Attachment X-Files

Salam.

Just to jot down few things about what I've seen and learned throughout my attachment days in PK UTM. Basically, its nothing much compared to what you might see in hospitals but to me those kind of experience is just overwhelming and so memorable.

1. Blood taking. Scientific term is venipuncture.

Blood is the main 'vehicle' of our body, so it carries along all sorts of things inside it like the circulating antigens, antibodies, cells, virus, hormones so on and so forth. So, lets just say doctors could diagnose your illness based on your blood analysis.

During attachment, most people asked why their blood look so dark and black. Well, the blood is like that because it comes from the veins ie deoxygenated ie contains deoxyhemoglobin ie darker. And to some extent some people blood look a bit viscous compared to others.

Anyhow, I managed to take blood samples from a number of patients with obvious veins. Haha it is satisfying to see the blood oozes into the syringe. I felt like a dracula for a bit. XD
Of course, there were times when the blood wont come out. Sometimes, it looks like a vein but when you poke inside there is none. I know, disappointing right.

2. Minor procedure. 

-Abscess draining from a Psoriasis patients, and from back of ears of a male.
-Broken nail extraction from a female.
-Ear toiletting in patients with impacted ear wax etc
-Wound dressing for minor accidents
-Minor suture for opened wound
-Vaccination of HPV intramuscularly

3. Pregnancy check up. 

-Calculating (estimated due date) EDD from (last menstrual period) LMP. According to Naegel's Rule you just minus 3 months and add 7 days from the LMP.

eg: LMP = 17/10/2012
     EDD  = 24/7/2013

-Measuring fetal growth according to mom's bump measurement. I dont know the shortform for this (not MBM of course). Measurement done from fundus of bump ie below the xiphoid process till the superior pubic bone. The measurement (inch) should be +/- 2 from fetus age. But doesn't apply to almost due babies (eg: 36th weeks). You dont want mom's stomach to explode due to its hugeness right. How bright Allah is. He created everything so perfectly!

eg: measurement should be 22-26 inch for fetus of 24 weeks old. You have a round calendar chart to calculate the week easily.

-Palpating the bump to find the head of fetus. Its round like coconut and fits nicely in your palm when palpated. Its firm compared to other parts of the mom's bump. Might get used to it with further practice and experience.

-Hearing fetus heartbeats. Dud dud dud dud dud . It is sooo fast as fetal heart rate normally is very high compared to us adults, ranging from 120-160 beats per minute. Should be heard as rapid and regular dud dud dud dud dud. We dont count the beats, rather just confirm its rhythm and regularity. Or sometimes, we ask the mother to record the baby movement. Should be more than 10 movements in 12 hours duration. Will easily detect any abnormality in rhythm and regularity with further practice and experience.

4. Ultrasounds

-Kidney ultrasound. Male complains of rt hypochondriac pain. We started checking on lt hypochondriac first. As lt kidney is overlaid by spleen from front, we place the probe from patient's back. On the other hand, we place the probe from front for rt kidney sonography. And there you go, watching the vulnerable images, hardddd to understand. Gotta have firm grasp in anatomy to fully understand and analyse the images though.

-Fetal ultrasound.

Don't really get these weird looking sonograph due to its always changing shape and looks. But yeah. Will get used to them with practice later on, inshaAllah. Here, we see, 4D ultrasound of the fetus. We see the pumping heart with 4 chambers, the hockey stick shaped femur, the biparietal head diameter (BHD).
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Ok, thats all for now. Will add more to this file later on. InshaAllah! :)
Attachment is a mere labour to gain experience, to apply, to observe, to learn and to practice.
It is no doubt and goes without telling super duper exhausting. At least for me. Haha yeah I am a lazy bum, duduk rumah goyang kaki kind of person, so when I have to give out extra effort everyday (and without payment too) I become soooooooo tired. But of course, worth all the sweat. :)

Existing doctors might tell you the reality of being a doctor. Its not easy. But you gotta endure it with much perseverance, be ready to get scolded, but yeah we learn from it. Take it from bright side, we remember fierce teachers more right, the one who were so mean to us back then, but contributed a lot to moulding the you present now.

InshaAllah, I'm ready! I always pray that I always will. :)

Till then, wassalam.

Taraaaa......

Salam 'alaik,

I am uber happy with the new layout. Background pic is taken from Cath Kidston. And yeah you can say I am all hooked up with her designs now. Pretty vibrant coloured  little flowers sure have its own special place in my eyes yo. Thank you Cath Kidston for existing! I sure gonna visit ur boutique when I get my foot in UK. (In sha Allah). 

Anyway, yesterday I attended a concert! You know Opick? The guy with great voice singing Islamic songs. Truth be told, I did knew him before for his unique name, listened to few of his songs but now I'm a fan of him! Seriously if you get time to 'tadabbur' his songs, go ahead. He sure knows how to write and compose his songs well. Also, there was this one nasheed group of Indonesian students performing yesterday. And they were amazing as well. They did their music not by percussions but by their own mouth. Acapella we call it, dont we? It is. The group is called Dai Nada. Go search them on youtube! I recommend you hear 'Satu Harapan' or 'Mali Rabbun Siwah'. Gorgeous! XD 

The concert intended on collecting funds for Palestine. In sha Allah tomorrow they are going to Gaza to meet our families there. May Allah ease their journey, ameen. 

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On Wednesday we finished our midterm exam for GIT module. All I can say is, that was a veghhyyyyy hard paper, almost equivalent to that of CNS. T_T but everyone was saying the same thing though so I could feel a tad relieve maybe? Ye la, to know it wasn't only you who feels the exam was hard, its enough to relax ur head a bit. So go Nurul (and others)! You got another month to revise the remaining part of GIT, break a leg! Or rather, add some power more to your glasses! LOL jangan okeh, my lens is thick enough, thank you. Talking about my rabunness, Im thinking of doing Lasic. You know that laser treatment to correct your sight. Its cheap here in Egypt but they say we've to wait until 24 to do it cause that's when your eyeball stops growing. That's what they say la I dunno what the real thing is. Gotta ask my auntie la for this. Wait when I get back to Malizia. 

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Today. (dont bother to write in chronology haha). 

We had basketball tournament! The game is for girls only and held between sections minus section 5 and 6 la because they are all guys and guys play rugby. Hehehe kidding. I went a tad late cause I got headache attack this morning, might be caused by last night concert super loud sound system. I kid you not, my head almost explode (naudzubillah). By the time the concert was over, I already had the headache and it went thru the night till the morning. 

Even so, I managed to present myself proudly (tetibe haha) at the court to cheer for them. Though my section didnt make it, its a good game really cause my housemates' section came out as champion! Cayalah! My own roomate makes me proud (macam mak-mak banggakan anak) for her numerous goals! Terer ar ko sha, boleh dapat anugerah 'Golden Shooter' (sbb kalau football Golden Boot kan or whatever).  

And my fav players are of course Sha and Fatkhai! Congrats korang! 

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Tomorrow. 

Classes will start again. With lots of things ahead. Final sem for preclinical years. Ngaaaaa. 

I guess, I will stop here. Its been quite a while I haven't write this long. Yeah I have to wait for the mood to come to be able to type continuously and smoothly like today. Wokay, toodlesssss enjoy your days, live your life, carry your responsibilities like a responsible person and whatnots. Bye. 

Wassalam. :D 

It's almost the final of sem 5!

Salam 'alaik dear readers.

I was reading my previous entry where I got all bad mood and emotional about my house owner and his brother. HAHA funny me. Now you see why you shouldn't blog when you're angry huh. Anyway, I was bad for saying such things about them, I'm sorry ammuuuu. (Nahh still, I'm not gonna say it in front of them. LOL). I think let's just let it be like this. Currently, whenever I saw them I would wave and say 'salam' to them out of respect and they would nod back. So I think things are pretty well between us. Right?

So, life has been quite busy. We are already in exam term. From 21st January to 7th Feb. Then, insyaAllah insyaAllah insyaAllah I'm flying back home. Teehehehe. Talk about the excitedness. I've never been so excited to see pokok kelapa sawit in my life (that was what you see from above if you were to arrive in KLIA). This time, my plane will touch down at Changi, so let's see what we'll see from up there, okay. '

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Its not gonna be a long holiday, but InsyaAllah I will remind myself to make the best out of it. This time like seriously, I have to I have to! I don't want to just laze around the house like a cow. Haha. I gained too much weight last time I was back in Malaysia. So devastating. My brother from Australia gonna be at home too. It's been like 2 years we didn't see each other (minus the oovoo and skype), so I guess this is the best time to meet him.

