Friday, September 13, 2013

Sesak

Salam 'alaik.

Huhu, semalam semua orang kecoh dengan meeting with kpt tu kan. Well, I didn't go anyway cause I had too much travelling already and I tak rela nak tambah another miles. Kalau miles tu boleh exchange dengan trip keliling dunia selama seminggu takpe jugak. ;)

Basically, dia just bagi alternative untuk further study. Its either you wanna proceed in Egypt or local. But tu la, kalau nak credit transfer dia akan compare dulu syllabus kita ngan dia, buat mapping (taktahu nak peta kan apebenda but this was the word my friends keep on using so whatever) and of course isi borang and tunggu. Yeah tunggu lagi for some period then baru dapat kata putus from the IPT and in which year you gonna be put (most likely preclinical), while some of your friends in Egypt already wear their white coat and do rounds. Or so.

Personally, I'd love to just continue in Alex. I mean, I already have a vision of me in that graduation robe and hat since the first day I stepped into the university, so why dont we just end everything there and back for good? That is what I really think and want. But tu lah. Kenapalah mesirian ni ngok sangat gi jatuhkan dr.m dulu. You jeopardize our future la ngok! (Emo ni emo haaa). Ah pakcik internet sebelah rumah tu pun tak suka dr.m memang nyampah ar tengok. Before balik haritu aku gi bayar duit internet pun nak taknak je bayar bila nampak bendera 'Irhal ......' atas meja dia. Yeah right, genius!

Ok whatever. Sebenarnya tak habis geram lagi tau. Geram sampai rasa malas nak balik sana jumpa balik orang-orang ngok yang telah menjual darah saudara sendiri sebab sikap tak sabar, tamak, pendengki dan ngok diorang tu. (Haha emo lagi). Tapi tipu ar kalau kata taknak belajar kat Msia, sape taknak duduk dekat ngn mak ayah kan. Plus fed up ngan mesirian lagi. Tapi bila tengok kena turun tahun tu buat rasa "errrr terima kasih je la."

I've been (we) through countless malam yg tak serupa malam (sleepless) baca buku dengan jantung berdegup laju mcm bullet train berdebar-debar draining all reserve of adrenaline (kesian jantung kita) semata-mata nak pass semua modules dengan cemerlang, only to repeat them ke? Haiyaaa. I know bagus sebab belajar dua kali lagi ingat, maybe boleh jadi top student (?) tapi.... "errr, terima kasih".

I seriously don't wanna go into that cycle again just as much as I dont want to go through ujian JPJ lagi. Penat tahu.

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Exhale.

Anyway.

Since I'm studying using rakyat's money, then I'm obliged to abide by the decision la kan. Kita tengok apa mara kata. Kalau dah takdir (huaaa pasrah) kena repeat year in Msia, what to do.

Tapi....... aku rasa kitorang akan balik Mesir jugak la. Well, tengok je ar dulu. Hish suspen pulak rasanya haha.

Alrite, there goes the rambling for today. Till then. :)

Wassalam.
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