baru  mintak tolong kan. But really. These things memang perlukan courage and kesabaran yg tinggi. Itulah makin dewasa, makin matang kan. Makin reti. Makin faham. Hehehehe aku rasa tetibe mcm matang kan. Hey even aku nampak macam happy sepanjang masa di dalam ini ada taufan Sandy kau tahu sebab adik tuan rumah itu. Haishhhh. Taknak la cakap pasal dia lagi. Emosi aku. Dia baik je sebenarnye. Tapi buat keje lembap. Oppssss. Sorryyyy (tapi best sangat dapat tulis dlm blog hahahaha). Tolong lah tolong berubah pakcikkkkkk! Pakcik is pakcik. Bukannye Ziyad yg kecik lagi tu. So far as I know, you don't have works. So ape lahhh susahnya utk call kan tukang paip tuuuuu. Hey aku ni tadi kate taknak cerita lagi, then what is this?!

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Mari bukak buku baru.
Disebabkan esok nak present, marilah sama-sama tadah tangan dan doakan kesejahteraann aku dan kawan-kawan dlm menghadapai presentation esok. Aminnnnnn. :D

Dah, puas hati dapat buat terapi jiwa kat sini. Maaf atas kekasaran bahasa jika ada. Kbye.

Wassalam. Good luck to myself! Do your best!  

Never Give Up on Life.

Assalamualaikum, May Allah bless you, dear readers.

It's been quite sometime, I've made a hiatus in blogging. Pardon me, but really I don't have much time lately, maybe because I was the one not managing it really well. :)

Time flies, it sure does. It is already winter here also it is only a week left before my second exam in this semester. And I can't say I've read the books fine, cause despite all the promises and resolutions I made and intended, only a few managed to be kept. So sad.

Anyway, let's not give up okay. Because there's still time, still there is time to improvise everything. Also, let's not give up just yet because there is this someone who has never given up on you throughout your life. Who is this noble guy, let's find it out!

Not long ago, I supposed I've came to think of something very sweet, very obvious yet not many of us realized and grateful enough for it. It goes like this:

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"Have you realized that, when you are reading this post, while I was typing this post, every muscles and neurons in our body, are synergizing and working together for the sake of us? For the sake of us to be able to read, to think. Have you ever thought how your body, every single tiny miny cells composed in your body, has never given up on you? They've been working for us all this while (for twenty consecutive years in my case, never once it switch itself off, or else I might have died long time ago).

Yet, have we ever think what kind of work, beneficial work we've done for ourrselves? For other people? For the religion? Anything in the cause of Allah? Alhamdulillah, if the answer is yes. But, if it's the other one, let's together make a change in ourselves. :)

'They' have done their part. Obediently. Very loyal. Then, what about us? Done anything good yet? Secondly, never give up on life, okay. Cause truth is life has never given up on us.

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Guess, I'll leave you with this, something for us to ponder upon okay? :)

Till we meet again later.

It's Now Repro Turn! (Super Long)

Salam 'alaik dear readers. :)

You might be asking yourself what Repro means by now, aren't you? Hehe, it's nothing but just a short for reproductive system, my happen to be current module.

So, today was the beginning of this module. We were told that we'll be having only 2 hours of lectures without introduction. Was a bit puzzled though but happy at the same time cause yeah, saves my time hehe. But, later in the afternoon someone posted in fb that lectures got extended to 3 hours. Haihhhhh plus the introduction. Ohhhh nevermind, it's not that big a deal, right.

Off we went to the class then. At 2 o'clock in the evening. Though honestly, that grand and eager feeling to start new class already fades blown by the wind. Huhu. Plus, at that time of the day, the university staff have already counting seconds to get home.

Anyway, lectures started as it supposed to, starting with brief intro session by Dr Gehan from physio dept. God, she's so funny and cute too! Kept saying 'DO YOUR BEST' throughout the class. She added that this module is quite difficult and complex. Now, tell me which of our modules are easy. Nil. Furthermore, she also said female repro system makes 50% of the whole module. She said female repro is that complex but not the women themselves (talk about defending her gender, Dr Gehan ftw! haha) which sent the whole class laughing naughtily sheeshh and mammary gland (breast) making another 15% while male repro makes the rest 35%.