* Allah. Talk about the blessings God lavishes onto us. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for these people and things around me, gonna make the best out of it in Your course insyaAllah. * 

Till then, pray for our final exam.

# the uni gives our CGPA out of the blue and I know I just have to really push myself some more beyond the limit. Letz do thiz! Biiznillah :D !~

It's Now Repro Turn! (Super Long)

Salam 'alaik dear readers. :)

You might be asking yourself what Repro means by now, aren't you? Hehe, it's nothing but just a short for reproductive system, my happen to be current module.

So, today was the beginning of this module. We were told that we'll be having only 2 hours of lectures without introduction. Was a bit puzzled though but happy at the same time cause yeah, saves my time hehe. But, later in the afternoon someone posted in fb that lectures got extended to 3 hours. Haihhhhh plus the introduction. Ohhhh nevermind, it's not that big a deal, right.

Off we went to the class then. At 2 o'clock in the evening. Though honestly, that grand and eager feeling to start new class already fades blown by the wind. Huhu. Plus, at that time of the day, the university staff have already counting seconds to get home.

Anyway, lectures started as it supposed to, starting with brief intro session by Dr Gehan from physio dept. God, she's so funny and cute too! Kept saying 'DO YOUR BEST' throughout the class. She added that this module is quite difficult and complex. Now, tell me which of our modules are easy. Nil. Furthermore, she also said female repro system makes 50% of the whole module. She said female repro is that complex but not the women themselves (talk about defending her gender, Dr Gehan ftw! haha) which sent the whole class laughing naughtily sheeshh and mammary gland (breast) making another 15% while male repro makes the rest 35%.

First real lecture began with Dr Sayed who teaches Anat,  a very funny guy too. I am so grateful being blessed by awesome lecturers here, despite yeah everything bitter in this country. At the very least, I know there are still good people and hopes for them. We learned everything about pelvis today. And when I say everything it really mean all about pelvis. From the muscles and its actions to the fascia to the vessels to the nerves to the relations and everything. Oh, it was a tough lectures. just like musculo-skeletal system in first year. Nevertheless, everything hard can comes easy if you know how to tackle it right? So I say, I would go with Dr Gehan to start revising early and DO YOUR BEST! Hehe. Like seriously, don't take this module easily. I know I'm gonna like this module more since it is 50% about women yay! I have always want to become an O&G one day. InsyaAllah. If I find it interesting and worth enough I will. :)

Talking about third year, it seems that the busy-ness has started to call everyone. Hehe. Many of us got phone calls favoring our commitments  and whatnot. I say, go for it as long as you can benefit others. As long as you can help, lend them a hand. Besides, who can assure you to be studying 24/7 when you're not helping? Even you yourself couldn't guarantee right. So I say, give them your hands. I myself try to be as helpful as I can. But, if you really couldn't make it, if you already have stuffs to settle in your hands, then be nice when turning them down. And bunch of sorry to whom I couldn't help. Maybe a next time?

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On the side notes, I hope you have heard of Gaza being attacked by Israel Laknatullah. Hmmmm it is very depressing to know that I couldn't do anything for them physically. All I can do is pray for them from afar and be with them in this jihad together. The aim of this jihad is one (for Allah of course) but the means are different. I'm taking part by doing the best I can in my study, which I hope will be beneficial to the mankind regardless of race and religion and solely for the sake of Him. So, may I ask what's yours? It can be anything from your talent of drawing, singing, and whatever. The thing is to always get the right intention; Lillahi ta'ala. InsyaAllah. May He accepts our deeds here and get counted for the hereafter.

I've been following some twitter conversations btw an Israeli and a Palestinian. Well, I can see that both are blaming each other. The first one said the latter wouldn't stop bombing their land and whatnot, but I say the impact inflicted to the Palestinian is much worse than in Israel. Also, I go with the Palestinian of course, since the trouble was started by the other one. Which rooted from ages ago thanks to that Balfour Declaration of British to grant the Jews a land. And why is that land has to be the Palestinians land may I ask? Of course, they've got this arranged btw them sometime before. Why don't give them some of your land in the other side of the world? You made that promise at the expense of others land which is just unreasonable and irresponsible.

In a nutshell, what I've said above is sourced from the internet. From wiki and twitter and yahoo answer. I know I could trust the source cause they have link to that ultimate source. Phew, what a complex rooting of information. T_T . I think I've typed a tad too far from what I always write, isn't it? Hm, everything is so mixed up in our current world. Corruption is everywhere but one thing for sure, for us, the Moslem, world isn't the purpose of our life. We aren't afraid to die in our God's cause because for us that is a holy sacred mission and accomplishment! All of us want that! Note to you that grotesque images you see in fb and whatnot are all the opposites when we see it in the hereafter. The blood bath will become a fragrant bed of flowers and enthrallment you have never imagine. And also, worldly life isn't the real life for us. World is just like a pit stop at the highway, in the journey to meet our Lord. InsyaAllah. :)

You're a bit harsh, doc.

Salam 'alaik.

Hey, I was revising my module just now when yeah, my mind started to roam around and diverted into something else. Like usual. Hehe.

So what was I thinking just now? Hm, I thought to pen it here cause it was a good and kind of dramatic to be read again sometime later in life.

The story goes like this:

During our practical exam for Endocrine System, there were 2 parts of exam to be taken, first was the Physio and the other was questions in the form of spots in the lab. Both were conducted in seperate venue. The Physio was in our lecture hall where we were given slides on projector and there you go. After finishing the Physio, my friends and I decided to revise some more on Histo, Patho, Anat and whatnot cause we had like 3 hours gap before the exam started again. Due to congested areas and classes being full of students we decided to sit on the floor at quite an isolated hallway. With some other female students.

So there we were, sitting on the floor with our labcoat on revising, questioning each other like a total excellent students. Then, came a lecturer. A male doctor. With his sunglasses on. Mind you we were at the end of an obscured hallway with a just nice sun light. He approached us and began his lecture.

''During my time, as a student, I never could bring myself to sit on the floor. You know because I have dignity and it doesn't allow me to do so.''

I was a bit taken aback by his remarks, a cruel remarks to be precise, so I started to ask my friends to go somewhere else and avoid him from continuing his speech. My other other friends didn't move an inch but I really couldn't stand him anymore. Haha. I am that sensitive, yes. When I was about to stand and go away, the lecturer stopped me and said 'No, no don't go, I was just saying blah blah blah' but yeah I was so full of loath, hatred and ego, my brain blocked me from listening to his words any further. So I just smiled at him and walked away like a boss. Hahaha.

We went to a better classroom, a bit full, so I had to ask a very gentleman friend of mine to move to other benches so that we could have his seats. He moved. Alhamdulillah. :) Now that I have that seat, I was able to compose myself and calm down a bit. You can say that I am until now still affected by his words. More to I couldn't believe someone so educated could bring himself to say such nasty things. So egoistic. And so full of pride. Which is not good for your life and society.

Later on, when we were on our way to go to practical lab, I bumped into that lecturer again. Like seriously? Haha. I know my patience was just tested by God. I was like 'Cool down, babe, just smile at him'. And so I did. Though only God knows what kind of tornado was going on inside. Hahaha.

It was a great lesson actually. To know that not all of our lecturers are that nice. Some of them are well, a bit harsh. And I was told, more of the harsh ones are the ones teaching in the hospitals, for the clinical students. So, yeah to myself, be very prepared for whatever cruel remarks and be a bit ignorant to whatever bitter words they are about to give you later on. :) Just keep the positive ones, okay. To the above lecturer, I am sorry, but I really couldn't extract a single positive things from what you told me earlier. :) And yeah I did remember my first class with you was during first year and all I can say is you have always been like that. I wish you good and nice days ahead, doc! :)

Raya Haji 1433

Assalamualaikum. Sobah el-khair. Good morning!

Huhu pepagi lagi dah mengarang cerita utk blog ni kan. Well... :)

Apa macam raya entuu sekalian? Nice one? Macam-macam jadi raya haji kali ni. Tapi semua best la Alhamdulillah..

