Assalamualaikum.
Hihi lamanya lamanya tak post kat sini. Tolonglah. Lamanya! Haha ok orang dah faham kot betapa lamanya tak post kat sini. Tetibe rasa segan silu pulak, rasa macam mentulis kat blog orang lain. Punyalah lama tak blogging kan.
Ok ok.
First of all, Alhamdulillah, dah 2 rounds berjaya diharungi dengan penuh tabah dan sabar. Ewah. Sekarang dalam round Community Medicine yang mana lebbbih lagi memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan. Sebab dia macam sejenis jugaklah dengan subjek Sejarah. Tapi mungkin Sejarah lagi best kot. :)
Ilmu tu semuanya penting, cuma biasalah kita ada minat yang lebih dekat certain subjek kan. Begitulah umpamanya diriku ini dan Community Medicine.
On a second note, I have deactivate all my social accounts except for fb. Cause well, admit it, fb has become a source of reliable info regarding classes, schedule change and whatnot nowadays. My insta and twitter was my past ok. Honestly, I've posted way too many unnecessary pics in my insta, with quite a number of followers and following, so it made me rethink of dosa, membazir masa and all. No no no, I didnt say you cant post your pic, but for me myself, saya ada sedikit malu lah. I think I have too many uninvited followers and I follow too many people and I have no guts to block or unfollow them. So, thats it. I'd just delete it. Habis cerita. Tutup buku.
Serious oo. Takut jugak sebenarnya ada social accounts ni. Cuba bayangkan one day when we are no longer here in this world, the accounts would still be there for people to stalk and see. Which means makin banyak saksi amal kita kat dunia ni. Eee takut kan. Takut tau. Ok tetiba rasa nak delete blog ni jugak. (Maybe akan buat blog baru. Entri lama dalam blog ni sangat memalukan tuan badan bila baca balik.) Harap adalah benda bermanfaat yang boleh dikongsi dari blog ni. Mungkin mentambah semangat dan motivasi kepada sesiapa yang sudi. Saya ni bukanlah siapa-siapa. Tapi Allah boleh campakkan motivasi dan hidayah tu melalui sesiapa je. So, mana tahu blog ni, melalui tulisan ini, ada yang terkena tempiasan-tempiasan hidayah dan motivasi? Eceh. Waduh, ni kena muhasabah balik untuk tulisan-tulisan akan datang ni. ;)
Anyway, feeling dia best tau lepas deactivate semua tu. Rasa macam lagi banyak masa. Betul, tak tipu.
Pastukan, bila dah besar-besar ni (21 tahun dah besar la tu) rasa macam dah lamanya aku hidup atas dunia ni. Tapi macam takda sumbangan pun kat dunia. Kat agama. Kat manusia lain. Kat mak n abah pun kadang-kadang malas nak tolong jemur baju semua. Ish ish ish. Diri kita ni sangat banyak ruang untuk diperbaiki kalau kita rajin muhasabah diri. Serious ooo. Waaaa potong bawang betul la ayat aku nih. Saje je. Ok ada lagi 2 tahun nak jadi doktor, then boleh kutip pahala lagi manyak manyak sebab medan amal dah semakin besar dan lapang. Sekarang pun dah ada cuma berani tak berani, semangat tak semangat je. Hihi. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah! :)
Eh, oklah. Will write again soon. On whatever my neurotransmitter would bring next time. Daaaaaa.
May Allah swt The Most Loving, grant you and me easiness and pleasant days ahead!
Assalamualaikum.
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Monday, December 30, 2013
Thursday, October 17, 2013
Attachment X-Files
Salam.
Just to jot down few things about what I've seen and learned throughout my attachment days in PK UTM. Basically, its nothing much compared to what you might see in hospitals but to me those kind of experience is just overwhelming and so memorable.
1. Blood taking. Scientific term is venipuncture.
Blood is the main 'vehicle' of our body, so it carries along all sorts of things inside it like the circulating antigens, antibodies, cells, virus, hormones so on and so forth. So, lets just say doctors could diagnose your illness based on your blood analysis.
During attachment, most people asked why their blood look so dark and black. Well, the blood is like that because it comes from the veins ie deoxygenated ie contains deoxyhemoglobin ie darker. And to some extent some people blood look a bit viscous compared to others.
Anyhow, I managed to take blood samples from a number of patients with obvious veins. Haha it is satisfying to see the blood oozes into the syringe. I felt like a dracula for a bit. XD
Of course, there were times when the blood wont come out. Sometimes, it looks like a vein but when you poke inside there is none. I know, disappointing right.
2. Minor procedure.
-Abscess draining from a Psoriasis patients, and from back of ears of a male.
-Broken nail extraction from a female.
-Ear toiletting in patients with impacted ear wax etc
-Wound dressing for minor accidents
-Minor suture for opened wound
-Vaccination of HPV intramuscularly
3. Pregnancy check up.
-Calculating (estimated due date) EDD from (last menstrual period) LMP. According to Naegel's Rule you just minus 3 months and add 7 days from the LMP.
eg: LMP = 17/10/2012
EDD = 24/7/2013
-Measuring fetal growth according to mom's bump measurement. I dont know the shortform for this (not MBM of course). Measurement done from fundus of bump ie below the xiphoid process till the superior pubic bone. The measurement (inch) should be +/- 2 from fetus age. But doesn't apply to almost due babies (eg: 36th weeks). You dont want mom's stomach to explode due to its hugeness right. How bright Allah is. He created everything so perfectly!
eg: measurement should be 22-26 inch for fetus of 24 weeks old. You have a round calendar chart to calculate the week easily.
-Palpating the bump to find the head of fetus. Its round like coconut and fits nicely in your palm when palpated. Its firm compared to other parts of the mom's bump. Might get used to it with further practice and experience.
-Hearing fetus heartbeats. Dud dud dud dud dud . It is sooo fast as fetal heart rate normally is very high compared to us adults, ranging from 120-160 beats per minute. Should be heard as rapid and regular dud dud dud dud dud. We dont count the beats, rather just confirm its rhythm and regularity. Or sometimes, we ask the mother to record the baby movement. Should be more than 10 movements in 12 hours duration. Will easily detect any abnormality in rhythm and regularity with further practice and experience.
4. Ultrasounds
-Kidney ultrasound. Male complains of rt hypochondriac pain. We started checking on lt hypochondriac first. As lt kidney is overlaid by spleen from front, we place the probe from patient's back. On the other hand, we place the probe from front for rt kidney sonography. And there you go, watching the vulnerable images, hardddd to understand. Gotta have firm grasp in anatomy to fully understand and analyse the images though.
-Fetal ultrasound.
Don't really get these weird looking sonograph due to its always changing shape and looks. But yeah. Will get used to them with practice later on, inshaAllah. Here, we see, 4D ultrasound of the fetus. We see the pumping heart with 4 chambers, the hockey stick shaped femur, the biparietal head diameter (BHD).
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Ok, thats all for now. Will add more to this file later on. InshaAllah! :)
Attachment is a mere labour to gain experience, to apply, to observe, to learn and to practice.
It is no doubt and goes without telling super duper exhausting. At least for me. Haha yeah I am a lazy bum, duduk rumah goyang kaki kind of person, so when I have to give out extra effort everyday (and without payment too) I become soooooooo tired. But of course, worth all the sweat. :)
Existing doctors might tell you the reality of being a doctor. Its not easy. But you gotta endure it with much perseverance, be ready to get scolded, but yeah we learn from it. Take it from bright side, we remember fierce teachers more right, the one who were so mean to us back then, but contributed a lot to moulding the you present now.
InshaAllah, I'm ready! I always pray that I always will. :)
Till then, wassalam.
Just to jot down few things about what I've seen and learned throughout my attachment days in PK UTM. Basically, its nothing much compared to what you might see in hospitals but to me those kind of experience is just overwhelming and so memorable.
1. Blood taking. Scientific term is venipuncture.
Blood is the main 'vehicle' of our body, so it carries along all sorts of things inside it like the circulating antigens, antibodies, cells, virus, hormones so on and so forth. So, lets just say doctors could diagnose your illness based on your blood analysis.
During attachment, most people asked why their blood look so dark and black. Well, the blood is like that because it comes from the veins ie deoxygenated ie contains deoxyhemoglobin ie darker. And to some extent some people blood look a bit viscous compared to others.
Anyhow, I managed to take blood samples from a number of patients with obvious veins. Haha it is satisfying to see the blood oozes into the syringe. I felt like a dracula for a bit. XD
Of course, there were times when the blood wont come out. Sometimes, it looks like a vein but when you poke inside there is none. I know, disappointing right.
2. Minor procedure.
-Abscess draining from a Psoriasis patients, and from back of ears of a male.
-Broken nail extraction from a female.
-Ear toiletting in patients with impacted ear wax etc
-Wound dressing for minor accidents
-Minor suture for opened wound
-Vaccination of HPV intramuscularly
3. Pregnancy check up.
-Calculating (estimated due date) EDD from (last menstrual period) LMP. According to Naegel's Rule you just minus 3 months and add 7 days from the LMP.
eg: LMP = 17/10/2012
EDD = 24/7/2013
-Measuring fetal growth according to mom's bump measurement. I dont know the shortform for this (not MBM of course). Measurement done from fundus of bump ie below the xiphoid process till the superior pubic bone. The measurement (inch) should be +/- 2 from fetus age. But doesn't apply to almost due babies (eg: 36th weeks). You dont want mom's stomach to explode due to its hugeness right. How bright Allah is. He created everything so perfectly!
eg: measurement should be 22-26 inch for fetus of 24 weeks old. You have a round calendar chart to calculate the week easily.
-Palpating the bump to find the head of fetus. Its round like coconut and fits nicely in your palm when palpated. Its firm compared to other parts of the mom's bump. Might get used to it with further practice and experience.
-Hearing fetus heartbeats. Dud dud dud dud dud . It is sooo fast as fetal heart rate normally is very high compared to us adults, ranging from 120-160 beats per minute. Should be heard as rapid and regular dud dud dud dud dud. We dont count the beats, rather just confirm its rhythm and regularity. Or sometimes, we ask the mother to record the baby movement. Should be more than 10 movements in 12 hours duration. Will easily detect any abnormality in rhythm and regularity with further practice and experience.
4. Ultrasounds
-Kidney ultrasound. Male complains of rt hypochondriac pain. We started checking on lt hypochondriac first. As lt kidney is overlaid by spleen from front, we place the probe from patient's back. On the other hand, we place the probe from front for rt kidney sonography. And there you go, watching the vulnerable images, hardddd to understand. Gotta have firm grasp in anatomy to fully understand and analyse the images though.
-Fetal ultrasound.
Don't really get these weird looking sonograph due to its always changing shape and looks. But yeah. Will get used to them with practice later on, inshaAllah. Here, we see, 4D ultrasound of the fetus. We see the pumping heart with 4 chambers, the hockey stick shaped femur, the biparietal head diameter (BHD).
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Ok, thats all for now. Will add more to this file later on. InshaAllah! :)
Attachment is a mere labour to gain experience, to apply, to observe, to learn and to practice.
It is no doubt and goes without telling super duper exhausting. At least for me. Haha yeah I am a lazy bum, duduk rumah goyang kaki kind of person, so when I have to give out extra effort everyday (and without payment too) I become soooooooo tired. But of course, worth all the sweat. :)
Existing doctors might tell you the reality of being a doctor. Its not easy. But you gotta endure it with much perseverance, be ready to get scolded, but yeah we learn from it. Take it from bright side, we remember fierce teachers more right, the one who were so mean to us back then, but contributed a lot to moulding the you present now.
InshaAllah, I'm ready! I always pray that I always will. :)
Till then, wassalam.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Movie Review : 8 Jam
Salam.
I'm gonna make a movie review malam ni. Sebab aku baru lepas tengok satu movie. Wehehe. Ok tapi jangan expect aku cerita pasal plot, lighting, acting quality bla bla bla you know those stuff sebab aku nak cerita pasal pengajaran yang aku dapat dari cerita ni. I know I sound skema skema ubi sikit tapi takpe, this is how I roll hehe.
Movie title: 8 Jam
Genre: Action.
Filem ni revolves around a guy named Alang (Shaheizy Sam), dia ni banduan yang dijatuhkan hukuman mati mandatori sebab dia sudah bunuh sama satu orang. Makwe dia precisely (mesti korang pelik apsal dia bunuh makwe sendiri kan tapi takpe kita kupas kendian). And dia ada lagi 8 jam before the hukuman. So dalam masa 8 jam tu we'll see flashbacks of his life.
"Alang ni budak yang dibesarkan dalam suasana yang sangat tak kondusif untuk tumbesaran mental; kawasan lorong sempit sarang gangster. Mak dia kerja kat pasar, setiap bulan ada gangster mintak duit perlindungan. Mak dia miskin, so Alang resorts to steal food bila dia lapar. Then bila kantoi dia kena pukul la dengan pakcik pakcik ngan mak dia sekali. Mak dia sedar Alang tak patut dibesarkan dalam keadaan berserabut macam ni so mak dia pinjam duit kat Along then nak lari pindah tempat lain untuk mulakan hidup baru dan dalam masa yang sama dia nak lari dari Along tu. Sekali kantoi dengan Along kan, terus mak dia kena bunuh dengan gangster-gangster ni. Yang sadisnya Alang tengok sendiri macam mana mak dia kena bunuh."
So, try imagine.
Ok, imagine.
Imagine mental si Alang ni ha.
Sesetengah orang macam Alang, tak bernasib baik. Membesar dan terdidik dalam suasana yang tak harmoni, disogok dengan keganasan sejak kecil, salah sikit kena lepuk, terpaksa tengok mak dia mati depan mata. Mental dia dicorakkan dengan benda-benda macam ni sejak kecil, so bila dah besar, dia jadi ganas dan macam tak kenal erti kasih sayang sebab mak mati awal tambah pulak status dia sebagai 'budak lorong', semua orang kutuk-kutuk dia masa Alang masuk rumah anak yatim. Tak ada support system kecuali makwe dia yang dia jumpa kat rumah anak yatim tu jugak. Of whom Alang telah bunuh sebab menduakan Alang. Actually bertunang je pun. Tapi being Alang, his mind finds answer only in violence. Semua benda pun kena settle cara ganas. So, yeah.
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Dan sungguhlah memikirkan kisah Alang ni adalah realiti masyarakat kita, buat aku rasa tak tentu hala. Berat nanang. Eceh. No, just macam sedihnya fikir nasib orang macam ni. Diorang ni ada je keliling kita. Cuma kita je tak perasan sebab diorang tak tunjuk. And maybe sebab kita yang tak sensitif. Campur sikap individualistik dalam diri masing-masing. Malas nak campur tangan hidup orang lain.
Kita kena sedar, to some extent, we have to interfere jugak. Within limits la kan. Sebab Allah cakap memang kena berpesan-pesan pada kebenaran dan kesabaran. (Surah Al Asr). Let say if one day, kita ditakdirkan berjiran dengan orang yang abuse anak. Takkan nak tengok je.
Resolusi:
Orang-orang macam ni kita kena reach their heart. Bagi hati dia makanan, jiwa dia kasih sayang, bagi harapan kat dia. Kita semua kena ada kesedaran untuk bantu sesama insan. Indirectly these things akan jadikan kita lebih bersyukur, lebih menghargai.
Kadang-kadang mentaliti diorang tak sama dengan kita. Ada yang rasa dunia sangat kejam dan zalim jadi nak bunuh diri. Ada yang rasa takda harapan langsung kat depan tu. Bingung taktau nak buat apa dengan diri takda dorongan, takde self esteem, rasa apa pun tak boleh.