First real lecture began with Dr Sayed who teaches Anat,  a very funny guy too. I am so grateful being blessed by awesome lecturers here, despite yeah everything bitter in this country. At the very least, I know there are still good people and hopes for them. We learned everything about pelvis today. And when I say everything it really mean all about pelvis. From the muscles and its actions to the fascia to the vessels to the nerves to the relations and everything. Oh, it was a tough lectures. just like musculo-skeletal system in first year. Nevertheless, everything hard can comes easy if you know how to tackle it right? So I say, I would go with Dr Gehan to start revising early and DO YOUR BEST! Hehe. Like seriously, don't take this module easily. I know I'm gonna like this module more since it is 50% about women yay! I have always want to become an O&G one day. InsyaAllah. If I find it interesting and worth enough I will. :)

Talking about third year, it seems that the busy-ness has started to call everyone. Hehe. Many of us got phone calls favoring our commitments  and whatnot. I say, go for it as long as you can benefit others. As long as you can help, lend them a hand. Besides, who can assure you to be studying 24/7 when you're not helping? Even you yourself couldn't guarantee right. So I say, give them your hands. I myself try to be as helpful as I can. But, if you really couldn't make it, if you already have stuffs to settle in your hands, then be nice when turning them down. And bunch of sorry to whom I couldn't help. Maybe a next time?

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On the side notes, I hope you have heard of Gaza being attacked by Israel Laknatullah. Hmmmm it is very depressing to know that I couldn't do anything for them physically. All I can do is pray for them from afar and be with them in this jihad together. The aim of this jihad is one (for Allah of course) but the means are different. I'm taking part by doing the best I can in my study, which I hope will be beneficial to the mankind regardless of race and religion and solely for the sake of Him. So, may I ask what's yours? It can be anything from your talent of drawing, singing, and whatever. The thing is to always get the right intention; Lillahi ta'ala. InsyaAllah. May He accepts our deeds here and get counted for the hereafter.

I've been following some twitter conversations btw an Israeli and a Palestinian. Well, I can see that both are blaming each other. The first one said the latter wouldn't stop bombing their land and whatnot, but I say the impact inflicted to the Palestinian is much worse than in Israel. Also, I go with the Palestinian of course, since the trouble was started by the other one. Which rooted from ages ago thanks to that Balfour Declaration of British to grant the Jews a land. And why is that land has to be the Palestinians land may I ask? Of course, they've got this arranged btw them sometime before. Why don't give them some of your land in the other side of the world? You made that promise at the expense of others land which is just unreasonable and irresponsible.

In a nutshell, what I've said above is sourced from the internet. From wiki and twitter and yahoo answer. I know I could trust the source cause they have link to that ultimate source. Phew, what a complex rooting of information. T_T . I think I've typed a tad too far from what I always write, isn't it? Hm, everything is so mixed up in our current world. Corruption is everywhere but one thing for sure, for us, the Moslem, world isn't the purpose of our life. We aren't afraid to die in our God's cause because for us that is a holy sacred mission and accomplishment! All of us want that! Note to you that grotesque images you see in fb and whatnot are all the opposites when we see it in the hereafter. The blood bath will become a fragrant bed of flowers and enthrallment you have never imagine. And also, worldly life isn't the real life for us. World is just like a pit stop at the highway, in the journey to meet our Lord. InsyaAllah. :)

A Wrap Up for the early weeks of third year.

Assalamualaikum.

Huhu, kat Egypt ni semangat betul diorang nak raya haji tau. Meriah macam kita nak raya puasa. Comel je. Neway, esok engkorang semua puasa okeh jangan tak puasa. Besar ganjaran dia. Meh, kite copy paste sikit.

''Berdasarkan hadis daripada Abu Qatadah ra berkata : telah ditanya Rasulullah saw mengenai puasa di hari Arafah, lalu baginda Rasulullah saw menjawab dengan sabdanya “diampunkan dosa tahun yang lalu dan diampunkan dosa tahun yang hadapan (selepas)” Sahih Muslim.''

Haaaa, gitu. Diampunkan dosa tahun lepas dan tahun akan datang, insyaAllah. Tapi kena la puasa elok-elok. Means puasa hati sekali, mulut, mata, telinga dan tingkatkan amalan sunat yang lain. Awww aku terasa di situ, insyaAllah, kita buat yg terbaik ok! :)

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Anyway, semalam the Arabs have been very nice to me. This, I know, was very contradicted to what I just posted days ago about how I've been annoyed to the max by them. Huhu. Macam ni, masa nak turun tangga kat faculty hari tu, kain baju kurung aku tersangkut kat besi-besi kerawang kat tangga tu. Then, ada sorang adik or kakak arab ni tolong tarikkan. Aaaaa so sweeet. Pastu pastu, on the same day lepas balik kelas tu aku gi beli air tau, 6 botol okay angkat sendiri. Gagah perkasa gitu. Bila dah sampai rumah, ada sorang adik perempuan ni tolong bukakkan pintu lif utk kita, siap tekankan nombor floor lagi. Awwww yes, sometimes, some of them can be very nice. (Some of them, bukan all of them HAHA)

On the other hand, I've caught some infections in both my nose and eyes. I mean not in that severe way. Just the mild one. Got rhinorrhea plus a stye as a bonus. Lama tak dapat sakit-sakit ringan macam ni. Not that I pray I want them always, just that, it helps me to always be sure to remember Him more. So sweet. :) Though felt a bit uncomfortable during classes, what with the collection of mucous in the nostril and also stinging feeling in my eye. Couldn't give 100 percent concentration on the lectures because of them. Hey suka bagi excuse kau ni. Huhu. And Alhamdulillah, they are getting better now.