First day, cam biasa kita solat raya kat MARA. Tapi slacked okey. Kenapa? Punyalah aku rushing bagai nak rak sekali sampai sutuh tengok dah tahiyat akhir dah. Sedih kemainnnn. Aku pun turun tingkat 8 sembahyang berjemaah dgn Mekli. :) Ok la  kan dari tak dapat solat langsung. Pastu dengar khutbah, camwhoring sikit (eh sikit ke haha) then makan nasi impit dgn gulai ayam. Breakfast aku la tu kiranya. Hm marvellous y'all. Haha.

Balik rumah, siap-siap pergi open house rumah Kak Kinah pulak. Habis after Zuhur then balik rumah. Rumah aku pun jemput jugak certain close friends. Tak dapek la nak jemput satu batch. Periuk rumah aku 24 inci je haha. Lepas tu gi amek gambar raya kat studio dgn Kak Teha and housemates (kemain) kat My Studio. Lepas habis pung pang pung pang balik rumah terus terlelap. Penattttttttttt. Malam tu pulak masa aku  ketiduran, Sha accident dlm shower. Siannnnn sangat. Tu la die terlampau gagah sampai terpatah kepala paip haha. Habis kena jahit kat wrist die, ade lah dlm 3 cm camtu. Yg kelakarnya, haritu ada orang arab tanya die ni nak bunuh diri ke sebab wrist die berbalut kan. Oh tuhanku lawak  HAHAHA. Tah pape kan. Tapi logic jugak. Tapi bila imagine itu Sha kot, adui pecah perut gelak. Haha.

The day after tomorrow pulak, pergi Cairo. Ada daurah pasal I'dad Murobbi/ Persediaan Seorang Murobbi. Ngeeeee cuak kebebeyh tapi takpe. We have sacred mission hacewahhhh. Nice la daurah tu. Memang banyak menjawab persoalan persoalan yg dah lama berlegar dlm benak aku. Ustaz penceramah pun best. Penerangan dia mantap! And the bi'ah masa kat situ memang priceless. Seriously awesome. I wonder when we'll be able to constantly live in that environment. InsyaAllah, one fine day.

Nadhirah and I slept over kat rumah kawan Nadhirah. Besar sangat tau rumah tu. 4 bilik utk 1600 LE. And each room boleh muat 2 queen beds okay bayangkan sekarang luas dia acamne. Aku kecemburuan. Haha. Tapi bersyukur ok dgn rumah kat Alex ni. Not bad jugak sebenarnye. :) Oh on the way nak pergi rumah kawan Nadhirah tu, pakcik yg bawak autobus tu seriously like seriously annoying tahap babun. Bukan pakcik sebenanrnye, die muda sikit dlm 20's macam tu. Tapi emosi die amboiiii kalah atuk usia 60 tahun. Sabar aje lah. Kitorang dah la exhausted tahap moksya time tu dengan mabuk gedebang gedebung atas bus tu sekali dapat pakcik tu pulak kan. Memang la memang mengundang kemarahan ahkak!.

Esoknya ke haritu ek, aku lupa siapa yg cakap, tapi nasihat dia camni la  lebih kuraang

'Kalau nak tengok diri awak ni camne, masa awak tengah sakit, penat, lapar atau bentuk-bentuk stress yang lain, cuba tengok reaksi awak pada orang-orang sekeliling. Tak kisahla yang annoying atau tak. Tapi that's your true self''. Dush dush right to the heart.

Mungkin ada excuse la sikit kan. Sebab hey mana boleh expect orang tengah migraine nak buat-buat tak sakit pulak. Tapi kalau dia memang jenis penyabar, takdelah  dia lempang orang-orang yg bising kat sebelah dia. Ha begitu. Paling-paling pun dia duduk at a corner diam-diam, sambil urut kepala dgn minyak kapak. Sambil rasa nak lempang orang yang bising. Dalam hati jelah. Tak buat pun. Haha. (Ehem ehem).

Oleh itu, marilah kita bersama-sama kawal diri kita dlm stressful condition. InsyaAllah kuantiti cortisol anda mencukupi utk menangani stress tersebut. :) And the key point is always to be patient like Rasulullah S.A.W. InsyaAllahhhh.

Ok dah, nak gi kelas. Bye.

Current Lazy and Worrisome State

I dunno why but me is soooo lazy one today! Haiyaaa cannot liddis la weih, dear myself. Many people would switch place with you to read, you know that? I have well immunized state, free from any pathogens now, unlike some of your colleagues, so don't you know how to express gratitude to your God, huh?

Come on come on! Throw your laziness out of the window! Help the deen! 


Okayh...... Take a deep breath.........Exhaleeeeeee......Get new resolution....Put the earphone away and focus! And oh, shut the internet connection down. Now!

Random Recent Piccas with Story

Assalamualaikum. 

Masih belum boleh melelapkan mata. Sebenarnye boleh je nak biarkan 'semua' ni lalu tidur tapi aku taknak jadi orang tak bersivik. Huhu. 

Macam biasa. Aku masih seorang procrastinator tegar walaupun 'red alert' dah keluar juta juta kali dari pukul 8 malam tadi suruh buat kerja. Tapi aku masih aku. Campur sedikit kesyaitanan eh kemalasan. Macam sekarang. Aku sedang take five kononnye dari membuat slideshow utk kelas esok. 

Esok ade kelas ni. 

Ya, aku suka main cikgu-cikgu ni. Sebab dulu masa kecik-kecik aku takda kawan nak main cikgu cikgu. Maklumlah, adik beradik semuanya lelaki. Kalau dapat main kapur dalam kelas tu satu pengalaman manis orang kata. Nasib baik aku pernah jadi ketua darjah masa darjah 2. Sempat juga merasa tulis nama kawan-kawan yg bising dalam kelas masa cikgu takda. Ya, guna kapur. HAHA kapur can be an issue ey. 

 Layan gambar je la malam ni. Ni cut section kepala seorang (aku serba salah nak letak simpulan bahasa ni) 'cadaver'. Site of concern kitorang adalah respiratory tract dia. Bermula dari anterior nares (lubang hidung) sampai ke larynx di bahagian leher. Semuanya adalah laluan udara yang sangat precious, nikmat yg kita jarang syukuri dan sedari. Allah.

Ini pulak gambar thoracic cage. Bayangkan anda berdiri tegak. Badan anda dibelah dua pada coronal plane yg akan membahagikan tubuh anda pada setengah depan dan setengah belakang. Peh, siapa boleh faham ni boleh tepuk tangan utk diri sendiri. Aku sangat faham memang susah nak faham sesuatu dgn membaca je. Aku selalu berada dalam kasut itu. Ceh. Ape kata anda google?
                                         

 Kitorang selalu ada masa lebih lepas praktikal anatomy. Kadang-kadang bila aku dan sesetengah kawan lain rasa rajin, kitorang duduk sat berbincang bersama. Macam gambar kat atas ni. Kitorang tengah bincang pasal Forced Expiratory Volume. Aku tahu, bunyinya spesies cucu-cicit encyclopedia Brittania. Dengar nama die je boleh buat jantung berdebar. Tapi namanye je tu yang psycho lebih. Nak fahamnya, insyaAllah mudah dgn bantuan cikgu dan kawan.

 Bunga kat Montaza tengah beranak-pinak sekarang ni. Maklumlah spring. Sejuk mata tengok ciptaan Allah ni. Warna-warni taman ni. Apesal ayat aku pendek-pendek ni kelakar la.  Hm, aku nak bawak mak datang sini tengok bunga sebab mak sangat suka bunga. Rumah dulu aku macam hutan sebab mak suka tanam pokok. HAHA. Pastu abah sangat sweet, abah beli rumah baru dgn compound yg luas utk mak bercucuk tanam. Sekarang, laman rumah aku siap ada pokok mangga. Nasib baik takda pokok laici. Mak pun selalu gembira dan tak menang tangan layan pokok. Okeh balik ni aku nak tolong mak tanam pokok kayu balak. 

2 orang sahabat. Saya sayang dia, dia pun sayang saya kerana Allah. Saya tolong dia, dia tolong saya. Saya support dia, dia support saya. Saya nasihat dia, dia nasihat saya. Sorang pantai barat, sorang pantai timur. Tapi hati tetap ada tujuan yang satu, dengan izin-Nya. Heheheh cheesy lah pulak malam ni. Oh biasalah, malam.

Lagi gambar bunga sebab memang banyak bunga. Aku teringin nak ambil gambar cantik-cantik dlm erti kata lain guna kamera yg terang, jelas dan nyata tapi aku malas nak hangkut sesuatu yg gedabak di bahu aku. Jadi, aku cuma suruh kawan aku yg ada kamera terang, jelas dan nyata itu amek gambar yang aku suka, then aku amek dari dia. Bijak kan. HEWHEW.