Kita of course la sejak darjah 6, parents hantar gi ceramah motivasi yang suruh set aim, set future dari sekarang, yang selalu cakap betapa kita adalah insan terpilih dari berjuta-juta sperm (ni serious ada cerita dulu). Alang mana pernah pergi benda talk talk ni semua. Yang dia tahu, lapar, ambik je makanan orang. Tak puas hati, gaduh. Sayang, bawak tinggal satu rumah.
So, kalau kita jumpa orang macam Alang, lets together give them hope. Tunjukkan jalan. Ajar apa yang patut. Paling penting sekali, we have to tell them tujuan hidup kita semua. Dari mana kita datang, untuk apa, dan kemana kita akan pulang akhir nanti. None other the answer to those 3 qs is Allah kan. Personally, aku rasa takde benda yang boleh bagi harapan sehebat Allah. Nak happy ever after, jawapan dia Allah. Bila sedih taktau nak overcome macam mana, Allah is our strength. Pergantungan hidup kita hanya pada Allah. Bukan pada boss kita. Bukan pada our parents. Bukan pada pakwe makwe.Tapi kita pun janganlah lupa berusaha. Allah tak zalim, Allah Maha Adil, kita akan diberi sesuai dengan usaha dan yang terbaik bagi kita pada masa tu. InshaAllah, redhalah dan bersangka baiklah. (Huhu I am ketakutan membaca kata-kata sendiri).
Ada la haritu aku baca novel Fatimah Syarha kan, dia kata didikan Islam kepada penganutnya sangat hebat sampai mampu mengubah personaliti seseorang jadi terlalu unggul even psychologist Barat pun tak mampu nak bagi reason kenapa dan macam mana. Diorang tak mampu nak buat teori pun. Yelah, pening diorang fikirkan macam mana didikan Islam tu mampu buat Saidina Umar yang sebelum Islamnya bencinya pada Nabi sampai nak bunuh Nabi tiba-tiba boleh jadi orang yang paling sayang sekali kat Nabi, macam mana didikan Islam tu boleh buat Abdul Rahman bin Auf sanggup infaqkan harta dia bukan takat singgit dua hinggit (kalau kita tak mampu takpela) tapi banyaknya harta yang diinfaqkan sampaikan derapan langkah unta-unta yang mengangkut harta beliau mampu menggegarkan tanah! Dan jugak macam mana didikan Islam ni mampu buat pengikut dia tak takut mati malah merinduinya. MashaAllah, aku yang mentaip ni yang malu sendiri. Huhu. Hebat kan orang Islam zaman dulu, hasil didikan Nabi, murabbi agung kita. :')
Kita orang Islam tak diajar untuk hidup sendiri-sendiri tanpa kisahkan kawan yang lain. Kita diajar bahawasanya kita bersaudara. Cubit peha kanan, peha kiri terasa juga. Kita taknak masuk syurga sorang-sorang. Kita taknak ditahan oleh orang lain saat tinggal selangkah lagi nak masuk syurga.
Usaha kita yang Allah kira, bukan natijah.
Sebab Allah tahu natijah hanya Dia yang kuasa.
Jadi, berusahalah hingga ke titik akhir hidupmu! Huhu.
Dan, jadikanlah Islam teras hidupmu. Apapun yang terjadi carilah Allah.
Wassalam. :)
I'm gonna make a movie review malam ni. Sebab aku baru lepas tengok satu movie. Wehehe. Ok tapi jangan expect aku cerita pasal plot, lighting, acting quality bla bla bla you know those stuff sebab aku nak cerita pasal pengajaran yang aku dapat dari cerita ni. I know I sound skema skema ubi sikit tapi takpe, this is how I roll hehe.
Movie title: 8 Jam
Genre: Action.
Filem ni revolves around a guy named Alang (Shaheizy Sam), dia ni banduan yang dijatuhkan hukuman mati mandatori sebab dia sudah bunuh sama satu orang. Makwe dia precisely (mesti korang pelik apsal dia bunuh makwe sendiri kan tapi takpe kita kupas kendian). And dia ada lagi 8 jam before the hukuman. So dalam masa 8 jam tu we'll see flashbacks of his life.
"Alang ni budak yang dibesarkan dalam suasana yang sangat tak kondusif untuk tumbesaran mental; kawasan lorong sempit sarang gangster. Mak dia kerja kat pasar, setiap bulan ada gangster mintak duit perlindungan. Mak dia miskin, so Alang resorts to steal food bila dia lapar. Then bila kantoi dia kena pukul la dengan pakcik pakcik ngan mak dia sekali. Mak dia sedar Alang tak patut dibesarkan dalam keadaan berserabut macam ni so mak dia pinjam duit kat Along then nak lari pindah tempat lain untuk mulakan hidup baru dan dalam masa yang sama dia nak lari dari Along tu. Sekali kantoi dengan Along kan, terus mak dia kena bunuh dengan gangster-gangster ni. Yang sadisnya Alang tengok sendiri macam mana mak dia kena bunuh."
So, try imagine.
Ok, imagine.
Imagine mental si Alang ni ha.
Sesetengah orang macam Alang, tak bernasib baik. Membesar dan terdidik dalam suasana yang tak harmoni, disogok dengan keganasan sejak kecil, salah sikit kena lepuk, terpaksa tengok mak dia mati depan mata. Mental dia dicorakkan dengan benda-benda macam ni sejak kecil, so bila dah besar, dia jadi ganas dan macam tak kenal erti kasih sayang sebab mak mati awal tambah pulak status dia sebagai 'budak lorong', semua orang kutuk-kutuk dia masa Alang masuk rumah anak yatim. Tak ada support system kecuali makwe dia yang dia jumpa kat rumah anak yatim tu jugak. Of whom Alang telah bunuh sebab menduakan Alang. Actually bertunang je pun. Tapi being Alang, his mind finds answer only in violence. Semua benda pun kena settle cara ganas. So, yeah.
//
Dan sungguhlah memikirkan kisah Alang ni adalah realiti masyarakat kita, buat aku rasa tak tentu hala. Berat nanang. Eceh. No, just macam sedihnya fikir nasib orang macam ni. Diorang ni ada je keliling kita. Cuma kita je tak perasan sebab diorang tak tunjuk. And maybe sebab kita yang tak sensitif. Campur sikap individualistik dalam diri masing-masing. Malas nak campur tangan hidup orang lain.
Kita kena sedar, to some extent, we have to interfere jugak. Within limits la kan. Sebab Allah cakap memang kena berpesan-pesan pada kebenaran dan kesabaran. (Surah Al Asr). Let say if one day, kita ditakdirkan berjiran dengan orang yang abuse anak. Takkan nak tengok je.
Resolusi:
Orang-orang macam ni kita kena reach their heart. Bagi hati dia makanan, jiwa dia kasih sayang, bagi harapan kat dia. Kita semua kena ada kesedaran untuk bantu sesama insan. Indirectly these things akan jadikan kita lebih bersyukur, lebih menghargai.
Kadang-kadang mentaliti diorang tak sama dengan kita. Ada yang rasa dunia sangat kejam dan zalim jadi nak bunuh diri. Ada yang rasa takda harapan langsung kat depan tu. Bingung taktau nak buat apa dengan diri takda dorongan, takde self esteem, rasa apa pun tak boleh.
Kita of course la sejak darjah 6, parents hantar gi ceramah motivasi yang suruh set aim, set future dari sekarang, yang selalu cakap betapa kita adalah insan terpilih dari berjuta-juta sperm (ni serious ada cerita dulu). Alang mana pernah pergi benda talk talk ni semua. Yang dia tahu, lapar, ambik je makanan orang. Tak puas hati, gaduh. Sayang, bawak tinggal satu rumah.
So, kalau kita jumpa orang macam Alang, lets together give them hope. Tunjukkan jalan. Ajar apa yang patut. Paling penting sekali, we have to tell them tujuan hidup kita semua. Dari mana kita datang, untuk apa, dan kemana kita akan pulang akhir nanti. None other the answer to those 3 qs is Allah kan. Personally, aku rasa takde benda yang boleh bagi harapan sehebat Allah. Nak happy ever after, jawapan dia Allah. Bila sedih taktau nak overcome macam mana, Allah is our strength. Pergantungan hidup kita hanya pada Allah. Bukan pada boss kita. Bukan pada our parents. Bukan pada pakwe makwe.Tapi kita pun janganlah lupa berusaha. Allah tak zalim, Allah Maha Adil, kita akan diberi sesuai dengan usaha dan yang terbaik bagi kita pada masa tu. InshaAllah, redhalah dan bersangka baiklah. (Huhu I am ketakutan membaca kata-kata sendiri).
Ada la haritu aku baca novel Fatimah Syarha kan, dia kata didikan Islam kepada penganutnya sangat hebat sampai mampu mengubah personaliti seseorang jadi terlalu unggul even psychologist Barat pun tak mampu nak bagi reason kenapa dan macam mana. Diorang tak mampu nak buat teori pun. Yelah, pening diorang fikirkan macam mana didikan Islam tu mampu buat Saidina Umar yang sebelum Islamnya bencinya pada Nabi sampai nak bunuh Nabi tiba-tiba boleh jadi orang yang paling sayang sekali kat Nabi, macam mana didikan Islam tu boleh buat Abdul Rahman bin Auf sanggup infaqkan harta dia bukan takat singgit dua hinggit (kalau kita tak mampu takpela) tapi banyaknya harta yang diinfaqkan sampaikan derapan langkah unta-unta yang mengangkut harta beliau mampu menggegarkan tanah! Dan jugak macam mana didikan Islam ni mampu buat pengikut dia tak takut mati malah merinduinya. MashaAllah, aku yang mentaip ni yang malu sendiri. Huhu. Hebat kan orang Islam zaman dulu, hasil didikan Nabi, murabbi agung kita. :')
Kita orang Islam tak diajar untuk hidup sendiri-sendiri tanpa kisahkan kawan yang lain. Kita diajar bahawasanya kita bersaudara. Cubit peha kanan, peha kiri terasa juga. Kita taknak masuk syurga sorang-sorang. Kita taknak ditahan oleh orang lain saat tinggal selangkah lagi nak masuk syurga.
Usaha kita yang Allah kira, bukan natijah.
Sebab Allah tahu natijah hanya Dia yang kuasa.
Jadi, berusahalah hingga ke titik akhir hidupmu! Huhu.
Dan, jadikanlah Islam teras hidupmu. Apapun yang terjadi carilah Allah.
Wassalam. :)
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Friday, July 5, 2013
#3 SLR; Its Hard to Concentrate
Salam.
Its hard to focus in study in the midst of everything going on here in Egypt. Its a turmoil. A real war against Al Haq. It saddens me to see how our own brothers would not back our holy religion but stay behind the secularist. Hadn't they heard that Islam is the way of life? Islam is something so holistic; just look at how much of the land was governed by the caliphate empires years ago? Almost two third of the world was once under the caliphates who were like us, Muslim. They did followed Syariah laws, and what's so wrong about exercising it, you don't want to give it a chance? (Though you aren't supposed to give it a chance, you should oblige by them once you said the syahadah). Instead you want to separate country matters from religion. You have been given the chance, yet you just rub it off. You just brace yourself when Allah ask you in the afterlife, ok.
They don't understand Islam. Simply that. When you don't understand something, you tend to spread only lies and ends up confusing and inciting a lot more innocent mind to hate us. There are thousands in this world who got the wrong message of Islam, who misunderstand its teaching and its believers.
Ya Allah. It really saddens me to the core. I don't have any power right now. I don't even deserve to hold any. But one thing I know, all of you and I, we, we have the power of dua (prayer and hope), blessed by our Most Loving Allah upon us. Lets pray for Islam, be sure and have pure faith in this arduous yet beautiful path. He hears our cry even when you call upon him in the deepest pit of the earth.
Try to soak your heart in this beautiful and calming verse from holy Quran:
''And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided. ''
Al Baqarah, verse 186.
Ps: Muslims don't hate other religions, we accept and respect your belief. We are all humans in this world, no one is supreme than any others (though many wish they are). We are all the same, just that we have different belief and view. And we should all celebrate the difference.
I watched a video just now, about the real story lies behind this tumbling coalition happening in Egypt now. A video that really opens my eyes and heart on who's the braver one, who are the one deserved to be supported. Just send me a private message to watch the video, I'll copy the link for you.
So till then. Time is running out. I might not be able to interfere in this matter physically, but know that my mental and intellectual could be useful somehow to combat corrupted minds and soul out there, inshaAllah. May Allah bless all of us and stay safe. And yeah, do prepare for this upcoming Ramadhan, set your intention straight, lets all put a goal to be better Muslim at the end of this course, inshaAllah. :)
Till then, Wassalam.
Its hard to focus in study in the midst of everything going on here in Egypt. Its a turmoil. A real war against Al Haq. It saddens me to see how our own brothers would not back our holy religion but stay behind the secularist. Hadn't they heard that Islam is the way of life? Islam is something so holistic; just look at how much of the land was governed by the caliphate empires years ago? Almost two third of the world was once under the caliphates who were like us, Muslim. They did followed Syariah laws, and what's so wrong about exercising it, you don't want to give it a chance? (Though you aren't supposed to give it a chance, you should oblige by them once you said the syahadah). Instead you want to separate country matters from religion. You have been given the chance, yet you just rub it off. You just brace yourself when Allah ask you in the afterlife, ok.
They don't understand Islam. Simply that. When you don't understand something, you tend to spread only lies and ends up confusing and inciting a lot more innocent mind to hate us. There are thousands in this world who got the wrong message of Islam, who misunderstand its teaching and its believers.
Ya Allah. It really saddens me to the core. I don't have any power right now. I don't even deserve to hold any. But one thing I know, all of you and I, we, we have the power of dua (prayer and hope), blessed by our Most Loving Allah upon us. Lets pray for Islam, be sure and have pure faith in this arduous yet beautiful path. He hears our cry even when you call upon him in the deepest pit of the earth.
Try to soak your heart in this beautiful and calming verse from holy Quran:
''And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided. ''
Al Baqarah, verse 186.
Ps: Muslims don't hate other religions, we accept and respect your belief. We are all humans in this world, no one is supreme than any others (though many wish they are). We are all the same, just that we have different belief and view. And we should all celebrate the difference.
I watched a video just now, about the real story lies behind this tumbling coalition happening in Egypt now. A video that really opens my eyes and heart on who's the braver one, who are the one deserved to be supported. Just send me a private message to watch the video, I'll copy the link for you.
So till then. Time is running out. I might not be able to interfere in this matter physically, but know that my mental and intellectual could be useful somehow to combat corrupted minds and soul out there, inshaAllah. May Allah bless all of us and stay safe. And yeah, do prepare for this upcoming Ramadhan, set your intention straight, lets all put a goal to be better Muslim at the end of this course, inshaAllah. :)
Till then, Wassalam.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
#1 Egypt oh Egypt
Salam 'alaik.
So, as most of you have known, Dr Morsi has been overthrown by a military coup yesterday. Its quite devastating to know that since I like him so much. You might ask what makes me to like him since I'm not even an eyelid close to be an Egyptian.
Nothing. Simply because I find him to have good and wise character of a leader. He is the first Egypt President, elected by the people themselves, who radiates very good Islamic examples, whose heart is brighten up by the holy verses of Quran he memorizes, the first President who refuse to stay in the palace and stay in his own house instead, he has a loyal, modest and fully covered First Lady who herself wished to be called First Servant instead. Can't you see? He holds a PhD in Engineering from US somemore. He is very well educated. And during his reign, he bravely cut down relations with Syria to show his disapproval of massive killing happening there done by the treacherous Assad government. Dr. Morsi also allowed the gate in Rafah border which leads to Palestine to be opened again after years of closing during Mubarak days.
But those were the days.