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And also, regarding my sharing progress. Now, we've started to meet the juniors who are so sweet in their own ways. I don't have any sisters so you know it's always kind of fascinating to have one. Or more. May everything goes well, amiiin. I'm not that good to be their sister cause I know I'm lacking in shoo many things here and there but I'll try my best to help them and be there for anything. Huhu.

But but the upmost important thing to tell here and spread to the world is that, we gonna have like a WEEK of holiday for raya haji starting from tomorrow!! Ngahahahha I'm one happy giant now. Wohoooo. Okay a tad too excited just now but hehe I am, so, excuse me. Hey tell me who don't anticipate the holiday! They are freaking liars, right! LOL. I wanna study and catch up the whole new things we learned about Endocrine System. Make some notes and buy some new books too, I guess. So, I need money. *wink wink*

Alrite, that's all for tonight. Haish I always become hyper like this whenever tomorrow is holiday, aren't I? Huhu, whatever. So good night!

Assalamualaikum. Has a blessed day tomorrow. Puasa esok jangan lupa! Masak buka sedap-sedap tau! XD

Aku pulak yg takut lebih

Salam 'alaik.

Its not long before SPM begins. I seems to get the butterflies too though it's not me who's gonna sit for it. My brother is. You guys, do pray for him okay! And to all the other friends whom bros or sis or cuzzies gonna sit for SPM too, I wish them best of luck!

Pray for the ummah excellence, will you? You know how they say that the current youth alias us, ourselves gonna be the leader of future? Yeah, pray for all of us. :)

Neway, weeks went by, sending us to future. Sometimes, it gets a tad boring too. Haha. To go back and forth through the routine, nothing new really. While at some other bright days, which are not frequent, the motivation gets to the highest peak. Why is it eh?

Oh and tomorrow is the holiday. Only a day of rest in a week time. But I'm grateful enough rather than no holiday at all which is so sick even to be imagined. Yikes, no no. I'd be a drained battery at the end of med school if things  are gonna be like that. Haha. As tomorrow is a holiday and it's my turn to cook, I was thinking to feed everyone like really much like seriously cause yeah it's holiday. XD

In a nutshell, everything is fine here. So, till then.

p/s: Eid Adha is around the corner. Among the things we should do (sunat) ; fasting from 1st-9th Dzulhijjah, reading Quran, charity, zikir (remembering Him) and other good deeds as we know. Good luck!

Wassalam.

Khamis Hari yang Bahagiaaaa....

Assalamualaikum..... la la la la la ~~

Hatiku riang sekali hari ini haha. Sebab esok cuti! Yezza! Alas, earlier today wasn't a good start, nevertheless we faced it steady and cool, bro.

Nak dijadikan citer, pagi tadi takde air! Oh mannn how can you be liddis, water? I got class you know. So I went to my friend's house to siap-siap whatever then off we go to the class. I wore tudung sarung okeh hari ini dipadankan dgn jubah. Easy. And fast. Atau nama lain dia, fashion kecemasan haha. XD

Anyway, cuti tahun ni dah dimansuhkan kepada sehari saje unlike last sem, third year students dapat cuti 2 hari. Aku redha hajela memburuhkan otak aku ni. Bagus jugak kena paksa study lama-lama ni kan, berfikir tentang manusia, kurang sikit risiko nak dapat Alzheimer (nyanyuk), iye dok. InsyaAllah. Nak diikutkan study medic kat Malaysia sangat tough tahu tak, dengan cutinya yang pendek tu. Cuti diorang paling lama 3 minggu je (sumber: dua pupu) hei dah lama aku selim kalau study kat local uni weih. But it's good tough to be slimmer XD

So, dah tamatlah minggu pertama kelas kat sini. Kelas semua 2 jam je hari-hari utk minggu pertama ni. Okaylah. Penat jugak sebab dah lama cuti kan. Ni kasi panas enjin dulu ar kiranya.