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Ada something happened the other day which made me smile thinking about it. It's not funny pun in the first place. It was a serious case and thank God dah settled pun. Tapi aku ni kan pelik. I laughed because that was the first time aku berada dalam situasi tu. And aku ketawa ingatkan reaksi aku dlm menghadapi that case. Tapi takpe, experience is directly proportional to age. Kawan-kawan aku semuanya best sebab setia tolong aku through it. Moga Allah balas jasa kalian. Terima kasih. :)

Ok, sekian. It's just I think it's been ages since the last time I made post with pictures in it. So, here it is, some random pictures with long captions. Hope you get something to ponder upon after you go through the piccas. Till then, fellas. Take good care of yourself.

Wassalam.

Why so Random?

Salam 'alaik.

Hah!

HAHAH aku tak sempat update blog semalam. Kesian betul budak ni. Apa aku buat semalam sampai tak sempat update?

Ni die.

Aku ada SC la semalam. Best! Makan nasi ayam. Ayam panggang dlm oven gune rencah egypt ade letak yogurt ooo. Ok la rasa die. Ada masam-masam sikit. Tapi ni masam sedap la bukan masam basi. Sebelum makan tu kitorang cerita pasal adab makan. Adab sebelum, semasa dan selepas makan. Adab semasa memasak tu pun ade sikit.

Antaranye:

1. Ambil makanan dari pinggirnye. Jangan main sauk je gune tangan. Aku suke oo buat macam ni tanpa sedar. Kena more beradab la lepas ni. Nurul dah besar kan. Hohoho 
2. Jangan mencela makanan. Kalau tak sedap, leave it je. Jaga hati tukang masak pelissss.
3. Masa masak tu baca selawat and basmalah. Itu secret ingredient. Woah aku suka ni. Memang terkumat kamit la nanti kat dapur. HAHA
4. Yang selebihnye baca kat sini. 

Semalam kan, segannye la hai aku rasa. 

Aku datang meeting lambat pastu balik awal. Ish ish ish tak senonoh nye perangai dieeee. Seriously sorry pada kawan-kawan. HAHA macam la diorang tahu aku mintak maaf kat sini kan. Ah tak kisah lah. Yang penting aku rase diorang boleh tahu melalui air muka aku. Rasenye lah. Tak confirm lagi. HAHA.

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Tadi dah masuk module baru merangkap module terakhir sem ni, yahuuuuu! Respiratory module. Tapi lepas habis ni, ada final exam, then baru boleh balik. 

Senang cerita, sem ni aku kena struggle sikit la. Masa kat rumah dah tak banyak macam dulu. Aciwah. Serious seh. Dah la lif rumah aku ni rosak. Susah betul la nak keluar rumah. Senang je sebenarnye. Keluar je lah pintu kan. HAHA. Tak maksud aku, penat okehh. Rumah aku tingkat 5 bukan tingkat 1. Pastu ade 3 flights tangga. 1 tangga ade 7 anak. Maksudnye satu tingkat ada 21 anak tangga. Aku kat tingkat 5 so 21 darab 5 (jap gi amek kalkulator) ha, same dengan 105 anak tangga! Tahun depan aku dah boleh wakil Alex rentas desa kot. HAHAHAH nak rentas desa kat mana ye dok. Tapi on the bright side; aku boleh kurus sikit sbg persediaan balik Malaysia ni. Ah tensi tau bapak aku asek cakap muka aku bulat, bulat. Abang aku lagi kureng cakap muka aku tak muat skrin skype. Cisss! Eh panjang bebel nampak? HAHA. Ok dah habis citer pasal lif rosak. 

Eh tetibe rindu nak swimming lah! Oh mannn, why you so random and all of sudden nehhh? Ok dah. Gedik ea. K la. Got something to do la. Gudbye blog. Esok kite update awak lagi ea. *muntah la cakap macam ni. haha. 

Wassalam. 

Aktiviti Malam Ini

Salam.

Heheheh. Entry dimulakan ngan gelak gelak malu. Aku tahu. Esok dah periksa. Apebenda aku buat kat blog ni lagi kan. Hewhew takde la. Tetiba ade semangat nak menconteng hari-hari. Kasik can sikit la ea.

Aku baru habis buat workbook. Hihu baru siap. Orang lain dah berzaman kot siap. Hish main buat je berpandukan buku rujukan aku (read: buku Fatin). HAHA. Aku tak tiru okeh cume rujukan utk check jawapan je okeh.

Aku tak start lagi baca lecture notes. Ishishish apenakjadi ini anak ini....HAHA...

Aku stay up seh malam ni. Whoaa tetibe berbangga kejap. Aku dah dekat berminggu tak stay up. Berbekalkan segelas nescafe 2 bungkus (gilo manis takbley minum selalu) dan jugak bertemankan Sha. Hewhew. Habis lah kalau takbley tidur. Ih tapi aku rase aku takda masalah bab-bab tidur ni. Alhamdulillah. Insomnia insyaAllah jarang nak berlaku pada aku. Nescafe ni just psycho je. Oh man, tak baca psycho lagilah!

Oh, esok 3rd year exam. All the best Kak Kinah and akak-akak 3rd year sekalian! Doaku mengiringi kalian cehwah comel betul kirim doa through blog je kan. HAHA.

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Ex Maahad 0509 Reunion


Tadi Halimah ngan Afefah datang rumah. Jannah pun datang sekali. Best! Lama tak jumpa, macam-macam cerita tadi. Dari citer pasal maahad sampai ke lapisan gigi (diorang ni budak dentistry) eceh. Isk, sakit pulak jari aku neh. Aku dah cakap kan jari aku injured main basketball. HAHA. Ok kelakar. Masa nak sambut bola tu, boleh plak ah bola tu lepuk jari aku. Jari aku innocent kot. Sian die, dah bengkak dah. Kena pulak jari manis tangan kanan okeh. Aset oh aset. Tetibe risau tak muat sarung cincin. KAHKAHKAH over kan. Memain je lah.

Ok dah. Tu je nak cakap. Esok lepas exam nak conteng lagi kalau masih hidup. Huhuhu.
Bye. Good night. Salam 'alaik.

Cara study last year

Aku ni patutnye kena baca buku skang ni, tapi rest kejaplah. Hewhew

Aku teringat la memori study final last year, masa sem 2. Waktu tu exam module :
- Concepts of health and diseases
- Musculoskeletal system
- Blood, Lymph and Immune System

Punyelah banyak! Mase tu first year kan, tu rasa dah habis banyak dah tu. Masuk tahun 3 karang, lagi lah banyak! Satu module sampai 2 buku! Huhu nasibla.

Last year mase exam tu tengah puasa. Subuh masuk line line pukul 3 pagi tak silap. Memang awal la. So kitorang stay up dari malam tu sampai ke subuh. Lepas subuh baru tidur. Haha. Takdela ramai sangat waktu tu. Aku ingat cuma aku ngan Sha je buat perangai cenggini.

Kawan baik sepanjang malam is nescafe 2 bungkus dalam 1 cawan. Memang pekat takyah cakap la. Tapi effect biase je, psycho je lebih. Pastu sambil study sambil dengar lagu Raihan- Aduhai Anak. Haha, best kot lagu tu. Itu last year punye lagu la. Aku dengar nasyid je time study tu. Yela, takkan nak dengar Lady Gaga pulakkan. Eh, ada terase ke? Hewhew

Kengkadang tu tengah tengah malam bile rase mengantuk kick in, kitorang bukak internet carik lirik Big Bang- Let me hear your voice pastu nyanyi sama sama. Haha tah pape zaman first year. Melagho je keje ish ish. Tell you, tricky kot lagu tu. Bahasa jepun kan. Haha. Lagu white house la, OST you're beautiful la.

Pastu masa study tulang temulang tu, main ketuk ketuk orang gune femur nak bagi alert suruh jangan tidur! Haha. Dulu study module 5 ngan Iman n Awatif n Sha sekali. Banyak macam ape nak hapal ya Allah! Greater trochanter la lesser trochanter la. Haha, nasib baik ade kawan kawan!

Bile dah pukul 1 nanti kang ade bunyi monyet kat bawah asrama. Ni lagi satu, sabo je la. Bunyi ayam la. Ikhwah punye keje la tu. tension study agaknye.