Immediately after Dr. Morsi was overthrown, the official channel of Muslim Brotherhoods (a party Dr. Morsi was once in) and few others had been closed down and some of the staff had been detained. So much of their (Egypt) freedom of speech. From what I know, during Dr. Morsi's day he has never denied any channels rights to be broadcasted eventhough some of them were badmouthing him days in days out. That's a very bold and steadfast leader you have, Egyptian! Then we also see a few of MB leaders had also been arrested and the border to Palestine was closed again. (I am utterly upset by this one).
*deep breath*
Haih. I don't know what more to say to these people of Egypt. They are all my families too due to our belief in the same god. But I couldn't find the answer to their hatred towards their legitimate president nor can I bring myself to believe what my ears heard the night of that tragic military coup. They were insanely celebrating the coup as if Dr. Morsi was a torturous dictator, someone who arranged the frequent blackout, the increment in groceries price and petrol price. I bet some of them thought of him that way, but come one guys. It has been only one year, why were you so eager and excited to see the changes? Rome isn't build in a day you know. Everything needs its time, you gotta be working very hard to improve something. Alas, you don't even change your attitude of littering around like its your mother's street yet you want Dr. Morsi to clean up those mess and change it to a garden of roses? As if you were asking someone else to clean up the toilet after you had used it. I don't know if that's the norm over here since you've been under Mubarak's teaching for far too long. I really don't know if that's what your people taught you.
Haih, I seriously lost hope in you guys. This morning, when I was out to sit for the exams, I couldn't see you the same way before. All I saw were just some people who are self centered, narrow minded and undercivilized. Yes you have many pious persons here, yes you have a lot of brilliant professors here but sadly yes, you also have a lot more corrupted leaders here and yes you have far too high rate of heart blinded people who can't see kindness in others, who has zero empathy to our brothers and sisters in Syria and Palestine, who are so selfish I wonder how you would get up again. Only Allah will help you if He wills.
But. As I was typing this and complaining over you, Egyptian, inshaAllah I will never forget to put you in my dua everyday. Apart from being the place where I study Medicine and Life subject, it is also a very special place indeed. I know Egypt would never be as pretty and romantic as Venice is or as Paris is, but on this very land, Allah has shown numerous signs of His existence. The only place Allah has shown himself to Prophet Musa 'alaihi salam, the place where He brought down 'al manna wa as salwa' food from heaven and many more. The stones and dust of this land has bore witness of the tears and sweat of Musa and Yusuf 'alaihuma as-salam during their days of preaching Islam. T_T Plus, Masr is one of the regions on this world that has been quoted in our holy Quran. That is an honour from Allah, dear Egyptian. Why can't you see it the same way we see it? You should be extra pious than us, extra vigilant than us because you understand the Quran way better than us do. Wake up Egyptian!
I pray for better Egyptian and a better Egypt. I strongly believe that a country strength relies on its great human resource. Not simply the typical common man on the streets; the one who violently shouts and screams whenever he is mad, but a man who always rationalize, has a good logic, has a pure heart and strong intention and close with his god, Allah. May we be that kind of resource for this ummah.
May Allah bless Egypt now and forever. Amin. :')
"Ya Allah, grant your mercy to those who had died while spreading Your cause, grant them martyrdom ya Allah. Grant us the one who are still left in this dunya, a pure heart to solely work for You, to bring up Your religion. Put us among the ones who give contributions to Your deen, cleanse our heart from fasad and dunya, pour in bravery and steadfastness as You had done to Your messengers before us. We sincerely want to be a part of the Solihin ya Allah, Amin. :')"
Ps: for further reading, feel free to browse Al Jazeera Egypt.
So, as most of you have known, Dr Morsi has been overthrown by a military coup yesterday. Its quite devastating to know that since I like him so much. You might ask what makes me to like him since I'm not even an eyelid close to be an Egyptian.
Nothing. Simply because I find him to have good and wise character of a leader. He is the first Egypt President, elected by the people themselves, who radiates very good Islamic examples, whose heart is brighten up by the holy verses of Quran he memorizes, the first President who refuse to stay in the palace and stay in his own house instead, he has a loyal, modest and fully covered First Lady who herself wished to be called First Servant instead. Can't you see? He holds a PhD in Engineering from US somemore. He is very well educated. And during his reign, he bravely cut down relations with Syria to show his disapproval of massive killing happening there done by the treacherous Assad government. Dr. Morsi also allowed the gate in Rafah border which leads to Palestine to be opened again after years of closing during Mubarak days.
But those were the days.
Immediately after Dr. Morsi was overthrown, the official channel of Muslim Brotherhoods (a party Dr. Morsi was once in) and few others had been closed down and some of the staff had been detained. So much of their (Egypt) freedom of speech. From what I know, during Dr. Morsi's day he has never denied any channels rights to be broadcasted eventhough some of them were badmouthing him days in days out. That's a very bold and steadfast leader you have, Egyptian! Then we also see a few of MB leaders had also been arrested and the border to Palestine was closed again. (I am utterly upset by this one).
*deep breath*
Haih. I don't know what more to say to these people of Egypt. They are all my families too due to our belief in the same god. But I couldn't find the answer to their hatred towards their legitimate president nor can I bring myself to believe what my ears heard the night of that tragic military coup. They were insanely celebrating the coup as if Dr. Morsi was a torturous dictator, someone who arranged the frequent blackout, the increment in groceries price and petrol price. I bet some of them thought of him that way, but come one guys. It has been only one year, why were you so eager and excited to see the changes? Rome isn't build in a day you know. Everything needs its time, you gotta be working very hard to improve something. Alas, you don't even change your attitude of littering around like its your mother's street yet you want Dr. Morsi to clean up those mess and change it to a garden of roses? As if you were asking someone else to clean up the toilet after you had used it. I don't know if that's the norm over here since you've been under Mubarak's teaching for far too long. I really don't know if that's what your people taught you.
Haih, I seriously lost hope in you guys. This morning, when I was out to sit for the exams, I couldn't see you the same way before. All I saw were just some people who are self centered, narrow minded and undercivilized. Yes you have many pious persons here, yes you have a lot of brilliant professors here but sadly yes, you also have a lot more corrupted leaders here and yes you have far too high rate of heart blinded people who can't see kindness in others, who has zero empathy to our brothers and sisters in Syria and Palestine, who are so selfish I wonder how you would get up again. Only Allah will help you if He wills.
But. As I was typing this and complaining over you, Egyptian, inshaAllah I will never forget to put you in my dua everyday. Apart from being the place where I study Medicine and Life subject, it is also a very special place indeed. I know Egypt would never be as pretty and romantic as Venice is or as Paris is, but on this very land, Allah has shown numerous signs of His existence. The only place Allah has shown himself to Prophet Musa 'alaihi salam, the place where He brought down 'al manna wa as salwa' food from heaven and many more. The stones and dust of this land has bore witness of the tears and sweat of Musa and Yusuf 'alaihuma as-salam during their days of preaching Islam. T_T Plus, Masr is one of the regions on this world that has been quoted in our holy Quran. That is an honour from Allah, dear Egyptian. Why can't you see it the same way we see it? You should be extra pious than us, extra vigilant than us because you understand the Quran way better than us do. Wake up Egyptian!
I pray for better Egyptian and a better Egypt. I strongly believe that a country strength relies on its great human resource. Not simply the typical common man on the streets; the one who violently shouts and screams whenever he is mad, but a man who always rationalize, has a good logic, has a pure heart and strong intention and close with his god, Allah. May we be that kind of resource for this ummah.
May Allah bless Egypt now and forever. Amin. :')
"Ya Allah, grant your mercy to those who had died while spreading Your cause, grant them martyrdom ya Allah. Grant us the one who are still left in this dunya, a pure heart to solely work for You, to bring up Your religion. Put us among the ones who give contributions to Your deen, cleanse our heart from fasad and dunya, pour in bravery and steadfastness as You had done to Your messengers before us. We sincerely want to be a part of the Solihin ya Allah, Amin. :')"
Ps: for further reading, feel free to browse Al Jazeera Egypt.
posted from Bloggeroid
Monday, April 29, 2013
Talking about our future.
Salam 'alaik.
Believe it or not, I had just done watching video. Political videos precisely.
Oh my goodness.
What with the curse words all around? I doubt our dearest Prophet Muhammad ever said just one bad word to the other side. Hmmmm.
Or has cursing become the new synonym of politic? Duhh
Both sides are the same, really. Should really watch our tongue yaw. Everytime. Your choice of words reflect your own self.
Was just watching and observing. For now, I judge from their language.
This year I would be voting if I were born earlier in January. Sadly, I am a November baby, so yeah 2018 will be my first time voting (I would be an MO by that year). Just thinking of it gives me goosebumps. Duhhh. (26 years old had once seems so far away you know).
So, to all voters out there, choose the right one. The one who could not only develop the country but benefit ALL the people as well. Who could provide a better future for the next generation and nurture them to be a holistic generation. Who are 'filled' inside and outside. For I believe the inner strength of oneself is more powerful and it's the core of an individual. If the core is well, it will radiates only goodness and proven by the outer self. In sha Allah.
//
Today, I finished my last professional skills exam for preclinical. Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. :) Now the study leave for GIT shall start. And I shall be burying my head deep inside the book. No, books. Like bookssssssss and yeah you got it, right.
K, toodles. :)
Ma'a salaamah.
Believe it or not, I had just done watching video. Political videos precisely.
Oh my goodness.
What with the curse words all around? I doubt our dearest Prophet Muhammad ever said just one bad word to the other side. Hmmmm.
Or has cursing become the new synonym of politic? Duhh
Both sides are the same, really. Should really watch our tongue yaw. Everytime. Your choice of words reflect your own self.
Was just watching and observing. For now, I judge from their language.
This year I would be voting if I were born earlier in January. Sadly, I am a November baby, so yeah 2018 will be my first time voting (I would be an MO by that year). Just thinking of it gives me goosebumps. Duhhh. (26 years old had once seems so far away you know).
So, to all voters out there, choose the right one. The one who could not only develop the country but benefit ALL the people as well. Who could provide a better future for the next generation and nurture them to be a holistic generation. Who are 'filled' inside and outside. For I believe the inner strength of oneself is more powerful and it's the core of an individual. If the core is well, it will radiates only goodness and proven by the outer self. In sha Allah.
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Today, I finished my last professional skills exam for preclinical. Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. :) Now the study leave for GIT shall start. And I shall be burying my head deep inside the book. No, books. Like bookssssssss and yeah you got it, right.
''Life is when Allah decides to bless you with a chance to enter His jannah.''
paraphrased from Hilal Asyraf.
K, toodles. :)
Ma'a salaamah.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Dah habis dahhh yay!
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Alhamdulillah......
Alhamdulillahhhh......
Heheheh bakpe la suka sangat ni kan...
Minggu lepas adalah minggu yg super panjang dan hectic. Memang aktif mektif muscle dlm badan. Ke sana ke sini membawa diri. Mencabar emosi dan sanubari. Ha ape lagi. Tapi best la. Sebab rasa sungguh produktif hehehe.
Assignment final
Assignment arab
Exam arab
Cairo 2 kaliiiii
Talkssss
Exam is coming dlm beberapa minggu lagi. Dengar macam lama kan, hakikatnya memang sangat banyak sekali paling lah notes nak baca. Dah tahap super saiya mega dah ni. Harap harap aku boleh buat yg terbaik la sebab ni last sem pre clinical pun. Tak pernah dapat straight A lagi. So aku berazam utk dapatkan yg Terrrbaik utk last sem ni. In sha Allah.... :) agak agak nampak aku bersukaria sangat tu kan, mintak tolong bagi ayat sedas dua sikit kat aku keh, bagi sedar. XD
Anyhoots, nak citer haritu kan, nak dijadikan cerita, aku terkunci dlm toilet. Haha this was super funny okay, serius tak tipu. I was like 'why me why me out of them?'. Redha aje la, seb baik takda claustrophobia kan. Ada la dlm 10-15 minit duduk tunggu hero datang selamatkan. Last last, Nadhirah gak yg berjaya bukak kunci dari luar. Guna pisau okey. Camne?? Ha tu kena tanya dia. Tapi serious la, rasa terharu sangat. Tingkayu Nadhirah!! And 'termuhasarawak' sangat. Sebab emmm sebab that morning ada la rasa yg tak best sikit kat certain certain orang. Jahat je kan. Hahaha, maybe sbb tu kot terkunci dlm toilet. Tapi takpe, pengalaman tau. (mak kita pun tak pernah kurung kita dlm toilet). And lepas ni, please husnu zhon ok and accept orang seadanya dia. Kita pun takde la baik mane kan kan :)
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Lets get prepared for the upcoming weeks! Subuh dah makin awal skang ni. Aiyooo dia punye mujahadah tu....... Semangat semangat!!! Laki laki yang claim konon tough tu, ce tengok dia tough tak lawan syaitonirrajim,,, Haaaa. And wanita-wanita yang claim konon nak jadi sebaik Khadijah dan Aisyah, ce tengok dia berjaya tak lipat selimut every morning before gi kelas.... (sebab kalau lambat bangun kan confirm terjun katil, mandi terus gi kelas kan haha err tu siapa tu?) XD
Takpe la, sama-sama buat yg terbaik okeh. Bukan untuk orang lain. Untuk diri kita jugak kan. :)
p/s: pedasnya ayat hamba, ampun dipinta andai terasa. Yang sesungguhnya, kepedasannya ditujukan tak lain tak bukan utk diri penulis ni. hewhew sebab 61:2-3 kan. Fehh pedas kalah ayam penyet LA tau. Ha ni budak Alex je tahu. Masya Allah pedas diaaaaaa... nak meletup muka rasa.
Ok ok sedap betul menggoreng keyboard hari ni. Terlebih serotonin ni. Soooo, till then, toodles....
Salam 'alaik. Take care guys. :D
Alhamdulillahhhh......
Heheheh bakpe la suka sangat ni kan...
Minggu lepas adalah minggu yg super panjang dan hectic. Memang aktif mektif muscle dlm badan. Ke sana ke sini membawa diri. Mencabar emosi dan sanubari. Ha ape lagi. Tapi best la. Sebab rasa sungguh produktif hehehe.
Exam is coming dlm beberapa minggu lagi. Dengar macam lama kan, hakikatnya memang sangat banyak sekali paling lah notes nak baca. Dah tahap super saiya mega dah ni. Harap harap aku boleh buat yg terbaik la sebab ni last sem pre clinical pun. Tak pernah dapat straight A lagi. So aku berazam utk dapatkan yg Terrrbaik utk last sem ni. In sha Allah.... :) agak agak nampak aku bersukaria sangat tu kan, mintak tolong bagi ayat sedas dua sikit kat aku keh, bagi sedar. XD
Anyhoots, nak citer haritu kan, nak dijadikan cerita, aku terkunci dlm toilet. Haha this was super funny okay, serius tak tipu. I was like 'why me why me out of them?'. Redha aje la, seb baik takda claustrophobia kan. Ada la dlm 10-15 minit duduk tunggu hero datang selamatkan. Last last, Nadhirah gak yg berjaya bukak kunci dari luar. Guna pisau okey. Camne?? Ha tu kena tanya dia. Tapi serious la, rasa terharu sangat. Tingkayu Nadhirah!! And 'termuhasarawak' sangat. Sebab emmm sebab that morning ada la rasa yg tak best sikit kat certain certain orang. Jahat je kan. Hahaha, maybe sbb tu kot terkunci dlm toilet. Tapi takpe, pengalaman tau. (mak kita pun tak pernah kurung kita dlm toilet). And lepas ni, please husnu zhon ok and accept orang seadanya dia. Kita pun takde la baik mane kan kan :)
//
Lets get prepared for the upcoming weeks! Subuh dah makin awal skang ni. Aiyooo dia punye mujahadah tu....... Semangat semangat!!! Laki laki yang claim konon tough tu, ce tengok dia tough tak lawan syaitonirrajim,,, Haaaa. And wanita-wanita yang claim konon nak jadi sebaik Khadijah dan Aisyah, ce tengok dia berjaya tak lipat selimut every morning before gi kelas.... (sebab kalau lambat bangun kan confirm terjun katil, mandi terus gi kelas kan haha err tu siapa tu?) XD
Takpe la, sama-sama buat yg terbaik okeh. Bukan untuk orang lain. Untuk diri kita jugak kan. :)
p/s: pedasnya ayat hamba, ampun dipinta andai terasa. Yang sesungguhnya, kepedasannya ditujukan tak lain tak bukan utk diri penulis ni. hewhew sebab 61:2-3 kan. Fehh pedas kalah ayam penyet LA tau. Ha ni budak Alex je tahu. Masya Allah pedas diaaaaaa... nak meletup muka rasa.