Oh, pasal rumah pulak, semua dah settle. Pasal bil haritu, aku mintak nak tengok resit bayaran tu then dia bagi lah. Okay. But one thing la, diorang ni memang tak organized betul. Resit semua bergumpal aje dlm laci. Patutnya kalau dah tahu ada penyewa, simpanlah bahan bukti tu elok-elok, in case penyewa nak tengok kan, ini dengan tertumpah air kopi ke hape ntah atas resit tu aku nak pegang pun guna hujung hujung kuku je. T_T
Wasn't that satisfied by the receipt though tapi nak argue lelebih aku sedar diri la vocab masih hijau lagi. Kalau nak argue kena ada ilmu, ye tak. Barulah argue dengan maruah. Kalau tak orang tu pun malas nak layan nanti sebab cakap macam errr bayi?

Tapi aku sempat bagi sedas kat dia. I said right into his eyes that 'I trust you!' Hahaha konon menakutkan sangat ah pandangan kau mata dah la sepet wei haha. Then dia reply  'No no no, we fear Allah and Allah sees us, something like that la, so aku pun okay fine. Lepas ni kitorang kena bayar bil sendiri. Phew lega aku. Tak best jugak asyik nak gaduh jumpa ngan Arab ni. Baik kita develop ikatan persaudaraan ngan diorang. Sempat lagi adik tuan rumah aku ni 'Do your friends bring any teas from Malizia? I want Malizia tea.' Yang lagi sorang tu 'Fen hadeyya min Malizia?' (mana hadiah dari Malaysia?) Amboi pakcik. Hahaha. I guess I'll fried some fish chips for them. :)

Pastu haritu mama depan rumah ni marah pulak kite letak sampah kat luar. Sebenarnye takpe je letak kat luar because we paid the caretaker to bring the rubbish down, but itu lah die. Itu lah. Mama depan rumah tu doesn't like rubbish in front of her house. Dia kata 'I become very nervous when I see rubbish'. Ewah. Esoknya, aku selamba je tekan doorbell dia. I dunno where on earth did the courage come from but aku nak pergi minta maaf kat dia face to face, formally. It turned out, she was overwhelmed kot sebab aku mintak maaf sungguh-sungguh, dia pun mintak maaf jugak sebab marah semalam. Comel..... Haha. Itulah datangnya ayat I become nervous tu semua. Haha.

See, everything happens for reasons. Turn the problem into chances, okay. Kemain lah aku ni chances lah bagai, tapi itulah dia, itulah. Hihi. Untuk pengajaran dan ingatan aku di masa akan datang jugak.

“Sesungguhnya orang-orang mukmin itu adalah saudara-mara. Oleh itu damaikanlah di antara saudara-mara kamu dan bertaqwalah kepada ALLAH agar kamu dikurniakan rahmat”

(al-Hujurat:10)

For one who knows and understands, it becomes easy for them to forgive and forget. Because nothing stay permanent but perish in the world. And nothing keeps you company in hereafter but yourself.  InsyaAllah. Keep praying so we'll be able to do what we shall do when the time we are put under the test comes.

Wassalam. :)

Rambles on Holiday

Assalamualaikum.

Okay, tonight, I'm gonna rant about anything. So expect a tsunami of words and 'HAHAHA' and anything. Cause yeah, anything. Like yeah, anything. Okay, I'm being super saiya-ly annoying here. So, moving on to first point. 

MPH Online;

Recently I've ordered some books (3 books) from MPH Online. It says I will get the books in 3-5 working days time. I ordered them on 7th August and today is already 15th August. Exactly the 5th working days after 7th August. I've been very obedient coming out (covering every aurah possible) everyday to check the mailbox to see if anything has arrived but up to this day, I've been up to a total, big, humongous disappointment! Haiyoh, hurry up la weih! I've emailed them though about that. Hopefully, my books will turn up in the mailbox tomorrow. Please please please kamu jangan nakal MPH!!.

Of driving;

For the record, I've been very annoying to pester my dad on how the car is too big for me to drive (please, don't say I'm being riya' cause I just wanna story-tell you here). Yelah, I graduated from Berjaya Driving School (I'm not that 'Berjaya' anyway), driving a Kancil only, but suddenly I'm faced with a huge and gigantic 4WD which of course disturbed me in every way you could imagine. Okay, there's not much need for me to drive actually, but but but, sometimes I did wish badly I could drive. When my grandmother was here, I wished I can take her to shopping sayur and barang dapur in Tesco wherever la because she likes it. But, yeah, I am 'crippled' like that, pity me eh, up to the level, I even thought of hiring a driver. HAHAHA. True story, I'm laughing at myself!

But now, worry no more. 