Skang ni study kat rumah masing masing je. Dah tak happenning macam kat asrama dulu. Wuuuu rindu asrama mara banyak! Dah la makan best! Rindu nak makan ikan keli masak sambal sampai nangis nangis. Aku bukan boleh makan pedas sikit. Haha. Berebut nasi lemak pagi pagi kat KSP. Haha nostalgia la.

Kenangan first year! :D

Malam ni nak try kaedah nescafe ni la! Dah lame tak buat keje ni. Hewhew. Kbai.

Terapi Penulisan

Assalamualaikum.

Hishh, serius aku mengantuk! Jadi kau lagi buat ape kat sini ha budak?

Ala, rindu la dengan blog neh. Gatal gatal jari jemari aku nak menari tango atas keyboard ni menghentak-hentak setiap anak kunci atas papan kekunci ni. Ayat nak dramatik aje die ni. Siapa pening boleh ulang baca.

Aku ni tengah mengantuk gedik je ni. Sebab ape? Sebab kan tadi tengok la video anatomy kat youtube yang budak-budak ni buat. Bagus budak-budak batch aku ni, memudahkan proses ulangkaji anak-anak buah. Semoga Allah merahmati kalian, amin....

Tapi tu lah. Masuk video ke 3 je aku dah menguap nguap ternganga tak boleh besar lagi jahhh menahan ngantuk. You know, ni bukan mengantuk versi nak tidur, tapi versi mata memang allergy ngan ilmu. Asal masuk lecture, ngantuk. Bukak buku, ngantuk. Ni ada aku kene 'sepuk' kalau abang aku tahu  ni. Kecewa ibubapa tau. Hewhewhew. Tapi seriously. Ini based on true experience bak kate Scha Al Yahya wakakka poyonye, Farisha cukup.

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Lagi 3 hari nak periksa ni. Physio banyaknye nak kene hafal. Tidakkkkkk!!!! Cukup punye allergy dengan ECG tu. Ape tah P wave, QRS complex laaa. Haiyoh. Aku taknak jadi cardiologist. Jadi bini cardiologist takpe itu memang impian sejak azali. HAHAHHA lawaknye kawan sape niiii? Ok serius serius.

''Nurul, you have to know all these stuffs. These stuffs you label 'tah ape ape' now are going to help you in clinical year nanti. Ishhhh makan banyak, belajar malas! Change that! Makan banyak, belajar banyak, result terbilang! Okehhh! '' Tetibe ade slot motivasi plak kan. Cam biase, terapi jiwa melalui penulisan ewahh. Wei aku makan mane ade banyak sangat, hello sikit eah, aku memain jek. Taknak caye takpe. Kite tunggu bulan 7 nanti. Ehh.

Musim-musim exam ni aku ada rasa nak delete facebook. Tapi susah ah. Biasela, orang 'biji' kannn eeee rase nak sepuk je perazzannn....HAHA. We live with facebook to the extent it becomes like mobile phone. A necessity. All infos are there in the facebook. Infos reach you by facebook. That's what facebook does. No facebook means you get behind those infos. Kira tak up to date dengan info semasa la dengan bila nak amek serainye, nak beli satenye, baraka lagi (hoi ko datang Mesir nak study kan kan). Maksud aku facebook bagi aku dah menjadi satu keperluan sebab kat situ la die nak umumkan distribution soalan exam, distribution markah exams, tarikh start module baru, nak upload gambar practicals yg cantik sangat tu ha ape lagi, dengan kursus kahwinnye lagi (eh main je ni), dengan aktiviti-aktiviti semasa lagi. So kalau takda facebook, dah jadi lambat terima informasinya lagi. So how?

Jadi, di sini lah kita boleh tengok sejauh mana gagah perkasanya disiplin diri kita ni. Konon la kan dulu sekolah ex anak beranak biro disiplin gitu (aku la tu) tapi disiplin ke Laut Dalam.... Justeru, aku menyeru pada diri sendiri, online jangan nak lelebih ea. Tengok ape yang patut je. Lepastu off. Blog takpe. KAHKAHKAH tak adil nye aku neh. Ala biased terhadap facebook bukan dosa besar pun LAL LA LALA.

Aku nak buat betul-betul pekse kali ni. Hari tu result jatuh teruk kan, nangis kan (ok tipu je) so kali ni kena la buat betul-betul. Tunjuk kat diri sendiri ape yang kite mampu capai. Bukan cakap je okehhhh.

Baik, aku dah termotivasi ni. Selamat jalan, kawan-kawan. Aku nak study! Cewahhhh. Boleh update status ah pasnih. HAHA.

Ok, All the best to you! Doakan kejayaan kita semua ok. Bye, salam 'alaikum.
May Allah bless..

              

Wait for me, bunga! InsyaAllah! 

Hai Module 11

Assalamualaikum.

Eeee sebenarnye kan, aku dah lame betul nak update blog ni. Banyak benda nak aku citerkan di sini. Pasal Spain haritu, pasal jumpa 20 euro dlm kocek seluar, pasal baju tak basuh lagi, pasal teddy bear jatuh bawah katil dan benda-benda gedik yg seangkatan dengannya. Tapi. Tapi.

Aku dah masuk module baru ni. Cardiovascular System nama die. So, aku berhajat dan berazam utk menjadi rajin banyak lah. Sebab module CNS haritu, aku main main. Tapi takdela main sangat. Tapi hmmm susah nak aku gambarkan dgn kata-kata. Yg penting. CVS ni kena struggle sikit la sebab aku tahu tahap aku kat mana. So kalau aku nak capai target, (mcm ade target kehkeh) aku kene study hard. Untuk kepuasan diri sendiri jugak. So.

Sebab tu la, aku update tak update je blog ni. Sebab kengkadang bile update blog (aku pantang jumpa keyboard), buku study aku tu tak terupdate pulak. Jadi, aku rasa bersalah lah pada diri sendiri dan jugak pada buku aku tu sendiri. Kehkeh. Ish korang paham ke ape aku cakap ni? Tak kisahla.

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Lecture kali ni 3 jam straight lagi lah ayo makkkk punyelah aku taknak jumpa lagi lectures species ni, sekaliiiiii......ade lagi.....Tapi resmi orang belajar, kita yg kene carik cikgu. So dgn hati separuh masak, aku pun masuk lecture. Nasib baik ade Nabilah. HAHAHHA. Nabilah kena lagi.

Pagi tadi kan. Aku bukak fb aku. Sekali ade post adik aku. Gembira gembira! Hahah. Ko tahu die tulis ape?

hoi atiqah sahmah.. best gi spain?? ahhaa.. ade habuan x untuk aku yg slalu doakan ko kurus ni?? hahaha

Terbahak bahak aku ketawa pagi tadi. Memang ah budak sorang  ni nak kena ngan aku. Perlu ke die kate begitu? Cehhh. Ahmad Saherrrr, ko tengok adik ko ni haaa. HAHAH. 

Eishhh aku rindu ahhh ngan family aku. Hnssss hnsss. Nak balik! Cepat lah habisssss...

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Which brings me to the primary issue here; 

YOU STUDY HARD, YOU ANSWER EXAMS WELL, YOU CUTI LA NGAN TENANG DAN GEMBIREEEEE! 

Okeh, aku nak gi study. Kehkehkehh. 

Wassalam. 

P/S: Ada misi yg perlu dilaksanakan. Kena buktikan yg people like me also can! Yeahhhh tetibe keluar semangat naga. HAHA.

Post Practical CNS Exam

Salam 'alaik dear earth creatures!

Yang pertama, Alhamdulillah, 40 minit yang lepas aku dah tamatkan practical exam yess tak payah nak nervous nervous sangat lagi. Membazir adrenaline okehhh. Okeh tidak lawak!.

Yang kedua, aku nak bebel pasal exam tadi. Serius emo nih okeh I emoh sungguh sungguh ni emoh EMOHHHHHHH! Eh terlebih sudah. Sebelum tu aku nak make something clear. Apa aku cakap ni based pada ape yg aku rase, takda kaitan hidup dan mati, bukan nak mengutuk doktor atau sesapa eh. Kang ada pula yg cakap aku hentam prof dalam blog. Tak macho okeh. Tiada barakah di situ. Pastu pastu, ada banyak words berunsurkan medic kat bawah ni ea. Just bear with it okeh anak anak. Hehehe. Ok sambung. Cekcekcekidauttt.