Ok ok sedap betul menggoreng keyboard hari ni. Terlebih serotonin ni. Soooo, till then, toodles....
Salam 'alaik. Take care guys. :D
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
El Masr
During the frequent times I whine about the sands, the dust and the ugliness of this place, I have to always remember that these dust and stones are the one witnessing countless efforts and steadfastness of many of my prophets before. The road is not beautiful. But the destination definitely is. Be contented. See with your heart.
This land is the land where my prophets once walked and travelled. And I should be proud to be walking on it too. Count your blessing, and cherish it. :)
Saturday, December 22, 2012
That feeling after you finish your exam.
Salam 'alaik.
Phew, the exam just ended the day before yesterday. I am now sooooo peaceful at mind. Huhu but to tell you the truth, our questions were supersaiya-ly hard like no joke. And to add salts to the wound, our lecturer decided to put out the answers for those questions on our lectures which was held right after exam finished. Now, this is called what may I ask you? Was a tad mad anyway, but it get flown away fast, fortunately. Hehe.
So, yesterday, we'd done the TLK programme. I was one jovial mak nenek yesterday as all my sisters came to join. And from the looks at it, I think they do get what we wanted to tell them all along. InsyaAllah. Hehe only He could describe this feeling inside. Somehow, I find it astonishing how He could put that kind of love inside a human's heart. Y'know to be able to love others is actually a blessing. But to love someone whom you barely know that was another thing. Ohhh I know maybe this is what we call as sweet ukhuwah then. To feel others as our bros and sis as well. Right?
Anyway, may He bless our effort all this while. May we will always be guided on the righteous path, Amin. :)
The riot here got worse yesterday. Even some of us inside the hall, smelled that irritant gas. I think I smelled it too. Or was it some kind of mind trick? My nose did get a bit hurt suddenly though. They even closed the hall entrance y'know. And the main road was blocked by the police yesterday. Heard arabs shouting outside. FYI, Egypt is currently under pressure again. They are collecting votes for the new constitution here. May the Haq wins here, Aminnnn. :)
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Despite all the things happening here, life still goes on.
And so, off we go to the next module. Urinary System it is.
Till then, Ma'a Salamah.
Phew, the exam just ended the day before yesterday. I am now sooooo peaceful at mind. Huhu but to tell you the truth, our questions were supersaiya-ly hard like no joke. And to add salts to the wound, our lecturer decided to put out the answers for those questions on our lectures which was held right after exam finished. Now, this is called what may I ask you? Was a tad mad anyway, but it get flown away fast, fortunately. Hehe.
So, yesterday, we'd done the TLK programme. I was one jovial mak nenek yesterday as all my sisters came to join. And from the looks at it, I think they do get what we wanted to tell them all along. InsyaAllah. Hehe only He could describe this feeling inside. Somehow, I find it astonishing how He could put that kind of love inside a human's heart. Y'know to be able to love others is actually a blessing. But to love someone whom you barely know that was another thing. Ohhh I know maybe this is what we call as sweet ukhuwah then. To feel others as our bros and sis as well. Right?
Anyway, may He bless our effort all this while. May we will always be guided on the righteous path, Amin. :)
The riot here got worse yesterday. Even some of us inside the hall, smelled that irritant gas. I think I smelled it too. Or was it some kind of mind trick? My nose did get a bit hurt suddenly though. They even closed the hall entrance y'know. And the main road was blocked by the police yesterday. Heard arabs shouting outside. FYI, Egypt is currently under pressure again. They are collecting votes for the new constitution here. May the Haq wins here, Aminnnn. :)
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Despite all the things happening here, life still goes on.
And so, off we go to the next module. Urinary System it is.
Till then, Ma'a Salamah.
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Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Grrrrr of assignment and masalah rumah.
Assalamualaikum.
Hmmm lama aku tak mencurah emosi kat sini. Malam ni aku nak buat perangai. Hihihi.
Ok guys, onyomak, geset, go!!!!~
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Ya Allahhhhh. Aku sangat cuak la kuase doplohpat dah ni. Esok presentation.
Dikala budak-budak lain sedang asyik study utk upcoming exam, aku dan rakan-rakan se-assignment terbongkok-bongkok kat meja study sambil jemari keletak-keletuk menekan papan kekunci. (read: type written assignment). Tapi takpe. Orang kata berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. Ewah. Hihihihi.
Eh tapi seriously la, dah lama kot tak present depan lecturers. Nervous sangat rasa. Ya Allah tolong lah esok dapat doctor best lagi qurratu 'aini. Heheheh pun boleh kan. XD
Kali ni dapat subjek Microb pasal Viral Infection of Genital System. Aku, precisely dapat tang diagnosis, treatment and prevention & control measures of herpes simplex virus. Tutor kitorang best. Dr. Noha. :D Eventhough cam strict sikit kan, die baru habis PhD kot, tu pasal la mintak assignment kitorang scientific belake. Die suruh amek source dari journal. Masalahnye journal kat internet semuanya kedekut. Asyik kena subscribe je kan. Wiki jugak best dan senang paham. Kan kan kan. Tapi doc awal-awal kata jgn guna wiki. Haha. Kesiang..... Tapi takpe, kite jadikan wiki tu tempat buat background reading and tempat utk get the idea, get the picture of thingss we gonna do. Ha gituuuu.
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On another account, aku kan eeee geram betul la dgn tuan rumah ni.....punye adik. Seriously la. Haishhhhh tak tau nak kata tang mana lagi dah. Kalau die faham bahasa melayu dah lame dah. Dah lame dah aku brainwash, clorox dan jemur kat Luxor. Haha motif kan cakap macam ni. Tapi eeeeeeeee. Die ni menipu! Cakap haritu nak tengok toilet rumah kitorang (ada problem sikit). Masa aku ajak naik sekali, die tengah tengok tv. Die kate 'nanti, nanti'. Dahtu, sampai ke sudah tak naik. Ko angin tak macam tu. Aku bukan setakat angin malah taufan Sandy terus! Rosak emosi aku pagi-pagi tau. Pastu bila jumpa balik dia, dia tengah ngeteh dgn abang dia aka the actual owner of our house. Boleh pulak abang dia kata 'Fi eh?'. Nampak sangat dia tak bagitau abang die pasal rumah kitorang ni. Aishhhhhhhh. Aku nak menghukum arab mesir secara general macam tak sampai hati pulak. Tapi memang macam ni la kebanyakannya. Geramnye la hai. Haaaaaaa nak pindah terus ar macam ni. Tapi malas ar nak pindah byk-byk kali. Penat kot. Dah la rumah sekarang ni fadhi. So memang of course banyak benda. Dgn peti ais nya, katilnya, geroboknya. Ahhhh. Tensi aku duduk sini. Memang tak nak lah bagi adik ke anak ke sedare ke belajar sini. No no no. Biarlah aku sorang je yg kene. Hahaha tetibe mcm kelakar kan cakap camni. Tapi hey, it's a fact man. Now I know kenapa abang aku ye ye tak bagi study kat Russia. Mesti sbb something like this jugak.
Oh talk about students overseas kan. Ingat best sangat ke. At least kalau kat Malaysia boleh mintak sedare sedari tolong. Siniii? Kawan ade lah. Tapi semua busy study ape semua, nak mintak tolong pun, segan malah terasa sangat tebal muka utk meminta-minta.
Tapi tu lah. Ini memang mengajar kita utk lebih berdikari. Solve the problems instead of run from it. Face the things, chin up and do what you can do. Kalau tak boleh jugak baru mintak tolong kan. But really. These things memang perlukan courage and kesabaran yg tinggi. Itulah makin dewasa, makin matang kan. Makin reti. Makin faham. Hehehehe aku rasa tetibe mcm matang kan. Hey even aku nampak macam happy sepanjang masa di dalam ini ada taufan Sandy kau tahu sebab adik tuan rumah itu. Haishhhh. Taknak la cakap pasal dia lagi. Emosi aku. Dia baik je sebenarnye. Tapi buat keje lembap. Oppssss. Sorryyyy (tapi best sangat dapat tulis dlm blog hahahaha). Tolong lah tolong berubah pakcikkkkkk! Pakcik is pakcik. Bukannye Ziyad yg kecik lagi tu. So far as I know, you don't have works. So ape lahhh susahnya utk call kan tukang paip tuuuuu. Hey aku ni tadi kate taknak cerita lagi, then what is this?!
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Mari bukak buku baru.
Disebabkan esok nak present, marilah sama-sama tadah tangan dan doakan kesejahteraann aku dan kawan-kawan dlm menghadapai presentation esok. Aminnnnnn. :D
Dah, puas hati dapat buat terapi jiwa kat sini. Maaf atas kekasaran bahasa jika ada. Kbye.
Wassalam. Good luck to myself! Do your best!
Hmmm lama aku tak mencurah emosi kat sini. Malam ni aku nak buat perangai. Hihihi.
Ok guys, onyomak, geset, go!!!!~
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Ya Allahhhhh. Aku sangat cuak la kuase doplohpat dah ni. Esok presentation.
Dikala budak-budak lain sedang asyik study utk upcoming exam, aku dan rakan-rakan se-assignment terbongkok-bongkok kat meja study sambil jemari keletak-keletuk menekan papan kekunci. (read: type written assignment). Tapi takpe. Orang kata berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. Ewah. Hihihihi.
Eh tapi seriously la, dah lama kot tak present depan lecturers. Nervous sangat rasa. Ya Allah tolong lah esok dapat doctor best lagi qurratu 'aini. Heheheh pun boleh kan. XD
Kali ni dapat subjek Microb pasal Viral Infection of Genital System. Aku, precisely dapat tang diagnosis, treatment and prevention & control measures of herpes simplex virus. Tutor kitorang best. Dr. Noha. :D Eventhough cam strict sikit kan, die baru habis PhD kot, tu pasal la mintak assignment kitorang scientific belake. Die suruh amek source dari journal. Masalahnye journal kat internet semuanya kedekut. Asyik kena subscribe je kan. Wiki jugak best dan senang paham. Kan kan kan. Tapi doc awal-awal kata jgn guna wiki. Haha. Kesiang..... Tapi takpe, kite jadikan wiki tu tempat buat background reading and tempat utk get the idea, get the picture of thingss we gonna do. Ha gituuuu.
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On another account, aku kan eeee geram betul la dgn tuan rumah ni.....punye adik. Seriously la. Haishhhhh tak tau nak kata tang mana lagi dah. Kalau die faham bahasa melayu dah lame dah. Dah lame dah aku brainwash, clorox dan jemur kat Luxor. Haha motif kan cakap macam ni. Tapi eeeeeeeee. Die ni menipu! Cakap haritu nak tengok toilet rumah kitorang (ada problem sikit). Masa aku ajak naik sekali, die tengah tengok tv. Die kate 'nanti, nanti'. Dahtu, sampai ke sudah tak naik. Ko angin tak macam tu. Aku bukan setakat angin malah taufan Sandy terus! Rosak emosi aku pagi-pagi tau. Pastu bila jumpa balik dia, dia tengah ngeteh dgn abang dia aka the actual owner of our house. Boleh pulak abang dia kata 'Fi eh?'. Nampak sangat dia tak bagitau abang die pasal rumah kitorang ni. Aishhhhhhhh. Aku nak menghukum arab mesir secara general macam tak sampai hati pulak. Tapi memang macam ni la kebanyakannya. Geramnye la hai. Haaaaaaa nak pindah terus ar macam ni. Tapi malas ar nak pindah byk-byk kali. Penat kot. Dah la rumah sekarang ni fadhi. So memang of course banyak benda. Dgn peti ais nya, katilnya, geroboknya. Ahhhh. Tensi aku duduk sini. Memang tak nak lah bagi adik ke anak ke sedare ke belajar sini. No no no. Biarlah aku sorang je yg kene. Hahaha tetibe mcm kelakar kan cakap camni. Tapi hey, it's a fact man. Now I know kenapa abang aku ye ye tak bagi study kat Russia. Mesti sbb something like this jugak.
Oh talk about students overseas kan. Ingat best sangat ke. At least kalau kat Malaysia boleh mintak sedare sedari tolong. Siniii? Kawan ade lah. Tapi semua busy study ape semua, nak mintak tolong pun, segan malah terasa sangat tebal muka utk meminta-minta.
Tapi tu lah. Ini memang mengajar kita utk lebih berdikari. Solve the problems instead of run from it. Face the things, chin up and do what you can do. Kalau tak boleh jugak baru mintak tolong kan. But really. These things memang perlukan courage and kesabaran yg tinggi. Itulah makin dewasa, makin matang kan. Makin reti. Makin faham. Hehehehe aku rasa tetibe mcm matang kan. Hey even aku nampak macam happy sepanjang masa di dalam ini ada taufan Sandy kau tahu sebab adik tuan rumah itu. Haishhhh. Taknak la cakap pasal dia lagi. Emosi aku. Dia baik je sebenarnye. Tapi buat keje lembap. Oppssss. Sorryyyy (tapi best sangat dapat tulis dlm blog hahahaha). Tolong lah tolong berubah pakcikkkkkk! Pakcik is pakcik. Bukannye Ziyad yg kecik lagi tu. So far as I know, you don't have works. So ape lahhh susahnya utk call kan tukang paip tuuuuu. Hey aku ni tadi kate taknak cerita lagi, then what is this?!
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Mari bukak buku baru.
Disebabkan esok nak present, marilah sama-sama tadah tangan dan doakan kesejahteraann aku dan kawan-kawan dlm menghadapai presentation esok. Aminnnnnn. :D
Dah, puas hati dapat buat terapi jiwa kat sini. Maaf atas kekasaran bahasa jika ada. Kbye.
Wassalam. Good luck to myself! Do your best!
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Never Give Up on Life.
Assalamualaikum, May Allah bless you, dear readers.
It's been quite sometime, I've made a hiatus in blogging. Pardon me, but really I don't have much time lately, maybe because I was the one not managing it really well. :)
Time flies, it sure does. It is already winter here also it is only a week left before my second exam in this semester. And I can't say I've read the books fine, cause despite all the promises and resolutions I made and intended, only a few managed to be kept. So sad.
Anyway, let's not give up okay. Because there's still time, still there is time to improvise everything. Also, let's not give up just yet because there is this someone who has never given up on you throughout your life. Who is this noble guy, let's find it out!
Not long ago, I supposed I've came to think of something very sweet, very obvious yet not many of us realized and grateful enough for it. It goes like this:
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"Have you realized that, when you are reading this post, while I was typing this post, every muscles and neurons in our body, are synergizing and working together for the sake of us? For the sake of us to be able to read, to think. Have you ever thought how your body, every single tiny miny cells composed in your body, has never given up on you? They've been working for us all this while (for twenty consecutive years in my case, never once it switch itself off, or else I might have died long time ago).