Came a day (I've forgotten the date) when I felt so motivated to drive, thanks to a friend. He said I have to give it a try, break the wall, the scaredy-cat me or any obstacles that keeps me from driving. So, I asked my dad to keep me company to somewhere. Well, we started in Taman Sutera cause normally the traffic is not as heavy as in the main road. So, we drove around and around (around around nak termuntah jugak sebab cuak sangat!). I managed to drive from Taman Sutera to bazaar Perling Mall to home. Along the way, I did took a U-turn which was verrrrrry daring of me (phewh berpeluh haku), crossed a junction and side-parked quite cacat-ly but hey I managed to bring us home, unscathed, Alhamdulillah. HAHAHAA The happiest, the most bangga-able moment, the most ujub moment I felt when I finally reached home! It was indescribable! Such a victory! Like I was freed from an unexplained prison I made myself. Alhamdulillah. 

But I didn't forget, everything goes back to Him. Thanks to Him cause He protects me, put the courage inside me, blesses me with a patient father, so on and so forth. 

Now that I can drive (InsyaAllah), I'm gonna use it wisely. One of my friend once told me, she learnt how to drive because it would be easier for her to bring adik-adik to jaulah, go to usrah etc. The point is, her niat when driving is for God. I was totally gobsmacked, right at the heart! The power of niat and sincere tazkirah. I hope I'm giving benefits with this newfound ability and it wouldn't be a great embarrassment anymore to change my P (probationary) license to a competent one. Teehee.

Points to Ponder:

I realized that at some level of our live, we are faced with obstacles, a great uncertainty which could make you feel so down, so inferior, so low self-esteem. But, to my new discovery, it all depends on yourself to remain at that place, remain a coward, or to run away from those negativities, to break the wall, jump over it, and head to freedom. Because this is life. You feel, you learn, you apply, you decide, you anything!

Sidenotes:

But the most daring one from my siblings would be my youngest brother la aka Mur the Jemmy. (nama kena merah sebab dia nakal!) HAHAH. He's safely home now. He arrived today during sahur and is early for Raya holiday cause he skipped school in an illegal way. Students staying in hostel call this manner as 'fly'. Yeah, he flew back to his nest. HAHA his story is too long to jot in this entry. Maybe next time. Up to today, he has received 3 phone calls from his teachers for this bad bad job. All I can say is create a big 'network' cause they might or always save you! Hehe.

Ramadhan almost comes to its end. Let's grab the opportunity!! (hello hello myself). 

Wassalam. ;)

Transformation

So, how? Cantik tak? hehehe aku suka layout baru blog ni.

Thanks to leelou blogs! To Leelou, I'm seriously overwhelmed by the result of your layout on my blog. The prettiest I've had for say 3 years since I started blogging. Very simple and organized.

Okay, so my exams is really around the corner, and I shall say goodbye for now. Later, after I finish the practical exam, I might pen something here. Till then, people! :)

An antidote from me to myself.

Assalamualaikum.

Okey aku nak buat terapi jiwa malam ni. Kau orang duduk baca diam-diam, jangan bagitahu orang okeh.

Malam malam nak menjelang event ni lah, macam-macam jadi. Nak nangis je aku rasa. Sebelum ni aku pelik apesal budak-budak ni dok down, sekali terkena, baru kau tahu rasa duduk dlm kasut tu macam mana. Seriously. I've had enough.

Aku buat salah. Tapi salah as in bukan sengaja dibuat-buat. Pastu aku tengah rasa bersalah la ni. Hishhh. This feeling is hurting me deep inside tapi aku cool je. Eh ye je cool kan. Aku rasa nak nangissssss!!!!!! Tapi sabarrr laaa sikit sikit nak nangis kan. Dah besar kot. Hmmmm.

Tadi lepas those drama, I went to dine out with my housemates. I told and explained everything to them. Pastu gelak-gelak cerita pasal this and that. Hmmmm. Lega sekejap kan. Sekejap je lah. Lepas tu sedih balik. I would never be able to erase this feeling that soon. Who does? Rasa bersalah ni sakit tahu tak? Sebab ada orang yang sakit hati dengan kau. Aku tak suka lah bila ada orang sakit hati ngan aku.

Aku tak rasa aku being over perasan or hypersensitive here, but that't it. Kalau aku kat tempat diorang pun, aku geram jugak. Huhu. Tapi come on. I didn't do it on purpose. I seriously have no idea at all and that's where  I did wrong. I admit it. Terasa jugaklah dengan mulut orang. But they have the right to say whatever they want and that's our weakest point sebenarnye.

Perasan tak bila marah, kita suka jerit-jerit, hempas barang, mencarut, memaki and semualah yg sebenarnye boleh buat orang terasa dengan kita. I was like that before. Biaselah, aku ni ganas jugak bahasanya tapi aku rasa aku cukup menjaga hati orang. Aku tak being perasan tapi memang betul. Sebab aku tak suka orang simpan dendam whatsoever dgn aku. Aku bukan jenis carik gaduh. Tapi tu lah, people overlook that. Orang cakap aku suka kene buli (haha kat sekolah dulu). Aku bukan dibuli tapi aku malas nak bergaduh, itu je. Aku taknak orang terasa dengan aku. Selagi tak over, aku steady.