Soalan anat tadi macam apeeeeeee ini serius. Aku start dengan spot nombor 1 tadi which is Anat dan aku punyelah tunggu bile nak sampai spot nombo 9 ni. Overall utk anat, ada 3 spots yang aku kantoi.

1. 1 kantoi big time (aku taktau jawapan kullu hagah) aku dokle memikir apebenda alah laaaa duduk kat bawah lower border petrosal temporal bone tu. Nak kata internal acoustic meatus, takda lubang. Nak kata jugular foramen macam takde lubang jugak. Sampai aku terbabas ingat itu lesser wing ok. Nasib baik frontal cortex mengingatkan aku lesser wing kat anterior fossa. Jawapan drpd mekli: sigmoid sulcus rupanya.......Hak alaaaaaaa terluka hati aku tau. Sebab aku kenal die tapi tak terpikir pulak sigmoid sulcus kat situ. HAHHA. 
2. 1 kantoi soalan anak die (contents of pyramid). Yg ni memang salah aku sebab aku terlepas pandang pasal content pyramid ngan olive ni. Aku ingat fibers kat cerebellar peduncle je. Hapo lah ekau ni makcik oii....Jawapan drpd mekli jugak: corticospinal tract.
3. 1 kantoi tak sure adekah itu anterior limb, genu atau posterior limb of internal capsule. Yang ni aku agak emo la sebab specimen die cantik sikit je dari serabut kelapa tu. Anda kenal tempurung kelapa ni? 

Ha, serabut die tu sebijikkk macam specimen horizontal section cerebrum tadi. Aku tengok pun takda selera nak jawab tau. Lentiform die ayyu hagah lah semua tak jelas. At least mase revision punye specimen siap boleh kenal mana grey matter, mane white matter. Yang dlm exam niiii......Hadoi ai tak tahu le nak cakap cemane. Aku main jawab je tadi. Haritu mase revision doktor kata specimen exam special punye. Cantik. Cantik apebendaaaa? Tapi takpelah. 

Soalan histo

Ha, yang ni best. Yang ni alhamdulillah semua boleh jawab dgn tenang dan senyuman paling ayu utk Dr Ali. Wkakaa. Gurau jeee. 

Soalan pharmaco

Ha ni lagi satu yang menambah ketensian aku balik practical tadi. Sampai terlintas jalan sesorang okehhh. Pertama kali cross sengsorang. Bravo utk diri sendiri. Wakakaka. Ok sambung. 

1. Soalan pharmaco serious psycho okehhh. Die atas satu kertas A4 penuhhh dgn tulisan. Die buat ko berfikir yang soalan die susah sebab panjang gile soalan die. Tapi memang susah pun. Sebab jawapan die tu kene dikaitkan. Macam tadi kan. Soalan a) aku dapat graph. Die letak atenolol. Fine la itu beta blocker so heart rate die takde effect nanti kan. Pastu die suruh lukis graph of these effects. Siap gariskan lagi these tu (maksudnye lukis effect atenolol pade both heart rate ngn blood pressure). Yang aku si bijak ni lukis satu je utk heart rate tu. AHAHHA serious la, terpsycho punye pasal tadi. So, tolak satu di situ. Atau mungkin setengah. Pastu yg b) tu die tanye 'adrenaline reversal will occur if ________ is added before exam.' Ha cara jawab die tu mcm ni.

- Adrenaline will increase blood pressure

- kalau reversal, maksudnye die terbalik. Die decrease blood pressure. 

- Decrease blood pressure disebabkan oleh alpha blocker

- alpha blocker adelah prazosin, yay! 

Ha gitulah cara mengaitkan tu. 2 minit je eaaa utk jawab a) dgn b). Haaaaa nak nangis tau die  punye tension tu....Haishhhh. 

Soalan physio

Untuk soalan spots ok je la Alhamdulillah. Buat kat dlm amphitheatre 3. 

Untuk physio test pulak, yang ni tadi aku pair dgn mekli. Pastu kan, masuk masuk je lab, terus Dr Maha datang. Memula tu cam excited  sebab Dr Maha ni sporting kan. Cam best. Sekali kauuuu tadi die masammmm je. Tau tak cuak tu ape bile tengok muka die serious je. Pastu aku cam dah redha la takde mase nak bincang ngan mekli. Sebab doktor datang awal kan. Soalan die okeh la jugak. InsyaAllah, aku tahu semua yg die tanye tu. (Tactile discrimination, cranial nerve III, IV, VI test, knee jerk and Rene test) Cuma ni ha. How do you know if the reflex is normal or exaggerated? Ok yg ni soalan oral. Aku macam 'eh adeke care nak tahu normal atau exaggerated?' Aku pikir, ikut experience la. Kalau die dah menyepak dgn terlalu tinggi tu, exaggerated la kan. Aku pun jawab je la kalau nak confirmkan itu exaggerated kene buat clonus dulu. HAHAHAH aku tahu serious tak menjawab soalan kan. Tapi dari aku diam je baik aku bebel. Pastu doktor pun macam tak paham  ape aku cakap, die pun tukar soalan. HAHAH. Die tanye kalau reflex tu exaggerated nak buat ape? Aku pun jawab la buat clonus. Pastu kalau positive clonus, indicates upper motor neuron lesion. 

Phew, sekian mekasih. Pastu doktor pun blah ngan tak cakap thank you or whatever. Kate serious kan. Tapi kitorang of course la cakap thank you. Aku rase doktor dah penat la sebab dah petang. Macam mase OSCE hari tu. Ha itu pun same. Doktor blood pressure ngn intramuscular injection aku tu masam okehhh memang mencabar motivasi betul. 

Kesimpulannya, aku memang tak boleh  nak rely sangat pada practical ni la. Kalau module sebelum ni, practical aku yg byk tolong. Module 9 ni aku tak tahu la. 

Yang penting kene struggle utk MCQ! Yeah jom baca buku! 

Ape yang dah lepas tu tak usah la dikenang lagi. Let the bygone be the bygone. What can be changed is the future. So let the past be the teacher and see the future as chance. Ewahhh bermadah helah pulak aku ni kan. HAHA. 

Oh 1: Semalam kak kinah bagi ikan bakoooo! Sedap oi oi oi. Kene tanye kat mana kak kinah beli ni.               Wehehe

Oh 2: Ali ngn Mur dah balik sekolah. Selamat berjuang adik-adikku. 

Oh 3: Aku duduk sengsorang je kat rumah hari ni. Sedihhhhh. (HAHAH poyo gile ini anak)

Dah nak exam, macam ni lah rupanya

Salam 'alaik!

Today is 25th January of 2012, genap setahun Revolusi Mesir berlaku. Eh baku pulak ayat aku ni. Layan. Aku boleh dengar sayup-sayup suara orang berdemo kat Syari' Port Said belakang rumah. Tapi dari bunyi tu, macam terkawal je semuanya. Harap macam tula.

Tahun lepas.

On this same date, aku ngan kawan-kawan yg study kat Mesir dah selamat sampai kat bumi Malaysia sempena Ops Piramid.

Pada aku; itu benda paling best sekali, due kali malah berkali-kali jua tak mengapa. Sebab balik, kerajaan tanggung, siapa tak suka kan? On the other hand, bagi rakyat Mesir; lain ceritanya. Diorang mesti resah ngan negara diorang kan. Entah bile nak tenang balik dan macam-macam lagi.

Itu cerita tahun lepas.

Tahun ini.

Aku tengah cuak tahap moksya (tahap sepuluh kose doblas) sebab exam hanya lagi beberapa hari. Ih, stress okehhh. Memacam hal pulak jadik nak exam ni. Lagi banyak benda aku pikir. Cehh. Nak exam ke ape ni? Asal baca buku je, mata memanglah kat buku. Nampak semangat habis, tapi hati dah kemana-mana tah. Boleh tak? Serius membencikan!

Tapi, aku kuat! Eceh! HAHA. Serius ok, aku ni optimistik. Tak percaya? Talk to your hand.....