Yet, have we ever think what kind of work, beneficial work we've done for ourrselves? For other people? For the religion? Anything in the cause of Allah? Alhamdulillah, if the answer is yes. But, if it's the other one, let's together make a change in ourselves. :)
'They' have done their part. Obediently. Very loyal. Then, what about us? Done anything good yet? Secondly, never give up on life, okay. Cause truth is life has never given up on us.
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Guess, I'll leave you with this, something for us to ponder upon okay? :)
Till we meet again later.
It's been quite sometime, I've made a hiatus in blogging. Pardon me, but really I don't have much time lately, maybe because I was the one not managing it really well. :)
Time flies, it sure does. It is already winter here also it is only a week left before my second exam in this semester. And I can't say I've read the books fine, cause despite all the promises and resolutions I made and intended, only a few managed to be kept. So sad.
Anyway, let's not give up okay. Because there's still time, still there is time to improvise everything. Also, let's not give up just yet because there is this someone who has never given up on you throughout your life. Who is this noble guy, let's find it out!
Not long ago, I supposed I've came to think of something very sweet, very obvious yet not many of us realized and grateful enough for it. It goes like this:
______________________________________________________________________________
"Have you realized that, when you are reading this post, while I was typing this post, every muscles and neurons in our body, are synergizing and working together for the sake of us? For the sake of us to be able to read, to think. Have you ever thought how your body, every single tiny miny cells composed in your body, has never given up on you? They've been working for us all this while (for twenty consecutive years in my case, never once it switch itself off, or else I might have died long time ago).
Yet, have we ever think what kind of work, beneficial work we've done for ourrselves? For other people? For the religion? Anything in the cause of Allah? Alhamdulillah, if the answer is yes. But, if it's the other one, let's together make a change in ourselves. :)
'They' have done their part. Obediently. Very loyal. Then, what about us? Done anything good yet? Secondly, never give up on life, okay. Cause truth is life has never given up on us.
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Guess, I'll leave you with this, something for us to ponder upon okay? :)
Till we meet again later.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
It's Now Repro Turn! (Super Long)
Salam 'alaik dear readers. :)
You might be asking yourself what Repro means by now, aren't you? Hehe, it's nothing but just a short for reproductive system, my happen to be current module.
So, today was the beginning of this module. We were told that we'll be having only 2 hours of lectures without introduction. Was a bit puzzled though but happy at the same time cause yeah, saves my time hehe. But, later in the afternoon someone posted in fb that lectures got extended to 3 hours. Haihhhhh plus the introduction. Ohhhh nevermind, it's not that big a deal, right.
Off we went to the class then. At 2 o'clock in the evening. Though honestly, that grand and eager feeling to start new class already fades blown by the wind. Huhu. Plus, at that time of the day, the university staff have already counting seconds to get home.
Anyway, lectures started as it supposed to, starting with brief intro session by Dr Gehan from physio dept. God, she's so funny and cute too! Kept saying 'DO YOUR BEST' throughout the class. She added that this module is quite difficult and complex. Now, tell me which of our modules are easy. Nil. Furthermore, she also said female repro system makes 50% of the whole module. She said female repro is that complex but not the women themselves (talk about defending her gender, Dr Gehan ftw! haha) which sent the whole class laughing naughtily sheeshh and mammary gland (breast) making another 15% while male repro makes the rest 35%.
First real lecture began with Dr Sayed who teaches Anat, a very funny guy too. I am so grateful being blessed by awesome lecturers here, despite yeah everything bitter in this country. At the very least, I know there are still good people and hopes for them. We learned everything about pelvis today. And when I say everything it really mean all about pelvis. From the muscles and its actions to the fascia to the vessels to the nerves to the relations and everything. Oh, it was a tough lectures. just like musculo-skeletal system in first year. Nevertheless, everything hard can comes easy if you know how to tackle it right? So I say, I would go with Dr Gehan to start revising early and DO YOUR BEST! Hehe. Like seriously, don't take this module easily. I know I'm gonna like this module more since it is 50% about women yay! I have always want to become an O&G one day. InsyaAllah. If I find it interesting and worth enough I will. :)
Talking about third year, it seems that the busy-ness has started to call everyone. Hehe. Many of us got phone calls favoring our commitments and whatnot. I say, go for it as long as you can benefit others. As long as you can help, lend them a hand. Besides, who can assure you to be studying 24/7 when you're not helping? Even you yourself couldn't guarantee right. So I say, give them your hands. I myself try to be as helpful as I can. But, if you really couldn't make it, if you already have stuffs to settle in your hands, then be nice when turning them down. And bunch of sorry to whom I couldn't help. Maybe a next time?
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On the side notes, I hope you have heard of Gaza being attacked by Israel Laknatullah. Hmmmm it is very depressing to know that I couldn't do anything for them physically. All I can do is pray for them from afar and be with them in this jihad together. The aim of this jihad is one (for Allah of course) but the means are different. I'm taking part by doing the best I can in my study, which I hope will be beneficial to the mankind regardless of race and religion and solely for the sake of Him. So, may I ask what's yours? It can be anything from your talent of drawing, singing, and whatever. The thing is to always get the right intention; Lillahi ta'ala. InsyaAllah. May He accepts our deeds here and get counted for the hereafter.
I've been following some twitter conversations btw an Israeli and a Palestinian. Well, I can see that both are blaming each other. The first one said the latter wouldn't stop bombing their land and whatnot, but I say the impact inflicted to the Palestinian is much worse than in Israel. Also, I go with the Palestinian of course, since the trouble was started by the other one. Which rooted from ages ago thanks to that Balfour Declaration of British to grant the Jews a land. And why is that land has to be the Palestinians land may I ask? Of course, they've got this arranged btw them sometime before. Why don't give them some of your land in the other side of the world? You made that promise at the expense of others land which is just unreasonable and irresponsible.
In a nutshell, what I've said above is sourced from the internet. From wiki and twitter and yahoo answer. I know I could trust the source cause they have link to that ultimate source. Phew, what a complex rooting of information. T_T . I think I've typed a tad too far from what I always write, isn't it? Hm, everything is so mixed up in our current world. Corruption is everywhere but one thing for sure, for us, the Moslem, world isn't the purpose of our life. We aren't afraid to die in our God's cause because for us that is a holy sacred mission and accomplishment! All of us want that! Note to you that grotesque images you see in fb and whatnot are all the opposites when we see it in the hereafter. The blood bath will become a fragrant bed of flowers and enthrallment you have never imagine. And also, worldly life isn't the real life for us. World is just like a pit stop at the highway, in the journey to meet our Lord. InsyaAllah. :)
You might be asking yourself what Repro means by now, aren't you? Hehe, it's nothing but just a short for reproductive system, my happen to be current module.
So, today was the beginning of this module. We were told that we'll be having only 2 hours of lectures without introduction. Was a bit puzzled though but happy at the same time cause yeah, saves my time hehe. But, later in the afternoon someone posted in fb that lectures got extended to 3 hours. Haihhhhh plus the introduction. Ohhhh nevermind, it's not that big a deal, right.
Off we went to the class then. At 2 o'clock in the evening. Though honestly, that grand and eager feeling to start new class already fades blown by the wind. Huhu. Plus, at that time of the day, the university staff have already counting seconds to get home.
Anyway, lectures started as it supposed to, starting with brief intro session by Dr Gehan from physio dept. God, she's so funny and cute too! Kept saying 'DO YOUR BEST' throughout the class. She added that this module is quite difficult and complex. Now, tell me which of our modules are easy. Nil. Furthermore, she also said female repro system makes 50% of the whole module. She said female repro is that complex but not the women themselves (talk about defending her gender, Dr Gehan ftw! haha) which sent the whole class laughing naughtily sheeshh and mammary gland (breast) making another 15% while male repro makes the rest 35%.
First real lecture began with Dr Sayed who teaches Anat, a very funny guy too. I am so grateful being blessed by awesome lecturers here, despite yeah everything bitter in this country. At the very least, I know there are still good people and hopes for them. We learned everything about pelvis today. And when I say everything it really mean all about pelvis. From the muscles and its actions to the fascia to the vessels to the nerves to the relations and everything. Oh, it was a tough lectures. just like musculo-skeletal system in first year. Nevertheless, everything hard can comes easy if you know how to tackle it right? So I say, I would go with Dr Gehan to start revising early and DO YOUR BEST! Hehe. Like seriously, don't take this module easily. I know I'm gonna like this module more since it is 50% about women yay! I have always want to become an O&G one day. InsyaAllah. If I find it interesting and worth enough I will. :)
Talking about third year, it seems that the busy-ness has started to call everyone. Hehe. Many of us got phone calls favoring our commitments and whatnot. I say, go for it as long as you can benefit others. As long as you can help, lend them a hand. Besides, who can assure you to be studying 24/7 when you're not helping? Even you yourself couldn't guarantee right. So I say, give them your hands. I myself try to be as helpful as I can. But, if you really couldn't make it, if you already have stuffs to settle in your hands, then be nice when turning them down. And bunch of sorry to whom I couldn't help. Maybe a next time?
//
On the side notes, I hope you have heard of Gaza being attacked by Israel Laknatullah. Hmmmm it is very depressing to know that I couldn't do anything for them physically. All I can do is pray for them from afar and be with them in this jihad together. The aim of this jihad is one (for Allah of course) but the means are different. I'm taking part by doing the best I can in my study, which I hope will be beneficial to the mankind regardless of race and religion and solely for the sake of Him. So, may I ask what's yours? It can be anything from your talent of drawing, singing, and whatever. The thing is to always get the right intention; Lillahi ta'ala. InsyaAllah. May He accepts our deeds here and get counted for the hereafter.
I've been following some twitter conversations btw an Israeli and a Palestinian. Well, I can see that both are blaming each other. The first one said the latter wouldn't stop bombing their land and whatnot, but I say the impact inflicted to the Palestinian is much worse than in Israel. Also, I go with the Palestinian of course, since the trouble was started by the other one. Which rooted from ages ago thanks to that Balfour Declaration of British to grant the Jews a land. And why is that land has to be the Palestinians land may I ask? Of course, they've got this arranged btw them sometime before. Why don't give them some of your land in the other side of the world? You made that promise at the expense of others land which is just unreasonable and irresponsible.
In a nutshell, what I've said above is sourced from the internet. From wiki and twitter and yahoo answer. I know I could trust the source cause they have link to that ultimate source. Phew, what a complex rooting of information. T_T . I think I've typed a tad too far from what I always write, isn't it? Hm, everything is so mixed up in our current world. Corruption is everywhere but one thing for sure, for us, the Moslem, world isn't the purpose of our life. We aren't afraid to die in our God's cause because for us that is a holy sacred mission and accomplishment! All of us want that! Note to you that grotesque images you see in fb and whatnot are all the opposites when we see it in the hereafter. The blood bath will become a fragrant bed of flowers and enthrallment you have never imagine. And also, worldly life isn't the real life for us. World is just like a pit stop at the highway, in the journey to meet our Lord. InsyaAllah. :)
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Raya Haji 1433
Assalamualaikum. Sobah el-khair. Good morning!
Huhu pepagi lagi dah mengarang cerita utk blog ni kan. Well... :)
Apa macam raya entuu sekalian? Nice one? Macam-macam jadi raya haji kali ni. Tapi semua best la Alhamdulillah..
First day, cam biasa kita solat raya kat MARA. Tapi slacked okey. Kenapa? Punyalah aku rushing bagai nak rak sekali sampai sutuh tengok dah tahiyat akhir dah. Sedih kemainnnn. Aku pun turun tingkat 8 sembahyang berjemaah dgn Mekli. :) Ok la kan dari tak dapat solat langsung. Pastu dengar khutbah, camwhoring sikit (eh sikit ke haha) then makan nasi impit dgn gulai ayam. Breakfast aku la tu kiranya. Hm marvellous y'all. Haha.
Balik rumah, siap-siap pergi open house rumah Kak Kinah pulak. Habis after Zuhur then balik rumah. Rumah aku pun jemput jugak certain close friends. Tak dapek la nak jemput satu batch. Periuk rumah aku 24 inci je haha. Lepas tu gi amek gambar raya kat studio dgn Kak Teha and housemates (kemain) kat My Studio. Lepas habis pung pang pung pang balik rumah terus terlelap. Penattttttttttt. Malam tu pulak masa aku ketiduran, Sha accident dlm shower. Siannnnn sangat. Tu la die terlampau gagah sampai terpatah kepala paip haha. Habis kena jahit kat wrist die, ade lah dlm 3 cm camtu. Yg kelakarnya, haritu ada orang arab tanya die ni nak bunuh diri ke sebab wrist die berbalut kan. Oh tuhanku lawak HAHAHA. Tah pape kan. Tapi logic jugak. Tapi bila imagine itu Sha kot, adui pecah perut gelak. Haha.
The day after tomorrow pulak, pergi Cairo. Ada daurah pasal I'dad Murobbi/ Persediaan Seorang Murobbi. Ngeeeee cuak kebebeyh tapi takpe. We have sacred mission hacewahhhh. Nice la daurah tu. Memang banyak menjawab persoalan persoalan yg dah lama berlegar dlm benak aku. Ustaz penceramah pun best. Penerangan dia mantap! And the bi'ah masa kat situ memang priceless. Seriously awesome. I wonder when we'll be able to constantly live in that environment. InsyaAllah, one fine day.
Nadhirah and I slept over kat rumah kawan Nadhirah. Besar sangat tau rumah tu. 4 bilik utk 1600 LE. And each room boleh muat 2 queen beds okay bayangkan sekarang luas dia acamne. Aku kecemburuan. Haha. Tapi bersyukur ok dgn rumah kat Alex ni. Not bad jugak sebenarnye. :) Oh on the way nak pergi rumah kawan Nadhirah tu, pakcik yg bawak autobus tu seriously like seriously annoying tahap babun. Bukan pakcik sebenanrnye, die muda sikit dlm 20's macam tu. Tapi emosi die amboiiii kalah atuk usia 60 tahun. Sabar aje lah. Kitorang dah la exhausted tahap moksya time tu dengan mabuk gedebang gedebung atas bus tu sekali dapat pakcik tu pulak kan. Memang la memang mengundang kemarahan ahkak!.
Esoknya ke haritu ek, aku lupa siapa yg cakap, tapi nasihat dia camni la lebih kuraang
'Kalau nak tengok diri awak ni camne, masa awak tengah sakit, penat, lapar atau bentuk-bentuk stress yang lain, cuba tengok reaksi awak pada orang-orang sekeliling. Tak kisahla yang annoying atau tak. Tapi that's your true self''. Dush dush right to the heart.
Mungkin ada excuse la sikit kan. Sebab hey mana boleh expect orang tengah migraine nak buat-buat tak sakit pulak. Tapi kalau dia memang jenis penyabar, takdelah dia lempang orang-orang yg bising kat sebelah dia. Ha begitu. Paling-paling pun dia duduk at a corner diam-diam, sambil urut kepala dgn minyak kapak. Sambil rasa nak lempang orang yang bising. Dalam hati jelah. Tak buat pun. Haha. (Ehem ehem).
Oleh itu, marilah kita bersama-sama kawal diri kita dlm stressful condition. InsyaAllah kuantiti cortisol anda mencukupi utk menangani stress tersebut. :) And the key point is always to be patient like Rasulullah S.A.W. InsyaAllahhhh.
Ok dah, nak gi kelas. Bye.
Huhu pepagi lagi dah mengarang cerita utk blog ni kan. Well... :)
Apa macam raya entuu sekalian? Nice one? Macam-macam jadi raya haji kali ni. Tapi semua best la Alhamdulillah..