And memang 'taklah' semua orang sentiasa puas hati dengan aku. Kadang-kadang aku pun terlepas pandang jugak certain things.

Tapi bila aku buat salah, tak semua orang akan buat the same thing mcm yg aku buat. Itu life. Itu adat. Itu manusia. Kan. And heck yes, aku sedih.

Tapi nak buat macam mana. This is your part. Orang lain tak pernah rasa lagi. At least now you already know, you'd be able to prepare. Immune system aku dah sensitized. Lepas ni kalau ada pathogen yang sama datang menyerang, aku boleh counteract. Don't you think so? And Fatin did a good job in reminding me about 'God would never give something that you can't handle'.

Serius rasa terpukul. Aku tahu that thing, tapi tak teringat pulak during waktu-waktu genting macam ni. Haishhhhh. Itu lah pentingnya support system ye kawan-kawan; to remind you when you forget. (Huhu tetiba kak kinah bagi mesej kat aku ni. Mak aihhhhh meleleh terus. Macam tahu-tahu je akak ni)

Aku belajar banyak benda sepanjang 'fatrah' ni. Tak senang ye kawan-kawan. Ada yg menangis. Ada yg tak tidur malam fikir penyelesaian masalah. Ada yg sampai demam berpanas bawah matahari. Takde balasan. Semuanya buat sebab nak belajar. And aku rasa aku banyak belajar, Alhamdulillah.

Dan aku rasa aku tak perlu nak bersedih-sedih sangat. Sebab aku ada kawan-kawan yg supportive. Yg sentiasa bagi aku seribu alasan utk terus berlari bila aku decide utk berhenti (dah macam masa rentas desa hehehe). 


So, NURUL! Lepak dahlahhh. Bazir air mata je. Semua orang pun buat salah. Diorang nak maafkan ke tak tu suka hati diorang lah. You have no control over that. Selagi tak jauh dari Allah dahlah. Doa supaya Allah lembutkan hati diorang okeh. Senyummmmmm senyummmmmm senyummmmmmmm...... (mcm orang gila senyum sorang-sorang depan lappy). 

Ok dah. Aku dah lepaskan perasaan kat sini. Nak tidoq. Gudnite everybadeh... Feel much better now after giving myself some antidote. :)

Wassalam.

Saya membebel je ni. Tak payah baca okeh.

Assalamualaikum. :D

Kabare?
Okeh aku nak sangat sangat sangat (ulang seratus kali) update blog, tapi life has been busy.Accehhhhhhhh gelis okeh ayat ini. Tak lah. Main je. Tapi memang betul pun. Tapi ade lagi orang yg lebih busy. Tapi tu lah. Aihhh tapi tapi tak habeh dari tadi. Ok dah habes. HAHA, satu entry utk membebel je. Ye, saya hebat membebel.....di alam maya.

Sekian. Esok saye nak jalan dari Camp Caesar sampai Muntazah! Naik tramco. Harap-harap tidak keseorangan. Ya Allah, kalau keseorangan memang aku bertawakal je yg mampu. K bai.

*lari carik sha nak pinjam pepper spray die. Just in case. :D

Wassalam.

Aktiviti Malam Ini

Salam.

Heheheh. Entry dimulakan ngan gelak gelak malu. Aku tahu. Esok dah periksa. Apebenda aku buat kat blog ni lagi kan. Hewhew takde la. Tetiba ade semangat nak menconteng hari-hari. Kasik can sikit la ea.

Aku baru habis buat workbook. Hihu baru siap. Orang lain dah berzaman kot siap. Hish main buat je berpandukan buku rujukan aku (read: buku Fatin). HAHA. Aku tak tiru okeh cume rujukan utk check jawapan je okeh.

Aku tak start lagi baca lecture notes. Ishishish apenakjadi ini anak ini....HAHA...

Aku stay up seh malam ni. Whoaa tetibe berbangga kejap. Aku dah dekat berminggu tak stay up. Berbekalkan segelas nescafe 2 bungkus (gilo manis takbley minum selalu) dan jugak bertemankan Sha. Hewhew. Habis lah kalau takbley tidur. Ih tapi aku rase aku takda masalah bab-bab tidur ni. Alhamdulillah. Insomnia insyaAllah jarang nak berlaku pada aku. Nescafe ni just psycho je. Oh man, tak baca psycho lagilah!

Oh, esok 3rd year exam. All the best Kak Kinah and akak-akak 3rd year sekalian! Doaku mengiringi kalian cehwah comel betul kirim doa through blog je kan. HAHA.