Ih serious laaaaa. Tak suka exam kali ni. Sebab subjek susah sangat! Ape benda ni nervous system? Ape ni ape ni?!! Asal masuk modul kedua utk sem kali tu je mesti susah! Last year pasal Nutrition and Metabolism. Kali ni Nervous System pulak...I'm soo not gonna be a neurosurgeon okeh. Aku cuma nak jadi bini Neurosurgeon. Boleh tak? HAHHAHAH ok sesaje berangan. Talk to your hand, Nurul....Boleh tak nak skip exam ni, pastu terus jadik doktor. Just belajar dari pengalaman je? Hohoho..Bila sampai tang study susah tahap moksya ni gerenti aku akan mempersoalkan balik ape pasal lah aku pilih nak  jadik doktor dulu. Apesal ea? Sebab ikut mak? Sebab ikut abang? Sebenarnya, sebab macam best. Tu je, macam best. Tapi sebenarnye belajar Nervous System ni banyak membuka mata hati aku untuk menghayati cemane teliti dan kompleksnya Allah ciptakan manusia. Allah pun cakap manusia ni sebaik-baik penciptaan. Tu pasalla bila manusia sendiri yg nak belajar ilmu penciptaan tu macam kongkrek susahnya!!! Sebab tu idea Al Khalik (means Pencipta). Ingat memain ke? Kompleks ok.

Tapi insyaAllah, dengan consistency and keazaman serta tawakal, kita semua boleh faham, kalau kita betul-betul ikhlas nak faham. Fuhhh, tetiba rasa nak tutup laptop, kembali bermadah dgn buku pulak. HAHAH. Ni yang best main tulis-tulis blog  ni. Kengkadang tu, bila kita menulis, kita sendiri terinspirasi dgn tulisan kita tu. Macam cakap dengan diri sendiri lah kan. Heheheh.

Pape pon. Aku rase aku memang tak boleh la study kat rumah sendiri. Aku kene keluar rumah! Ada sesapa nak amek aku jadi anak angkat tak barang sehari dua sebelum practical neh? Hehehe. Practical kali ni memang kena study ngan kawan, tak boleh sorang-sorang. Sebab kita belum tentu ingat semua. At least kalau ade kawan, die boleh tolong ingatkan ape yg kita terlupa, betulkan jawapan kite bile tersalah and paling penting yang akan push ko untuk terus study sampai em sampai mata lebam? Sampai muntah hijau? Sampai ape lagi? Sampai ko boleh mencapai apa yang tak tercapai? Gitu le..

Ok lah, akhir kalam, selamat belajar dan membakar minyak di tengah malam dan all the best untuk diri sendiri dan rakan-rakan pembaca sekalian!

Dimana ada  kemahuan disitu ada jalan!

‘’Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bertakwalah kepada Allah dan carilah jalan (Wasilah) yang mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya dan berjihadlah pada jalan-Nya, supaya kamu mendapat keberuntungan.’’

(Al Maidah:35)

Sekian, terima  kasih. Huhauha, macam bagi ucapan. 

Oh 1: Thanks Fazira, bagi buku tu. Makcik sungguh terharu okeh...

Oh 2: Best le, kanak-kanak Tanta dah habis exam....Makcik cemburu okehhh. 

Oh 3: Adik-beradik semua berkumpul kat rumah. Diskriminasi jenis apekah ini? 
Oh 4: Apesal nak kene guna okehhhh kat hujung ayat? 

Dr Ayman's Joke

Assalamualaikum.

Hee. Aku rasa macam dah bertahun tak update blog walau hakikatnye belum sampai seminggu pun lagi. Aku sekarang ade sedikit busy lah. Wahh, tengok sape cakap tu. Ye lah, lecture sampai tiga jam ok. Campur praktikal lagi. Balik rumah memang melepek lah. Dah tu, lecture kalau yg senang mcm ComMed tu takpe la jugak. Iniiiiii. Macam machine gun gamaknye. Pom pom pom pom pom. Habis. Hapalllll semua. Nak nangis ok!

Ok, cukuplah aku merungut sampai situ dulu.

Sekarang ni aku dah masuk modul 9. Tajuk dia "Nervous System and Special Senses". Ada part 1 and part 2. Senior memang cakap, modul ni ada sikit tough la. Tapi, ade je budak excellent. So, insyaAllah, kite pun boleh. Huhu. Yang penting, sila buat weekly questions. Mesti score punye! Ehemmss! HAHAHAHA.

Kerja aku hari hari dalam lecture adalah membilang pensyarah masuk silih berganti. 1.......2........3! Yay! Balik! Ha gitu le lebih kurang. Pastu kalau practical anatomy aku ada sikit gembira la. Sebab 30 minit dah boleh balik dah! Yahuuuu! Oh, disebabkan modul ni lecture sampai 3 jam, kalau aku dapat kelas petang, memang kene rushing ah nak smayang 'Asar. Serious mencik oo kene rushing rushing neh. Ingat ni Form 1 kee?! Tapi kan dari sudut yg terangnye, baru la aku ade rase sikit 'oversea'. Smayang celah celah rak buku, dalam classroom ngan tangga. Huhu. Best weii.

Ok. Aku ade satu citer lawak. Tadi kan, aku ade practical anat (head and neck 2) tau. Pastu dapat Dr. Ayman! Yahuuuuu seronok lah kite dpt doktor paling comel kat Mouassa. Haha. Kitorang pun belajar lah macam biasa. Pasal muscle kat muka neh. Ada satu tu, name die 'Masseter'. Dr cakap la anteroinferior angle die related to facial artery. Pastu die tunjuk camne nak rasa rasa pulsation artery tuh. Aku pun try lah. Sekali.....tak rasa lah pulak. Puas aku meraba mandible aku tak jugak rasa. Aku tak puas hati, aku cakap la kat doktor. Ko tahu doktor cakap ape.

''Hm, you have a weak artery.''  Pause. ''Or maybe there's too much fat.''

HAHAHAHHAHA jahat gile ok! Aku tak sentap pon. Dah biasa. HAHAHA. Tapi OMG die bergurau ngan aku lah. HAHAHHA. Ok cukup gelak.

Fine lah. Aku nak jogging hari-hari lah gini. Sape jumpe aku tengah jogging tepi pantai jangan nak pelik sangat lah okek. Paham sendirilah. Tapi, skarang ni dah selamat ke belum ahh?

Sekian.

Modern Math SPM

Hye. Jap, jangan salah sangka. Aku tengah baca buku tadi. Buku sekolah tau bukan novel ke majalah. Pastu standard ah, buku sekolah kan. Bape jam je la boleh tahan. Aku pun usha gamba-gamba lama kat Fb. Precisely, gamba-gamba kat Smap dulu. Hehehhehehe, lawak la wei tengok gamba dulu-dulu.

Nah, tengok  ni.

Oh, bukan Poi atau Dodol yg aku nak highlight. In case you are wondering, Dodol yg kanan, Poi yang kiri. Diorang ni star Modmath so, amek gamba time PnP ni is not a big deal la. Steady gitu. Ok, sebab aku malas nak edit gambo ni, ko cari la budak pompuan pakai baju kuning yg tengah steady letak pale atas meja. Ha, tu aku. Ish ish ish, memang saje je budak yg amek gambo ni tau. Nak snap, time aku tengah tidur aje. Terjejas imej. Ni zaman tingkatan 5 (2009) dulu. Kelas Modmath ngan Sir Mok tengah belajar Earth as a Sphere. Aku syak ni mesti waktu lepas break semayang zohor ngan lunch. Tak pun before break tu. Kalau tak, takdenye aku nak tido tido dlm kelas ni. Bukan style aku. Ehem. Hehehehe.

Pape pun, let's usha gamba mase SPM. Steady je pengawas peperiksaan amek gamba kitorang kan. Sporting ah dorang. Ze best gituh. Ha nampak tu Poi lagi sekali yang depan sekali tu. Yg paling tekun sekali jawab soklan pekse. Aku taktahu nak syak ni kertas ape ni sebab aku ade 11 subjek nak di suspek. Oh, btw, yg ade arrow tu aku. NA126K032, yeah that was my number.

Ni hari pengumuman result SPM. Yang penting, aku tak dapat A+ la utk Modmath. Kene marah ngan cikgu Zabed. Muahaha. Sebab Addmath dpt A+ pulak. Hm, tu rezeki je tu. Aku ni bab math ngan physics tolong la jalan laju sikit. Ulang 5 kali pon belum tentu aku ingat. Kat tangan aku tu pamplet USIM. Oh, dulu aku taknak gi overseas. So USIM tu first choice UPU aku. Tapi tak dapat pun. Dapat PASUM. Pastu, aku fikir lagi sekali, dah dapat result elok-elok, taknak gi oversea plak. Cam rugi je. Well, the chance ade depan mata kan. Lagipun, Allah bagi result elok-elok mesti sebab nak kite jadi somebody kan. So, aku pun apply MARA. 