First day, cam biasa kita solat raya kat MARA. Tapi slacked okey. Kenapa? Punyalah aku rushing bagai nak rak sekali sampai sutuh tengok dah tahiyat akhir dah. Sedih kemainnnn. Aku pun turun tingkat 8 sembahyang berjemaah dgn Mekli. :) Ok la kan dari tak dapat solat langsung. Pastu dengar khutbah, camwhoring sikit (eh sikit ke haha) then makan nasi impit dgn gulai ayam. Breakfast aku la tu kiranya. Hm marvellous y'all. Haha.
Balik rumah, siap-siap pergi open house rumah Kak Kinah pulak. Habis after Zuhur then balik rumah. Rumah aku pun jemput jugak certain close friends. Tak dapek la nak jemput satu batch. Periuk rumah aku 24 inci je haha. Lepas tu gi amek gambar raya kat studio dgn Kak Teha and housemates (kemain) kat My Studio. Lepas habis pung pang pung pang balik rumah terus terlelap. Penattttttttttt. Malam tu pulak masa aku ketiduran, Sha accident dlm shower. Siannnnn sangat. Tu la die terlampau gagah sampai terpatah kepala paip haha. Habis kena jahit kat wrist die, ade lah dlm 3 cm camtu. Yg kelakarnya, haritu ada orang arab tanya die ni nak bunuh diri ke sebab wrist die berbalut kan. Oh tuhanku lawak HAHAHA. Tah pape kan. Tapi logic jugak. Tapi bila imagine itu Sha kot, adui pecah perut gelak. Haha.
The day after tomorrow pulak, pergi Cairo. Ada daurah pasal I'dad Murobbi/ Persediaan Seorang Murobbi. Ngeeeee cuak kebebeyh tapi takpe. We have sacred mission hacewahhhh. Nice la daurah tu. Memang banyak menjawab persoalan persoalan yg dah lama berlegar dlm benak aku. Ustaz penceramah pun best. Penerangan dia mantap! And the bi'ah masa kat situ memang priceless. Seriously awesome. I wonder when we'll be able to constantly live in that environment. InsyaAllah, one fine day.
Nadhirah and I slept over kat rumah kawan Nadhirah. Besar sangat tau rumah tu. 4 bilik utk 1600 LE. And each room boleh muat 2 queen beds okay bayangkan sekarang luas dia acamne. Aku kecemburuan. Haha. Tapi bersyukur ok dgn rumah kat Alex ni. Not bad jugak sebenarnye. :) Oh on the way nak pergi rumah kawan Nadhirah tu, pakcik yg bawak autobus tu seriously like seriously annoying tahap babun. Bukan pakcik sebenanrnye, die muda sikit dlm 20's macam tu. Tapi emosi die amboiiii kalah atuk usia 60 tahun. Sabar aje lah. Kitorang dah la exhausted tahap moksya time tu dengan mabuk gedebang gedebung atas bus tu sekali dapat pakcik tu pulak kan. Memang la memang mengundang kemarahan ahkak!.
Esoknya ke haritu ek, aku lupa siapa yg cakap, tapi nasihat dia camni la lebih kuraang
'Kalau nak tengok diri awak ni camne, masa awak tengah sakit, penat, lapar atau bentuk-bentuk stress yang lain, cuba tengok reaksi awak pada orang-orang sekeliling. Tak kisahla yang annoying atau tak. Tapi that's your true self''. Dush dush right to the heart.
Mungkin ada excuse la sikit kan. Sebab hey mana boleh expect orang tengah migraine nak buat-buat tak sakit pulak. Tapi kalau dia memang jenis penyabar, takdelah dia lempang orang-orang yg bising kat sebelah dia. Ha begitu. Paling-paling pun dia duduk at a corner diam-diam, sambil urut kepala dgn minyak kapak. Sambil rasa nak lempang orang yang bising. Dalam hati jelah. Tak buat pun. Haha. (Ehem ehem).
Oleh itu, marilah kita bersama-sama kawal diri kita dlm stressful condition. InsyaAllah kuantiti cortisol anda mencukupi utk menangani stress tersebut. :) And the key point is always to be patient like Rasulullah S.A.W. InsyaAllahhhh.
Ok dah, nak gi kelas. Bye.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
A Wrap Up for the early weeks of third year.
Assalamualaikum.
Huhu, kat Egypt ni semangat betul diorang nak raya haji tau. Meriah macam kita nak raya puasa. Comel je. Neway, esok engkorang semua puasa okeh jangan tak puasa. Besar ganjaran dia. Meh, kite copy paste sikit.
''Berdasarkan hadis daripada Abu Qatadah ra berkata : telah ditanya Rasulullah saw mengenai puasa di hari Arafah, lalu baginda Rasulullah saw menjawab dengan sabdanya “diampunkan dosa tahun yang lalu dan diampunkan dosa tahun yang hadapan (selepas)” Sahih Muslim.''
Haaaa, gitu. Diampunkan dosa tahun lepas dan tahun akan datang, insyaAllah. Tapi kena la puasa elok-elok. Means puasa hati sekali, mulut, mata, telinga dan tingkatkan amalan sunat yang lain. Awww aku terasa di situ, insyaAllah, kita buat yg terbaik ok! :)
//
Anyway, semalam the Arabs have been very nice to me. This, I know, was very contradicted to what I just posted days ago about how I've been annoyed to the max by them. Huhu. Macam ni, masa nak turun tangga kat faculty hari tu, kain baju kurung aku tersangkut kat besi-besi kerawang kat tangga tu. Then, ada sorang adik or kakak arab ni tolong tarikkan. Aaaaa so sweeet. Pastu pastu, on the same day lepas balik kelas tu aku gi beli air tau, 6 botol okay angkat sendiri. Gagah perkasa gitu. Bila dah sampai rumah, ada sorang adik perempuan ni tolong bukakkan pintu lif utk kita, siap tekankan nombor floor lagi. Awwww yes, sometimes, some of them can be very nice. (Some of them, bukan all of them HAHA)
On the other hand, I've caught some infections in both my nose and eyes. I mean not in that severe way. Just the mild one. Got rhinorrhea plus a stye as a bonus. Lama tak dapat sakit-sakit ringan macam ni. Not that I pray I want them always, just that, it helps me to always be sure to remember Him more. So sweet. :) Though felt a bit uncomfortable during classes, what with the collection of mucous in the nostril and also stinging feeling in my eye. Couldn't give 100 percent concentration on the lectures because of them. Hey suka bagi excuse kau ni. Huhu. And Alhamdulillah, they are getting better now.
//
And also, regarding my sharing progress. Now, we've started to meet the juniors who are so sweet in their own ways. I don't have any sisters so you know it's always kind of fascinating to have one. Or more. May everything goes well, amiiin. I'm not that good to be their sister cause I know I'm lacking in shoo many things here and there but I'll try my best to help them and be there for anything. Huhu.
But but the upmost important thing to tell here and spread to the world is that, we gonna have like a WEEK of holiday for raya haji starting from tomorrow!! Ngahahahha I'm one happy giant now. Wohoooo. Okay a tad too excited just now but hehe I am, so, excuse me. Hey tell me who don't anticipate the holiday! They are freaking liars, right! LOL. I wanna study and catch up the whole new things we learned about Endocrine System. Make some notes and buy some new books too, I guess. So, I need money. *wink wink*
Alrite, that's all for tonight. Haish I always become hyper like this whenever tomorrow is holiday, aren't I? Huhu, whatever. So good night!
Assalamualaikum. Has a blessed day tomorrow. Puasa esok jangan lupa! Masak buka sedap-sedap tau! XD
Huhu, kat Egypt ni semangat betul diorang nak raya haji tau. Meriah macam kita nak raya puasa. Comel je. Neway, esok engkorang semua puasa okeh jangan tak puasa. Besar ganjaran dia. Meh, kite copy paste sikit.
''Berdasarkan hadis daripada Abu Qatadah ra berkata : telah ditanya Rasulullah saw mengenai puasa di hari Arafah, lalu baginda Rasulullah saw menjawab dengan sabdanya “diampunkan dosa tahun yang lalu dan diampunkan dosa tahun yang hadapan (selepas)” Sahih Muslim.''
Haaaa, gitu. Diampunkan dosa tahun lepas dan tahun akan datang, insyaAllah. Tapi kena la puasa elok-elok. Means puasa hati sekali, mulut, mata, telinga dan tingkatkan amalan sunat yang lain. Awww aku terasa di situ, insyaAllah, kita buat yg terbaik ok! :)
//
Anyway, semalam the Arabs have been very nice to me. This, I know, was very contradicted to what I just posted days ago about how I've been annoyed to the max by them. Huhu. Macam ni, masa nak turun tangga kat faculty hari tu, kain baju kurung aku tersangkut kat besi-besi kerawang kat tangga tu. Then, ada sorang adik or kakak arab ni tolong tarikkan. Aaaaa so sweeet. Pastu pastu, on the same day lepas balik kelas tu aku gi beli air tau, 6 botol okay angkat sendiri. Gagah perkasa gitu. Bila dah sampai rumah, ada sorang adik perempuan ni tolong bukakkan pintu lif utk kita, siap tekankan nombor floor lagi. Awwww yes, sometimes, some of them can be very nice. (Some of them, bukan all of them HAHA)
On the other hand, I've caught some infections in both my nose and eyes. I mean not in that severe way. Just the mild one. Got rhinorrhea plus a stye as a bonus. Lama tak dapat sakit-sakit ringan macam ni. Not that I pray I want them always, just that, it helps me to always be sure to remember Him more. So sweet. :) Though felt a bit uncomfortable during classes, what with the collection of mucous in the nostril and also stinging feeling in my eye. Couldn't give 100 percent concentration on the lectures because of them. Hey suka bagi excuse kau ni. Huhu. And Alhamdulillah, they are getting better now.
//
And also, regarding my sharing progress. Now, we've started to meet the juniors who are so sweet in their own ways. I don't have any sisters so you know it's always kind of fascinating to have one. Or more. May everything goes well, amiiin. I'm not that good to be their sister cause I know I'm lacking in shoo many things here and there but I'll try my best to help them and be there for anything. Huhu.
But but the upmost important thing to tell here and spread to the world is that, we gonna have like a WEEK of holiday for raya haji starting from tomorrow!! Ngahahahha I'm one happy giant now. Wohoooo. Okay a tad too excited just now but hehe I am, so, excuse me. Hey tell me who don't anticipate the holiday! They are freaking liars, right! LOL. I wanna study and catch up the whole new things we learned about Endocrine System. Make some notes and buy some new books too, I guess. So, I need money. *wink wink*
Alrite, that's all for tonight. Haish I always become hyper like this whenever tomorrow is holiday, aren't I? Huhu, whatever. So good night!
Assalamualaikum. Has a blessed day tomorrow. Puasa esok jangan lupa! Masak buka sedap-sedap tau! XD
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Khamis Hari yang Bahagiaaaa....
Assalamualaikum..... la la la la la ~~
Hatiku riang sekali hari ini haha. Sebab esok cuti! Yezza! Alas, earlier today wasn't a good start, nevertheless we faced it steady and cool, bro.
Nak dijadikan citer, pagi tadi takde air! Oh mannn how can you be liddis, water? I got class you know. So I went to my friend's house to siap-siap whatever then off we go to the class. I wore tudung sarung okeh hari ini dipadankan dgn jubah. Easy. And fast. Atau nama lain dia, fashion kecemasan haha. XD
Anyway, cuti tahun ni dah dimansuhkan kepada sehari saje unlike last sem, third year students dapat cuti 2 hari. Aku redha hajela memburuhkan otak aku ni. Bagus jugak kena paksa study lama-lama ni kan, berfikir tentang manusia, kurang sikit risiko nak dapat Alzheimer (nyanyuk), iye dok. InsyaAllah. Nak diikutkan study medic kat Malaysia sangat tough tahu tak, dengan cutinya yang pendek tu. Cuti diorang paling lama 3 minggu je (sumber: dua pupu) hei dah lama aku selim kalau study kat local uni weih. But it's good tough to be slimmer XD
So, dah tamatlah minggu pertama kelas kat sini. Kelas semua 2 jam je hari-hari utk minggu pertama ni. Okaylah. Penat jugak sebab dah lama cuti kan. Ni kasi panas enjin dulu ar kiranya.
Oh, pasal rumah pulak, semua dah settle. Pasal bil haritu, aku mintak nak tengok resit bayaran tu then dia bagi lah. Okay. But one thing la, diorang ni memang tak organized betul. Resit semua bergumpal aje dlm laci. Patutnya kalau dah tahu ada penyewa, simpanlah bahan bukti tu elok-elok, in case penyewa nak tengok kan, ini dengan tertumpah air kopi ke hape ntah atas resit tu aku nak pegang pun guna hujung hujung kuku je. T_T
Wasn't that satisfied by the receipt though tapi nak argue lelebih aku sedar diri la vocab masih hijau lagi. Kalau nak argue kena ada ilmu, ye tak. Barulah argue dengan maruah. Kalau tak orang tu pun malas nak layan nanti sebab cakap macam errr bayi?
Tapi aku sempat bagi sedas kat dia. I said right into his eyes that 'I trust you!' Hahaha konon menakutkan sangat ah pandangan kau mata dah la sepet wei haha. Then dia reply 'No no no, we fear Allah and Allah sees us, something like that la, so aku pun okay fine. Lepas ni kitorang kena bayar bil sendiri. Phew lega aku. Tak best jugak asyik nak gaduh jumpa ngan Arab ni. Baik kita develop ikatan persaudaraan ngan diorang. Sempat lagi adik tuan rumah aku ni 'Do your friends bring any teas from Malizia? I want Malizia tea.' Yang lagi sorang tu 'Fen hadeyya min Malizia?' (mana hadiah dari Malaysia?) Amboi pakcik. Hahaha. I guess I'll fried some fish chips for them. :)
Pastu haritu mama depan rumah ni marah pulak kite letak sampah kat luar. Sebenarnye takpe je letak kat luar because we paid the caretaker to bring the rubbish down, but itu lah die. Itu lah. Mama depan rumah tu doesn't like rubbish in front of her house. Dia kata 'I become very nervous when I see rubbish'. Ewah. Esoknya, aku selamba je tekan doorbell dia. I dunno where on earth did the courage come from but aku nak pergi minta maaf kat dia face to face, formally. It turned out, she was overwhelmed kot sebab aku mintak maaf sungguh-sungguh, dia pun mintak maaf jugak sebab marah semalam. Comel..... Haha. Itulah datangnya ayat I become nervous tu semua. Haha.
See, everything happens for reasons. Turn the problem into chances, okay. Kemain lah aku ni chances lah bagai, tapi itulah dia, itulah. Hihi. Untuk pengajaran dan ingatan aku di masa akan datang jugak.
For one who knows and understands, it becomes easy for them to forgive and forget. Because nothing stay permanent but perish in the world. And nothing keeps you company in hereafter but yourself. InsyaAllah. Keep praying so we'll be able to do what we shall do when the time we are put under the test comes.
Wassalam. :)
Hatiku riang sekali hari ini haha. Sebab esok cuti! Yezza! Alas, earlier today wasn't a good start, nevertheless we faced it steady and cool, bro.
