Ding dong bell

Assalamualaikum.

Hihi lamanya lamanya tak post kat sini. Tolonglah. Lamanya! Haha ok orang dah faham kot betapa lamanya tak post kat sini. Tetibe rasa segan silu pulak, rasa macam mentulis kat blog orang lain. Punyalah lama tak blogging kan.

Ok ok.

First of all, Alhamdulillah, dah 2 rounds berjaya diharungi dengan penuh tabah dan sabar. Ewah. Sekarang dalam round Community Medicine yang mana lebbbih lagi memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan. Sebab dia macam sejenis jugaklah dengan subjek Sejarah. Tapi mungkin Sejarah lagi best kot. :)

Ilmu tu semuanya penting, cuma biasalah kita ada minat yang lebih dekat certain subjek kan. Begitulah umpamanya diriku ini dan Community Medicine.

On a second note, I have deactivate all my social accounts except for fb. Cause well, admit it, fb has become a source of reliable info regarding classes, schedule change and whatnot nowadays. My insta and twitter was my past ok. Honestly, I've posted way too many unnecessary pics in my insta, with quite a number of followers and following, so it made me rethink of dosa, membazir masa and all. No no no, I didnt say you cant post your pic, but for me myself, saya ada sedikit malu lah. I think I have too many uninvited followers and I follow too many people and I have no guts to block or unfollow them. So, thats it. I'd just delete it. Habis cerita. Tutup buku.

Serious oo. Takut jugak sebenarnya ada social accounts ni. Cuba bayangkan one day when we are no longer here in this world, the accounts would still be there for people to stalk and see. Which means makin banyak saksi amal kita kat dunia ni. Eee takut kan. Takut tau. Ok tetiba rasa nak delete blog ni jugak. (Maybe akan buat blog baru. Entri lama dalam blog ni sangat memalukan tuan badan bila baca balik.) Harap adalah benda bermanfaat yang boleh dikongsi dari blog ni. Mungkin mentambah semangat dan motivasi kepada sesiapa yang sudi. Saya ni bukanlah siapa-siapa. Tapi Allah boleh campakkan motivasi dan hidayah tu melalui sesiapa je. So, mana tahu blog ni, melalui tulisan ini, ada yang terkena tempiasan-tempiasan hidayah dan motivasi? Eceh. Waduh, ni kena muhasabah balik untuk tulisan-tulisan akan datang ni. ;)

Anyway, feeling dia best tau lepas deactivate semua tu. Rasa macam lagi banyak masa. Betul, tak tipu.

Pastukan, bila dah besar-besar ni (21 tahun dah besar la tu) rasa macam dah lamanya aku hidup atas dunia ni. Tapi macam takda sumbangan pun kat dunia. Kat agama. Kat manusia lain. Kat mak n abah pun kadang-kadang malas nak tolong jemur baju semua. Ish ish ish. Diri kita ni sangat banyak ruang untuk diperbaiki kalau kita rajin muhasabah diri. Serious ooo. Waaaa potong bawang betul la ayat aku nih. Saje je. Ok ada lagi 2 tahun nak jadi doktor, then boleh kutip pahala lagi manyak manyak sebab medan amal dah semakin besar dan lapang. Sekarang pun dah ada cuma berani tak berani, semangat tak semangat je. Hihi. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah! :)

Eh, oklah. Will write again soon. On whatever my neurotransmitter would bring next time. Daaaaaa.
May Allah swt The Most Loving, grant you and me easiness and pleasant days ahead!
Assalamualaikum.

Of what actually happen before winter break

Salam 'alaik dear readers. :D

Guess where am I now? Hewhew ok tak comel langsung ketawa macam tu. Anyway, alhamdulillah, I am in Johor Bahru now, at the home sweeeeet home.

I is very the happy one you know. This year punye winter break, diberi kesempatan utk berjalan lebih sikit atas bumi ni, mentadabbur alam, for that Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah. I get to meet many new friends, seniors, juniors and family.

I was in Paris for 6 whole days and then I headed back home. Actually Paris wasn't in my plan pun awalnya. I dah beli tiket to Malaysia on 15th Feb then tiba-tiba university awalkan cuti. Nak awalkan tiket I have to pay like 2000 LE which was quite a sum weih. I macam kenapa sungguh berat ujian yg diberikan Ya Allah (over moi) hehehe. I decided to keluar from Egypt to anywhere I tak kisah asalkan not Egypt. Ended up, ticket to Paris paling murah and ada senior abang (female) kat sane. Aku seolah-olah nampak cahaya di hujung terowong gitu then ke sana lah daku membawa diri.