- THE END-

Dan, aku pun tercampak kat sini. Tengah baca buku Infection and Immunity gituh. Hehehe, penat ek belajar. Tapi fun! So, baik aku gi belajar. Esok ade TBL ni. Mampuih aku kang esok, orang lain jawab soklan cam tak cukup napas, aku je sorang-sorang blur. Oh, tidak comel la macam tu. So, aku kene belajar! 

Bye bye. 

Finally, manage to get here!

Assalamualaikum! Woah siap tanda seru! Excited bebeno gayenye. Oh, whatever lah kan. Tapi, aku dah sampai sini pun kire dah nikmat habis la.

Sampai sampai rumah je terus kemas barang, unpack segala. Aku ingat sempat la nak clear kan living room tu before malam. Rupanya, tak terkesampaian hajat aku tuh. Malam pertama masih tidur dgn ruang tamu yg tunggang langgang dgn maggie dn rempah ratus. Bilik tidur alhamdulillah berjaya disettlekan dgn jayanya. Clap utk diri sendiri.

The next day which happen to be today di spent dgn pergi rumah Fazira yg pandai msk nasi lemak tu, then pergi Carrefour utk membeli barang barang yg jalau diletak kat dapur, nampai sikit kedapuran dan kalau letak dlm peti ais, nampak mcm barang makanan. Apa? Tak faham aku ckp apa? Takpe, tak masuk exam. Heeee. LePas beli dan blah dari k4, pergi beli washing machine pulak. Macam haram gila bercakap ngn arab. Tak, bukan sebab die gelakkan kita, tapi susah gla mahu meninggal cakap ngn arab nak suruh die pasangkan piping washing machine tu. last2 seb baik ade ustaz kat mumtazah tu tolong. Sejuk hati mak nak! Haha.

Pastu sampai rumah dah lapar pulakkkk. Ingat nak buat breakfast bubur esok. So siap siap la masak bubur terus tadi. Tahu tahu siap masak terus
bantai bubur ngn serunding. Wahhhh lazattt berkrim rasa. Sedap wehh. Serunding made in kelantN tu kot..

Danaku sekarang menaip entry utk blog atas katil. Dan aku sudah habis bercerita tentang perjalanan hidup anak rantau di alexandria, egypt. Ecehh. Dan aku sudah terlalu lelah dAn mahu tidur. Dan selamat malam y'all. Huhu.

Wassalam.

Result dah keluar!

Assalamualaikum. 

Finally, result sem 2 pun keluar. Punyelah drama waktu result tu keluar. Aku mase tu tengah dengar talk dalam daurah. Tiba-tiba kawan aku Minu mesej cakap 'Tahniah Tiqah!'...Wahwahwah. Tak ke meloncat aku dalam hall tu. Angin tadak ribut tadak, tetibe je Minu cakap cam tu. Pastu biasela kan. Kalau aku tak tengok ngan mata kepala aku sendiri memang tak ah aku nak caye perkabaran-perkabaran pasal exam ni. Aku terus text Sha. Fazira ngan Mekli yang duduk sebelah aku pun masing-masing dah tak senang duduk bile baca mesej yang kawan aku bagi tu. And Sha cakap memang sah la result dah keluar. Wuhuuuu cuak gile lahhhhh!!! Pastu Sha pun bagi detail result kitorang. Alhamdulillah kami layak ke tahun 2. 

Jom masuk mood sentimental. 

Mid sem 1. Belajar modul paling susah tahun 1. Like seriously. Biochemistry?! Blerghh... 

Tengok tu. Depan buku ada mak abah. Gile besar frame aku kan. Hahaha. Biasela. Kalau belajar susah nak faham, tengok la muka mak ngan abah. Nanti semacam ada aura motivasi tau. Like ''OMG they're looking at me. They send me here. Aku kene belajar betul-betul ni.'' and baca setiap baris banyak-banyak kali sampai lebam eh faham. Awal tahun meja aku sangat la ringkas dan padat. Masuk akhir tahun, ha macam ni dah meja aku!

Padat sepadat-padatnya. Semua benda aku taruk atas meja tu. Lagi semak lagi bagus! Sampai ter' exceed border! Nasib baik Awatif jarang gune meja. Sticknote kat dinding tu sumer pasal modul 5. Musculoskeletal system. Senang aku nak tengok. Tak payah selak-selak buku dah. Haha. Kelakar la bila aku ingat balik. The struggling days. Malam-malam menjelang exam. Aku ngan Sha membakar minyak di tengah malam. Pheww. Nasib baik dah lepas. Dan sekarang sedang berehat. Dan bakal mengulang semula rutin ini kelak. Lagi beberapa minggu.

Buku musculoskeletal system. Aku ni ade satu penyakit bile sedang bosan. Yakni mengambil gambar tanpa motif macam yg kat atas ni. Apebenda tah yang aku nak tunjuk senanye? Ha yang bawah ni pun sama. Tapi berguna jugak bila aku nak buat post nerd-nerd camni kan. Muehahaha ini post nerd hoi. (?)

See. See. Bantal apple apple aku. Lepas lenguh belajar atas meja, aku beralih tempat atas katil pulak. Tapi panas ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari. Aku rajin sakit belakang kalau belajar meniarap. Bile belakang sakit, aku pun baring. Dan bile aku baring aku pun tertidur. Tu yang tak lama tu. Tau-tau mata dah pejam. Hahaha. Tu buku modul 4. Concept of Health and Disease.

Hor....I miss my first year already lor. But never want to go through it again. No no no. Intensive Biochemistry regime again? Horrrr! Nightmare mahh...Aku memang lemah sikit bab-bab nak faham struktur kimia bahan-bahan kimia ni. Kompleks semacam. Dengan nama-nama yang pelik. Tapi, abang long aku kata, nak terer Pharmaco, kene terer Biochem dulu. Sebab 2 subjek ni macam adik-beradik kembar. Ada pertalian darah dan hampir serupa. Yawn yawn yawn*****.

Cuti tinggal lagi 3 minggu. 


Wassalam.

Once a Moderator

Assalamualaikum.

Hai, hello.

Aku ada satu cite yang dah sebulan tertangguh dalam hati. Aku betul-betul nak tulis kat sini, tapi aku takda masa cewah, sebab exam, cewah.

Citer ni pasal aku mencabar diri sendiri. Korang pernah mencabar diri sendiri tak? Aku ni bukan jenis suka ambik risiko. Sebab tu aku ni kategori budak baik kat sekolah dulu. Orang panggil aku skema. Ah layan...Janji aku tak amek risiko kena demerit, kena buang sekolah dan apa-apa lah.

Ok masuk ke cerita sebenar. Shee, kawan aku ni mintak tolong jadi moderator forum. The one yang jadi pengerusi untuk forum tu. Aku mula-mula dengar memang terang-terang cakap TAK NAK dekat Shee. Tapi kesian pulak bila dengar ayat dia "kalau ko mudahkan kerja orang, insyaAllah Allah mudahkan kerja ko jugak". Zuppppp! Aku pun consider la balik. After buat istikharah, aku rasa why not kan. Aku pun terima. Tapi hati aku berdebar-debar. Nak gecabut jantung aku. Cuak gila kot.

Forum ni untuk majlis solat hajat before final exam first year. So major budak first year akan datang. Satu batch aku ada 300++ orang. Oh man, tak pernah la pulak aku pergi depan ratus-ratus orang camtu kan. Eh pernah. Time jadi mc perhimpunan. Haha. Tapi tu sekejap je plus ada teks. Yang ni mana ada teks. Aku kena buat sendiri point-point nak cakap tu.

Panel untuk forum tu semua hebat belaka. Sorang 5th year, 3rd year and 2nd year. Dan-dan tu lah panel semua nak speaking. Last-last aku pun tersasul speaking sekali. Haha, lawak gila aku ingat balik. Tau tak, depan-depan orang tu aku cakap "Eh apesal aku cakap BI?" . Ah, takda orang lebih faham maksud SPONTAN unless bila dah alami sendiri.

Overall, aku enjoy that night sebab berjaya conduct forum tu. Malu? Of course la malu gila duduk depan orang ramai. Ngan tudung aku yang herot kena tiup angin, ngan stokin aku yang pendek. Hahaha. Terpaksa aku duduk dengan ayu malam tu. Am very grateful for that night.

Aku dah pernah mencabar diri. Anda bila lagi? Teehee.