Nak dijadikan citer, pagi tadi takde air! Oh mannn how can you be liddis, water? I got class you know. So I went to my friend's house to siap-siap whatever then off we go to the class. I wore tudung sarung okeh hari ini dipadankan dgn jubah. Easy. And fast. Atau nama lain dia, fashion kecemasan haha. XD
Anyway, cuti tahun ni dah dimansuhkan kepada sehari saje unlike last sem, third year students dapat cuti 2 hari. Aku redha hajela memburuhkan otak aku ni. Bagus jugak kena paksa study lama-lama ni kan, berfikir tentang manusia, kurang sikit risiko nak dapat Alzheimer (nyanyuk), iye dok. InsyaAllah. Nak diikutkan study medic kat Malaysia sangat tough tahu tak, dengan cutinya yang pendek tu. Cuti diorang paling lama 3 minggu je (sumber: dua pupu) hei dah lama aku selim kalau study kat local uni weih. But it's good tough to be slimmer XD
So, dah tamatlah minggu pertama kelas kat sini. Kelas semua 2 jam je hari-hari utk minggu pertama ni. Okaylah. Penat jugak sebab dah lama cuti kan. Ni kasi panas enjin dulu ar kiranya.
Oh, pasal rumah pulak, semua dah settle. Pasal bil haritu, aku mintak nak tengok resit bayaran tu then dia bagi lah. Okay. But one thing la, diorang ni memang tak organized betul. Resit semua bergumpal aje dlm laci. Patutnya kalau dah tahu ada penyewa, simpanlah bahan bukti tu elok-elok, in case penyewa nak tengok kan, ini dengan tertumpah air kopi ke hape ntah atas resit tu aku nak pegang pun guna hujung hujung kuku je. T_T
Wasn't that satisfied by the receipt though tapi nak argue lelebih aku sedar diri la vocab masih hijau lagi. Kalau nak argue kena ada ilmu, ye tak. Barulah argue dengan maruah. Kalau tak orang tu pun malas nak layan nanti sebab cakap macam errr bayi?
Tapi aku sempat bagi sedas kat dia. I said right into his eyes that 'I trust you!' Hahaha konon menakutkan sangat ah pandangan kau mata dah la sepet wei haha. Then dia reply 'No no no, we fear Allah and Allah sees us, something like that la, so aku pun okay fine. Lepas ni kitorang kena bayar bil sendiri. Phew lega aku. Tak best jugak asyik nak gaduh jumpa ngan Arab ni. Baik kita develop ikatan persaudaraan ngan diorang. Sempat lagi adik tuan rumah aku ni 'Do your friends bring any teas from Malizia? I want Malizia tea.' Yang lagi sorang tu 'Fen hadeyya min Malizia?' (mana hadiah dari Malaysia?) Amboi pakcik. Hahaha. I guess I'll fried some fish chips for them. :)
Pastu haritu mama depan rumah ni marah pulak kite letak sampah kat luar. Sebenarnye takpe je letak kat luar because we paid the caretaker to bring the rubbish down, but itu lah die. Itu lah. Mama depan rumah tu doesn't like rubbish in front of her house. Dia kata 'I become very nervous when I see rubbish'. Ewah. Esoknya, aku selamba je tekan doorbell dia. I dunno where on earth did the courage come from but aku nak pergi minta maaf kat dia face to face, formally. It turned out, she was overwhelmed kot sebab aku mintak maaf sungguh-sungguh, dia pun mintak maaf jugak sebab marah semalam. Comel..... Haha. Itulah datangnya ayat I become nervous tu semua. Haha.
See, everything happens for reasons. Turn the problem into chances, okay. Kemain lah aku ni chances lah bagai, tapi itulah dia, itulah. Hihi. Untuk pengajaran dan ingatan aku di masa akan datang jugak.
“Sesungguhnya orang-orang mukmin itu adalah saudara-mara. Oleh itu damaikanlah di antara saudara-mara kamu dan bertaqwalah kepada ALLAH agar kamu dikurniakan rahmat”
(al-Hujurat:10)
For one who knows and understands, it becomes easy for them to forgive and forget. Because nothing stay permanent but perish in the world. And nothing keeps you company in hereafter but yourself. InsyaAllah. Keep praying so we'll be able to do what we shall do when the time we are put under the test comes.
Wassalam. :)
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Dilemma bibik
Assalamualaikum.
I'm gonna write about pembantu rumah/ amah/ bibik/ maid etc. Aku adelah seorang budak yg hidup dengan bibik sejak usiaku masih hijau. Makan, minum, pakaian aku semua diuruskan oleh bibik. Beli bapak la yang belikan. Tapi masak, gosok, basuhkan semuanya bibik yang buat.
Kerja rumah pun tak pernah buat. Tapak tangan memang lembut selembut baldu lah orang kata kan (haha takdela). Sangat senang hidup. Sebab tu gemuk. Tak pernah exercise sapu sampah, sidai baju, gosok baju dan seumpamanya sedari kecil. Hehehehe. XD
Aku tahu je nak basuh baju macam mana. Nak lipat baju, sapu sampah semua tu macam mana. Sebab aku kan duduk asrama. Aku takde lah selekeh tak reti uruskan diri masa kat asrama. Tapi bila kat rumah, ada orang yg buatkan semua tu. So, aku pikir buat apa nak buat jugak? Baik aku gi tengok TV, buat kerja kursus, main friendster (masa ni blog n fb belum wujud), main message2 ngn budak laki-tapi-kat-sekolah-tak-bercakap-langsung-langsung (ni memang lagha yg sangat dikesalkan dan memalukan HAHAHAH ala tapi korang pun pernah buatkan, bile dah besar ni pikir balik memang tah hape hape je lah ek, eh panjang pulak monolog die).
17 tahun dengan bibik, adik bongsu aku dah masuk asrama, bibik pun resign. Lagipun die memang tengah sakit mase tu, die nak berubat kat kampung. Maka tinggallah aku (masa ni lepas SPM) terkontang-kanting buat kerja rumah sorang-sorang. Takla, berdua la sebenarnye campur mak sekali kan. Huhu. Serious wei, mase ni memang nak nangis sebab kena buat kerja rumah. Kena basuh baju, sidai baju, angkat baju, lipat baju, susun baju, masak baju, tanam baju, mop baju @#$&*()) oh tuhankuuuuuu punyelah aku amek masa sangat-sangat nak memuatkan diri aku dlm corak keadaan getir waktu tu. Ceh citer macam gi perang je padehal buat kerja rumah je pun. Haha.
Untuk menambah garam pada luka dihatiku, aku ni kangegirl anak perempuan tunggal. Dah semua benda aku kena buat, yang laki semua taknak tolong. Sebabnye 'ko kan pompuan, kena ar blaja basuh pinggan' kata 'mereka' (the boys) tanpa secebis empati. Cliche. Lakkkkk ai basuh pinggan je pun, takkan tak reti buat kot. Memang konflik jiwa raga dibuatnya. Tapi aku ingat masa ni aku tengah suka sangat memasak. Aku prefer memasak dari baking. So mase tunggu result tu, aku selalu masak hari-hari. Tu je la aku rajin buat. Tapi periuk, kuali lepas masak tu nak kena ulang 2, 3 kali dek mak aku, baru aku nak basuh. HAHAHAH.
Up till now, Alhamdulillah aku dah makin boleh terima kenyataan bahawa aku adalah perempuan. Woah ni statement mahal ni. Huhu. Aku jenis yg percaya setinggi manapun pendidikan a girl tu, die tetap kene reti buat kerja kat dapur. Sebab aku dapat contoh dari orang di sekeliling aku. Doctors who can operate eyes, also can do the same to meats, and cakes. Pembantu rumah hanya membantu je. Bantu jaga anak and kerja-kerja domestik yg lain. Masak kalau boleh memang la isteri ie mak yang kene buat. Utk mendapatkan 'kap-ba-ro-ka-tan' (keberkatan) orang kate kan.
Tapi kengkadang tu memang ar terpikir bagusnye kalau ada bibik. Tapi cepat-cepat betulkan niat balik kan. Orang nak tolong mak ni. Nak tolong abah. Aku takdelah perfect mane pun. Kengkadang baju baru basuh tu berjam-jam dlm mesin tunggu aku sidaikan. Tapi aku memang garang ngan adik-adik aku. Diorang letak baju bersepah-sepah kat ruang tamu ke kat mana kan, memang aku keluarkan ayat-ayat berpuaka cepat cepat. Biar berdesing sikit telinga dengar. 'Nak aku buangkan dlm tong sampah ke seluar ni haaaaa?...perangai.....lelaki......malas....busuk....' hahahhaha jahat kan membebel tapi best ar tengok diorang angkat balik baju tu, gi letak kat proper place. Kena ajar sikit kan. Dorang pun dlm fasa adaptasi jugak.
With time, semua pun dah pandai cooperate. Kalau Mur tu rajin tolong mesin rumput. Kalau Fadzli tu aku desak-desakkan sikit, tazkirahkan sikit pasal kerberkatan nak SPM, boleh la dia gi sidaikan baju. Yahooooo ni semua psikologi. HAHAHHA.
Akhir kalam, doakan aku sentiasa rajin nak berbakti kat mak abah aku ok. Kang tetibe tengah syok baca blog ke tengok movie 'Nurul.........., buatkan air teh o satu' Oh tuhannnnn, bergaduh ngan nafsu nak rentikan movie tu. HAHAHHAA. Tapi ni semua niat nak berbakti kepada orang tua, saham, saham, saham!. InsyaAllah.
Sekian sahaja, warkah spontan dari penulis. Selamat Hari Raya. Cerita raya update lain time okay. :)
Wassalam.
I'm gonna write about pembantu rumah/ amah/ bibik/ maid etc. Aku adelah seorang budak yg hidup dengan bibik sejak usiaku masih hijau. Makan, minum, pakaian aku semua diuruskan oleh bibik. Beli bapak la yang belikan. Tapi masak, gosok, basuhkan semuanya bibik yang buat.
Kerja rumah pun tak pernah buat. Tapak tangan memang lembut selembut baldu lah orang kata kan (haha takdela). Sangat senang hidup. Sebab tu gemuk. Tak pernah exercise sapu sampah, sidai baju, gosok baju dan seumpamanya sedari kecil. Hehehehe. XD
Aku tahu je nak basuh baju macam mana. Nak lipat baju, sapu sampah semua tu macam mana. Sebab aku kan duduk asrama. Aku takde lah selekeh tak reti uruskan diri masa kat asrama. Tapi bila kat rumah, ada orang yg buatkan semua tu. So, aku pikir buat apa nak buat jugak? Baik aku gi tengok TV, buat kerja kursus, main friendster (masa ni blog n fb belum wujud), main message2 ngn budak laki-tapi-kat-sekolah-tak-bercakap-langsung-langsung (ni memang lagha yg sangat dikesalkan dan memalukan HAHAHAH ala tapi korang pun pernah buatkan, bile dah besar ni pikir balik memang tah hape hape je lah ek, eh panjang pulak monolog die).
17 tahun dengan bibik, adik bongsu aku dah masuk asrama, bibik pun resign. Lagipun die memang tengah sakit mase tu, die nak berubat kat kampung. Maka tinggallah aku (masa ni lepas SPM) terkontang-kanting buat kerja rumah sorang-sorang. Takla, berdua la sebenarnye campur mak sekali kan. Huhu. Serious wei, mase ni memang nak nangis sebab kena buat kerja rumah. Kena basuh baju, sidai baju, angkat baju, lipat baju, susun baju, masak baju, tanam baju, mop baju @#$&*()) oh tuhankuuuuuu punyelah aku amek masa sangat-sangat nak memuatkan diri aku dlm corak keadaan getir waktu tu. Ceh citer macam gi perang je padehal buat kerja rumah je pun. Haha.
Untuk menambah garam pada luka dihatiku, aku ni kan
Up till now, Alhamdulillah aku dah makin boleh terima kenyataan bahawa aku adalah perempuan. Woah ni statement mahal ni. Huhu. Aku jenis yg percaya setinggi manapun pendidikan a girl tu, die tetap kene reti buat kerja kat dapur. Sebab aku dapat contoh dari orang di sekeliling aku. Doctors who can operate eyes, also can do the same to meats, and cakes. Pembantu rumah hanya membantu je. Bantu jaga anak and kerja-kerja domestik yg lain. Masak kalau boleh memang la isteri ie mak yang kene buat. Utk mendapatkan 'kap-ba-ro-ka-tan' (keberkatan) orang kate kan.
Tapi kengkadang tu memang ar terpikir bagusnye kalau ada bibik. Tapi cepat-cepat betulkan niat balik kan. Orang nak tolong mak ni. Nak tolong abah. Aku takdelah perfect mane pun. Kengkadang baju baru basuh tu berjam-jam dlm mesin tunggu aku sidaikan. Tapi aku memang garang ngan adik-adik aku. Diorang letak baju bersepah-sepah kat ruang tamu ke kat mana kan, memang aku keluarkan ayat-ayat berpuaka cepat cepat. Biar berdesing sikit telinga dengar. 'Nak aku buangkan dlm tong sampah ke seluar ni haaaaa?...perangai.....lelaki......malas....busuk....' hahahhaha jahat kan membebel tapi best ar tengok diorang angkat balik baju tu, gi letak kat proper place. Kena ajar sikit kan. Dorang pun dlm fasa adaptasi jugak.
With time, semua pun dah pandai cooperate. Kalau Mur tu rajin tolong mesin rumput. Kalau Fadzli tu aku desak-desakkan sikit, tazkirahkan sikit pasal kerberkatan nak SPM, boleh la dia gi sidaikan baju. Yahooooo ni semua psikologi. HAHAHHA.
Akhir kalam, doakan aku sentiasa rajin nak berbakti kat mak abah aku ok. Kang tetibe tengah syok baca blog ke tengok movie 'Nurul.........., buatkan air teh o satu' Oh tuhannnnn, bergaduh ngan nafsu nak rentikan movie tu. HAHAHHAA. Tapi ni semua niat nak berbakti kepada orang tua, saham, saham, saham!. InsyaAllah.
Sekian sahaja, warkah spontan dari penulis. Selamat Hari Raya. Cerita raya update lain time okay. :)
Wassalam.
Monday, July 30, 2012
Just my 'satu ringgit' on songs
Listening to songs, it could make you go all excited, anxious, emotional and whatnot. So there goes the goods and bads of songs.
Good is when you suddenly feel a vehement empowerment due to powerful encouragement contained in a song. Like the song 'Adakah Kau Lupa'. That song is dedicated to all Muslims around the globe actually to spark our awareness.
While bad comes by with the kind of Adele. Haha, wait I didn't say she's bad. She is very excellent indeed that her songs really turn on this switch of sadness and blues in my limbic system all of a sudden.
The music itself is enough to make you drift along going all dreamy and wishful and so on and so forth. Sometimes, the lyrics is far from being upsetting but the music still make you feel like crying. Now that's the irony of these songs we hear everyday.
Hey I wonder who is the first human to find pleasure in sound? How did they combine the art of voice and music in the first place? Who is the man that cherish our current developing music and entertainment industry? Who is the one responsible for every teens stucking in earphone in their ears now?
But hey hey wake up! Wake up!
Don't take those emotions seriously okay. It's just a song anyway. Unless it's a good emotion.
Anyhow.
Would be even better to hear the beautiful, natural sounds made in heaven by our Utmost Wise God, right.
Like the sounds of waterfall, continuous rhythm of waves, ripples of water, heavy downpour, the lightning, the night creatures, the birds chirping, the leaves slapping each other, the gushes of wind, the volcanoes explosion (?) and the list goes on and on.
I miss going to places like beach and waterfall. The serenity and peace God made for us. Cause deep inside us, we always yearn for harmony and tranquility. Hustle and bustle of life stress everyone's life, making us like mad zombies sometimes. At least to some people they do. To me, who is currently mentally and physically dormant, safe at home I am soooooo at a peace of mind state. HAHA.
Everyday, waking up to house chores and laptop I am. Hehe. Whatever it is, be happy. You own your heart. No one could make you feel anything, unless you allow them to. Cause your heart belongs to you, given by God.