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Ex Maahad 0509 Reunion


Tadi Halimah ngan Afefah datang rumah. Jannah pun datang sekali. Best! Lama tak jumpa, macam-macam cerita tadi. Dari citer pasal maahad sampai ke lapisan gigi (diorang ni budak dentistry) eceh. Isk, sakit pulak jari aku neh. Aku dah cakap kan jari aku injured main basketball. HAHA. Ok kelakar. Masa nak sambut bola tu, boleh plak ah bola tu lepuk jari aku. Jari aku innocent kot. Sian die, dah bengkak dah. Kena pulak jari manis tangan kanan okeh. Aset oh aset. Tetibe risau tak muat sarung cincin. KAHKAHKAH over kan. Memain je lah.

Ok dah. Tu je nak cakap. Esok lepas exam nak conteng lagi kalau masih hidup. Huhuhu.
Bye. Good night. Salam 'alaik.

Hari ini dlm Sejarah

Okeh sangat rindu dengan blog. Hari hari nak hapdet kalau boleh. Tumpang lalu.
Kepala pening ah. Terlebih tidur la ni. Ishishish tak senonoh betul perangai. Harap cepat berubah wahai diri.
Tadi tengahari makan ikan goreng dgn nasi goreng! Yay! sedap sangat Raihan masak. Bagus bagus. Makin cepat la aku mengembang nampaknya. Lepas makan nasi ngan ikan goreng tadi, aku lalu sebelah Rai. Die kata "asal ko bau ikan ni?!" Hahhaha kurang asam.

Tadi aku makan nasi dan ikan goreng dlm mangkuk comel warne pink tu. Wah, tetiba rasa benar-benar seperti seekor kucing peliharaan. Lengkap ciri ciri dia. Kahkahkah tah pape.

Oh ya.

Pagi tadi, buat julung julung kalinya, aku telah pergi bersukan! Yahuu!. Aku main basketball (hooray), aku lari 11 rounds court basket (hooray) pastu kan, jari manis aku injured kot. Bengkak dah ni. Aku dah kate dah. Aku nak main badminton, tapi kat sini takde. Tah pape. Tunggulah nanti tahun depan ke aku buat demonstrasi cara bermain badminton kat Mesir ni.

Sebenarnye,

Aku ni pemalas nombor satu bile bab bersukan. Tapi itu dulu. Sekarang tidak lagi cihwah gelis ah tiqah neh. Aku on je insyaAllah kalau ada orang teman. Kalau takda orang teman, tu yang malas sikit tu. Mesti ah pempuan mesti kena selalu berteman. Tak pernah dengar ke ayat ni:

Perempuan itu tidak boleh bersendirian. Semasa kecil dia dijaga ayahnya, semasa dewasa die dijaga suaminya. 

Haaaaa see see. Ini cendekiawan yg cakap. Bukan aku cakap tau. So, tetiba aku rasa rindu pada keluarga aku. Apakah? Hehehe. Ok dah dah.

Tanggungjawab sedang menanti. Jom siapkan workbook jom. Ahhh dah macam zaman buat KUMON plak workbook workbook neh. Mengada! Tapi workbook module ni best la soalan die. Tak susah sangat tak senang sangat. Nus nus. Fifty fifty. Eh melalut lagi. Ok dah.

Bye. Salam 'alaik. :)

Nil

Nak tweet tapi malu nanti orang baca. Oh mungkinkah dah tiba masanye utk download diary? Tidak dapat tidak I have to write it down. The events, the joy, the turbulence of emotions and so on.

Never is beneficial to public.

He's always there and always will. Make the best!

Salam hari Jumaat . :)

In a good  mood today I am, I'd say.
Dah habis baca Sophie Kinsella latest book ; I've Got Your Number. But this time, I read it not on papers but on screen. Hewhew. Thanks to Jeeja for introducing me to this epubbud.com website. Here, kite boleh choose which books to download and read in on your screen. Lappy boleh, iPod ke iPad pun boleh. Huishh. Kalau module CVS ni boleh convert masuk iPod pun bagus jugak. Hewhew.

Kat Spain dulu, the people sgt rajin membaca. Dalam metro, semua orang pegang a book, a magazine, newspaper but majority have the Kindle stuff in their hands. Yup, they are sophisticated people like that. We Malaysians can be too. Pernah je naik KTM dari Seremban to Sungai Buloh sambil baca P/S I Love You. No one pays any attention to you, anyway.

So, the results has been announced. The 3rd sem results. I mean they didn't announce it saying first place and so on. We had to fill our seat number in the university portal and tadaaa there it was. I was that nervous if you asked me. Pale, shaking all that. Nervous breakdown, in and out. But Alhamdulillah. All praise to Him, I passed the exams.