Trivia:
Was hearing to Adele (Make You Feel My Love) just now and it perturbs my limbic system eventhough the lyrics isn't the slightest bitter which leads to this entry. The music does it job well, I think. I'm okay now.
Good is when you suddenly feel a vehement empowerment due to powerful encouragement contained in a song. Like the song 'Adakah Kau Lupa'. That song is dedicated to all Muslims around the globe actually to spark our awareness.
While bad comes by with the kind of Adele. Haha, wait I didn't say she's bad. She is very excellent indeed that her songs really turn on this switch of sadness and blues in my limbic system all of a sudden.
The music itself is enough to make you drift along going all dreamy and wishful and so on and so forth. Sometimes, the lyrics is far from being upsetting but the music still make you feel like crying. Now that's the irony of these songs we hear everyday.
Hey I wonder who is the first human to find pleasure in sound? How did they combine the art of voice and music in the first place? Who is the man that cherish our current developing music and entertainment industry? Who is the one responsible for every teens stucking in earphone in their ears now?
But hey hey wake up! Wake up!
Don't take those emotions seriously okay. It's just a song anyway. Unless it's a good emotion.
Anyhow.
Would be even better to hear the beautiful, natural sounds made in heaven by our Utmost Wise God, right.
Like the sounds of waterfall, continuous rhythm of waves, ripples of water, heavy downpour, the lightning, the night creatures, the birds chirping, the leaves slapping each other, the gushes of wind, the volcanoes explosion (?) and the list goes on and on.
I miss going to places like beach and waterfall. The serenity and peace God made for us. Cause deep inside us, we always yearn for harmony and tranquility. Hustle and bustle of life stress everyone's life, making us like mad zombies sometimes. At least to some people they do. To me, who is currently mentally and physically dormant, safe at home I am soooooo at a peace of mind state. HAHA.
Everyday, waking up to house chores and laptop I am. Hehe. Whatever it is, be happy. You own your heart. No one could make you feel anything, unless you allow them to. Cause your heart belongs to you, given by God.
Trivia:
Was hearing to Adele (Make You Feel My Love) just now and it perturbs my limbic system eventhough the lyrics isn't the slightest bitter which leads to this entry. The music does it job well, I think. I'm okay now.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Cairo Sum Up; 6-8 July 2012
Assalamualaikum.
Tehee. Ya know what? Saye dah habis exam! Okeh okeh dah seminggu habis exam sebenarnye, tapi baru harini nak bagitahu kat blog. Tak rock betul. Kehkehkeh.
Actually, aku sedikit busy lah lepas cuti ni. Bukan busy ape, busy busy gedik tu. Like for example, busy ke Cairo pergi Hussein beli souvenirs bawak balik Malaysia. Shopping je kerja. Shop till you drop. Aku tak drop, cume duit aku je yang drop berganda. Heheh takpe takpe, aku nak tolong dr Morsi menjeneret ekonomi negara die.
Cairo (6-8 July)
Me the gorgeous (haha), Farisha and Raihan went to Productive Muslim Seminar. Dia cerita pasal how to make your Ramadhan a productive one. Ya, begitu. Macam macam dia ajar on how to manage your sleep during Ramadhan, how to be energetic, what should be done during the month of Ramadhan, so on and so forth.
Sedikit 'buah tangan' dari seminar tu:
Tehee. Ya know what? Saye dah habis exam! Okeh okeh dah seminggu habis exam sebenarnye, tapi baru harini nak bagitahu kat blog. Tak rock betul. Kehkehkeh.
Actually, aku sedikit busy lah lepas cuti ni. Bukan busy ape, busy busy gedik tu. Like for example, busy ke Cairo pergi Hussein beli souvenirs bawak balik Malaysia. Shopping je kerja. Shop till you drop. Aku tak drop, cume duit aku je yang drop berganda. Heheh takpe takpe, aku nak tolong dr Morsi menjeneret ekonomi negara die.
Cairo (6-8 July)
Me the gorgeous (haha), Farisha and Raihan went to Productive Muslim Seminar. Dia cerita pasal how to make your Ramadhan a productive one. Ya, begitu. Macam macam dia ajar on how to manage your sleep during Ramadhan, how to be energetic, what should be done during the month of Ramadhan, so on and so forth.
Sedikit 'buah tangan' dari seminar tu:
- Sebelum masuk bulan Ramadhan, kena pasang niat siap-siap: what you wanna get and do for Ramadhan this year. Dia kata, kalau niat kita baik, kita automatik akan buat that thing dengan baik.
- Productive is focus X(times) energy, and generate good outcome from it. Kiranya you have to have both things to be productive!
- We have to be productive in 3 different ways: physical, spiritual and social.
- Physical productivity: this akan menjadikan kita lebih kuat masa bulan puasa, bukan lembik tak bermaya. Kena jadik kuat macam Rasulullah ngan sahabat pergi berperang masa bulan puasa!
- Spiritual productivity: Kena dekatkan diri dengan Allah sedekat-dekatnya. Ramadhan ni pesta ibadah kita. Semua amalan dilipat-gandakan pahalanya. Oran putih parti dapat apa? Eksiden and whatnot. Kita pesta ibadah dapat hadiah!
- Social productivity: If you are a son/daughter, be a good one for your parents and family. Be a good friend to your other friends. Socialize with your neighbours and relatives. And when I said socialize, I mean socialize with boundaries hokay!
- 7 daily spiritual habits to develop during Ramadhan:
- Solat sunat rawatib (sebelum Subuh, sebelum dan selepas Zuhur, sebelum Asar, selepas mahgrib, sebelum dan selepas Isyak)
- Zikir selepas solat
- Ma'thurat pagi dan petang
- Solat malam aka qiyamullail
- Solat Dhuha
- Maintan dalam wudhu' sentiasa
- Baca Quran minimum 30 minit setiap hari
Ha, ni boleh masuk mutaba'ah amal masing-masing.
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7-8 July
- Shopped in Asfour and Hussein. Asfour is a place that sells crystals and stuff made from crystals like bracelets, necklace, rings, brooch and whatnot. While Hussein is a bazaar selling many things from abaya (jubah) to whatever souvenirs you can imagine of. Everything is there.
- Shopped in City Stars. I went to the bookstores and went crazy inside it from the smell of the crisp papers of the novels. Grabbed 2 Jodi Picoult's and thought about making a booksale in Malaysia. Will figure that out. And yeah, I need to make a reading list in Malaysia. Got so much books stacked up on my desk right now while the medic books got back to their home as early as 3rd of July. HAHA. And I think I have some unread books in Malaysia too. Whoah fainting*.
- Make new friends and met the old friends from school. We ate nasi ayam goreng rangup and talked about each and everyone's progress. Most revolved around 'when are you coming home arr?' and 'how was your exam?' stuff.
- Got one hot breaking news. InsyaAllah on 15th September, a couple from our batch will be the very first among us to get married! Alhamdulillah and Congratulations to both of them; Sheila and Kamil. I knew all along they'll both end up together. I can feel it HAHHAHA.
Aku ni tadi cakap melayu tetibe terpesong jauh ke benua Eropah apehal? Ugh, whatever. Ok dah baibai!
Wsalam.
Monday, July 2, 2012
Happy Striving, Dears.
Assalamualaikum, dear earthlings! :)
Currently, I've finished Respiratory System and Cardiovascular System papers, and still have one paper left which is that of Epidemiology and Biostatistic.
Alhamdulillah, the previous two were a tad difficult on MCQ part but fortunately the essay was answerable. It was because our lecturers recycled those questions from previous years and I thank Him for allowing me to revise them a night before the exams with my roommate, Sha. Alhamdulillah, seriously if it wasn't because of Him who gives hint to read those, I don't think I'm gonna read them.
So, dear friends and myself, after this, we have to (obligatory) answer all past year and spot questions! I think it is a-must-do thing before exam cause it's like the most fundamental thing of exam. It's like the most important preparation you have to do. I guess I've emphasized this a lil bit too much but yes, that is how crucial I think it is about revising past year questions before you enter the exam hall.
It's simple. Just make it like quizzes, go through them by subjects of importance. And with your friends. I make a duet with Sha for that so that we didn't fall asleep in the midway. I read the questions and Sha checked them in the book and we memorized it together. Preferably this should be done a night before exam. Cause you know that time, the adrenaline already kicks in, you can feel the tightness in your chest, the OMG-exam-is-tomorrow-I have-to-remember-everything-fast feeling.
And the below comic is nothing but the truth that best described what we did a night before the exam.
Not bragging here, but from 19 essay questions of CVS, 13 came out from the spot questions and some came from past years'. And you don't have to ask me what kind of awesomeness I felt in the hall. Hehe Alhamdulillah. I hope I could compensate my maybe-disastrous MCQ with the essay. Huuuuu zisis sad.... T_T
//
Anyhow, let the bygone be the bygone. All we have to do now is to rest everything in His case because He plans for everything. Be optimistic on his plan for us, and yeah try to be the best 'hamba' for Him. Because, all we do today and did before came from His mercy to us. He let us try, let us read, let us write, let us answer the exam, let us memorize and many many else. Oh seriously, ''Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you both (jinns and men) deny?'' (Surah Ar-Rahman; verse 21)
Truly, this exam period should be the time when we open our heart and let it be touched by His love. You shall not close it after exam is over, but apply this throughout you whole life. InsyaAllah, you will feel a lot happier. Just strive hard and go for what you want. If you didn't get it, might be because that isn't meant for you but something's better is coming on your way, of which you have to strive harder to discover. Life is about striving hard guided by His blessing.
I hope, this would do good to me in future. I shall remember this (what I pen here) cause it's from my thought and I am responsible for it. It would be a shame on me if I didn't do what I preach, isn't it? :)
Wassalam.
Note 1: My big brother has just undergone a surgery to correct his cruciate ligament on his knee. Pray for his convalescence, will you?
Currently, I've finished Respiratory System and Cardiovascular System papers, and still have one paper left which is that of Epidemiology and Biostatistic.
Alhamdulillah, the previous two were a tad difficult on MCQ part but fortunately the essay was answerable. It was because our lecturers recycled those questions from previous years and I thank Him for allowing me to revise them a night before the exams with my roommate, Sha. Alhamdulillah, seriously if it wasn't because of Him who gives hint to read those, I don't think I'm gonna read them.
So, dear friends and myself, after this, we have to (obligatory) answer all past year and spot questions! I think it is a-must-do thing before exam cause it's like the most fundamental thing of exam. It's like the most important preparation you have to do. I guess I've emphasized this a lil bit too much but yes, that is how crucial I think it is about revising past year questions before you enter the exam hall.
It's simple. Just make it like quizzes, go through them by subjects of importance. And with your friends. I make a duet with Sha for that so that we didn't fall asleep in the midway. I read the questions and Sha checked them in the book and we memorized it together. Preferably this should be done a night before exam. Cause you know that time, the adrenaline already kicks in, you can feel the tightness in your chest, the OMG-exam-is-tomorrow-I have-to-remember-everything-fast feeling.
And the below comic is nothing but the truth that best described what we did a night before the exam.
HAHA.
Not bragging here, but from 19 essay questions of CVS, 13 came out from the spot questions and some came from past years'. And you don't have to ask me what kind of awesomeness I felt in the hall. Hehe Alhamdulillah. I hope I could compensate my maybe-disastrous MCQ with the essay. Huuuuu zisis sad.... T_T
//
Anyhow, let the bygone be the bygone. All we have to do now is to rest everything in His case because He plans for everything. Be optimistic on his plan for us, and yeah try to be the best 'hamba' for Him. Because, all we do today and did before came from His mercy to us. He let us try, let us read, let us write, let us answer the exam, let us memorize and many many else. Oh seriously, ''Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you both (jinns and men) deny?'' (Surah Ar-Rahman; verse 21)
Truly, this exam period should be the time when we open our heart and let it be touched by His love. You shall not close it after exam is over, but apply this throughout you whole life. InsyaAllah, you will feel a lot happier. Just strive hard and go for what you want. If you didn't get it, might be because that isn't meant for you but something's better is coming on your way, of which you have to strive harder to discover. Life is about striving hard guided by His blessing.
I hope, this would do good to me in future. I shall remember this (what I pen here) cause it's from my thought and I am responsible for it. It would be a shame on me if I didn't do what I preach, isn't it? :)
Wassalam.
Note 1: My big brother has just undergone a surgery to correct his cruciate ligament on his knee. Pray for his convalescence, will you?
Monday, June 25, 2012
The New Egypt
Hai, kita ketemu lagi. Entry bersiaran dua kali hari ini. Ya, saya sangat bersemangat! (muka merah-merah sbb terlalu semangat)
Kenapa?
Kerana....begini ceritanya.
Lebih kurang pukul 3 petang tadi waktu tempatan (Mesir), aku berada di dapur. Sedang berdiri di depan sinki sambil memegang sebilah pisau. Dan sebijik epal. Tengah-tengah syok potong epal, tetibe dengar suara orang bersorak kat luar. Tanjat boboi (nak jugak) nasib tak terlepas pisau dan epal ditangan boboi ahaks.
Masa tu tengah berdebo jugak la tunggu result election. Yelah, aku dah semangat-semangat Khamis lepas, sekali tunda pulak keputusan, tidakkah spoiler di situ?! (sambil menepuk meja). Eh serius la, serius! Ok, serius.
Pastu aku pun pergi depan, check twitter Ikhwanweb sumber inspirasiku informasiku tentang pilihanraya ni.
Hah, confirmed Dr. Morsi menang! Yes, Alhamdulillah! Terus bagitahu housemates semua kitorang pun berpesta di dalam rumah. Seriously seronok macam kami pulak yg pergi mengundi haritu kan. LOL.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.
Pastu dengar orang bakar-bakar mercun, kereta start main hon-hon, pastu diorang kibar-kibar bendera Mesir. Alhamdulillah. Kat facebook pun penuh gambar Egyptians buat sujud syukur tepi-tepi jalan. Bagus kan diorang ni. :) Saya hanya mampu tersenyum cewah!
Rijal (pemuda) Arab yg bersujud syukur after the announcement
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But I don't think this is going to be that smooth all along because......
Tadi ada MOTIQUE (solat hajat) kat asrama MARA. Beria aku datang kan dengan housemates. On the way ke asrama, pakcik teksi cakap dia tak happy Dr. Morsi menang. Huish makcik sedih dengar dia cakap macam tu tau. Bukan dia je. On the way balik ke rumah, pakcik teksi tu pun tak happy jugak. Whua apelah nasib. Baru nak berkongsi keriangan dgn orang Mesir sendiri tapi nampaknya tak semua orang gembira dgn Morsi's victory.
Sebab tu lah, I don't think it's gonna be easy. Tapi better lah dari the other side menang kan. Confirmed riot punye! Habisssss. Aku takut jugak, kalau peristiwa last year berulang, kena hantar balik Malaysia lagi sekali. Takut je kerajaan dah tak hantar balik ke Mesir. Huih, Alhamdulillah semua ok. :)
Tapi, mungkin kebetulan je tadi tu. Pakcik teksi orang lain seronok je. Oh aku tak tahu pulak ape respond baba (tuan rumah) aku ni on Morsi's winning. Belum sempat interview lagi. Cehh, nak interview! Tinggi cita-cita aku tu, vocab arab pun sekangkang kera HAHA.
Afterall, Alhamdulillah bibit-bibit kemenangan Islam dah mula menyinar, dengan izin-Nya. And you could choose either to be the player or just the supporter/audience. The feeling and satisfaction must be a lot different when you are the one who generate the outcome, kan. Anyhow, your doa is always an effort to be part of the players, insyaAllah. :)
Oklah, till the fingers meet the keyboard again.
Still has another 2 papers ahead. Then Malaysia! :)
Wassalam.
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