I'd say I'm a bit taking the character of 'yoyo' through these exams stuff throughout my life so far. You know, sometimes up and sometimes down. Now, I am down. But InsyaAllah, will put many efforts to make the best. I don't really compare my marks with the fellow friends who obviously get high scores like that. But this one person I looked up stated in his fb status something like this: 'Never compare your results with your friends. Just compare it to your previous results and that's enough'. (I was paraphrasing and the words aren't that touchy as it used to in fb, sorry for that)

UPDATED:
''Don’t compare yourself to others, that’s when you start to lose confidence in yourself.. have faith in Him..^^'' (This is the original quote. Apehal tak sama langsung ngan ayat aku? HAHA)


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Congratulations to all SPM candidates in SMAPL for that outstanding achievement. I've heard it is the best in 30 years. Beating up those records setted up in the 90's is that true?
Not forgetting to Maahad Muar. Heard you guys did well too in Muar. Whatever it is, all thanks to Him and to our teachers for being there for us the 5 years we studied in school. Indeed, teachers are the second of our parents.
And why is that I feel like I'm giving a valedictorian's speech here?

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To my two little (they are not that little) brothers, I wish you All the Best in the upcoming exams. This PMR and SPM are going to shape your future, giving you a light on what shall you do in future. So, break a leg!

And special dedication to me tooo! Nurul, study hard. Break a leg too!!! Its about making your best, okay. He's always there ready for you to report to Him every seconds. So why can't you?  Yes I can do it! Hewhew. Motivated like that. Its not that I didn't do the best but truth be told, I had never finish the book as in really finish and understand the content before the exam. That's why. So lets put an end to that chapter, move on and break a leg! HAHA.

WARNING:
I don't mean those 'break a leg' wish literally. It's a substitute of good luck actually. Equivalent of. It's a superstition among dancers that wishing good luck is actually a bad luck so they use 'break a leg' instead. I just googled it by the way.

Ok goodbye. Nak masak spagethi today. Lame tak makan. :D (Fadzli would really love my spagethi I can safely bet a....... my iPod?) Ok harap dapat mem produce spagethi yg enak. Hewhew.

Wassalam.

I once had a sister

Eh apesal aku ade kat sini ni? Bukan tengah exam ke? HUHU. Tetibe rase nak menulis la pulak. Pasal yg bukan ilmiah? Bagi chance la kejap ea.

Tadi, aku berjalan-jalan di facebook tanpa arah tujuan.

I was browsing my juniors profiles, watching what they are up to now, monologuising  'Omg, she's that tall now huh' and I was like 'Ok fine, I am old now,' all that stuffs. 3 years had passed since I finished school and I admit though school can sometimes be a pain in the neck, indeed it's one of the most joyous time of your life. And I stumbled on this one quote in twitter saying 'If you say college is your best 4 years of your life, then make it 6'. I was LOL-ing hard back then. Seriously it made me laugh. I bet you would too. No? But, hey life should make progression so 6 years in college would delay your time to working phase, yes. Whatever. My point is, I recalled having a pet sis or 'adik didik' (that's what we call it) in school. yes, I am volunteering to have one, and I enjoyed it.

My pet sis, her name is Izzaty Raduan. Need I say more? Of course I'm quite awkward at first because I never had any sister be it younger or older sis. But as time went by, I adapted with her. I bet she was awkward too because she's just like me; the only daughter in family. But this girl, she's brave. Mind you, the seniority is quite a tradition in my alma mater. So juniors are expected to bowed down their head and never look us in eyes, you know, it's not that strict but once you get caught and targeted by the seniors I bet your first year of life gonna be a living hell until that senior moved out. Luckily, she got me! HAHA. Fret not, I am not the kind who yelled at juniors. But sometimes I did asked them to HELP ME to ready my clothes and bed when I woke up at 6.30am like that. HAHA. Just a simple thing like that.

I was not that close to her, just exchanging smiles in corridors, (our dorms are opposite to each other, me in Hajar, she's in I-forgot-the-name-hayakkk green dorm), 'main kirim salam, good luck in exam, take care' things HAHAHA so cute la back then. Then, when final break came before SPM, she gave a card saying 'ALL THE BEST KAK TIQA IN SPM! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, I SURE GONNA MISS YOU, TAKE CARE'. Hohhh, terharuuu makcik! HAHA.

Now, we seldom contact each other. I mean, she's still in school and already a fourth former. Hoh, she's that big now huh. Oh I become somehow a lil bit emotional what the heck? HAHAH. Whatever. I might be coming to school to collect my SPM certificate. Hayakkkk when la to comeee? I want to meet Izzaty also and give something nice from here.

Izzaty, most left. Ceh, mesti kembang budak ni kalau baca my special post utk die.

Ok sekian. Banyak tak habis baca lagi ni! Hoihhhh.