Dan sesungguhnya aku ni memang lah pelik dan perlukan kelas firm decision making. I dont even understand what was I thinking back then when I decided to go to Paris. Bila dah beli tiket to Paris tiba-tiba rasa menyesal sbb better if aku awalkan je tiket, dapat spend time with bros yg cuti CNY and pergi walimah sedara aku kat Kelantan (Kelantan okay, once in a blue moon je pergi). All this happened masa peri examination. Dahla balik dari Paris sampai Cairo pukul 2.50 pagi on 15th Feb. Balik Malaysia pun 15th Feb gak. Ah sudah takut pulak aku kalau tetibe flight delay kang, ade yg terlepas flight balik Malaysia pulak. Messy sungguh hidup aku waktu tu worrying over something that is yet to happen.

I was in a great stress tau waktu exam tu fikir ni fikir tu, sumpah la rase macam Datuk Seri pikir bussiness kat negara jiran apa aku merepek #%%^&**( hehehe. Jadi bila kita stress kita buat apa? Kakak naqibah kita kata pohonlah pertolongan drpd Yg Maha Pengatur itu.

Jadi........

Alhamdulillah.....

Semuanya turned out great. Malah sangat better dari expectations aku, hilang semua kerisauan dan penyesalan (ewah) seriously terharu sangat. Cantik je Allah aturkan semuanya untuk aku. Maka nikmat Tuhan yg mana lagi hendak aku dustakan? Guys, hands down, honestly, aku sungguh touching mu tahu dok?

Kak JR sangat baik. Seniors kat sana bawak kitorang jalan-jalan. Baik. Memang sangat baik. Banyak aku belajar drpd mereka. Bukanlah nak kata diorang buat kelas mengajar aku duhhh cuma, we could learn something from someone else's action kan. Gitu la.

Bila diorang baik sangat macam tu kan, aku pun rasa, aku nak jadik baik macam tu jugak kat orang lain. Sebab they made me happy by that. So I hope I could be the one making others happy too. Macam cycle of good deeds oh bukankah dunia akn menjadi sebuah tempat yg sgt best bila dipenuhi insan berfikiran sedemikian rupa?

Hei panjangnya aku tulis.

Ok lah, gambar will be updated soon in another entries. Those were such a memory seriously. Sangat best sampai tak tergambar best mcm mana lah Allah prepares utk hamba Dia kat syurga nanti. Huuuu just thinking about it gives me some goosebumps. Excited but no less fearful. Anyway, just strive hard in this life and be the best give the best we could in this life for endless bliss awaiting in hereafter. InsyaAllah.

p/s: Give, we shall be happy.
p/s: Worrying is like rocking a chair. It gives you something to do but never brings you anywhere. Thanks kak JR.
p/s: Want less, you'll feel rich. Nevertheless, dream high, you'll be stronger.

What happen on the 1st Jan of 2013

Salam 'alaik dear readers.

It's already 2013 right. Welcome to adulthood dear me and peers. Haha 21 is big a number, yes. By the way, I got a reminder yesterday while scrolling down the newsfeed in facebook. One of my friends wrote in her status: You are nothing but numbers, with every days passing, so does your numbers left.

Ouch, let's wonder how much numbers  left for us here in this world together.  T_T

Anyway, with the upcoming days ahead of us, that means there is still opportunity for us to be better to benefit and serve others right. So, let's do our best for ummah! :)

On another account, our class schedule isn't as packed as it was in previous modules. Something that shouldn't be taken for granted dear myself (Knock, Knock).

Something happy to wrap my 2012 was:

Finally, after a millenia waiting, at last, our toilet has been repaired. Sooooo much to our relief. And the best part was our house owner agreed to pay for us. 100 LE okay. Haha Alhamdulillah. After all this emotion turmoil going on days in days out. Finally, it's functional! It's like someone stranded on an island getting rescued. XD

And then, we just had our group potluck today. Only with the girls from my lecture group. It was indeed fun like seriously. We eat a lot, talk a lot, giggle a lot. Alhamdulillah on this blessing.

Speaking of blessing and relief, exam is peeking around the corner. Huhhh. Renal physiology is killing me wei. Like no joke. There are lots of longgggg definitions to be understood and memorized. God, help me. InsyaAllah.

I think this should be enought for new year entry. Till then, peeps. Wassalam.

That feeling after you finish your exam.

Salam 'alaik.

Phew, the exam just ended the day before yesterday. I am now sooooo peaceful at mind. Huhu but to tell you the truth, our questions were supersaiya-ly hard like no joke. And to add salts to the wound, our lecturer decided to put out the answers for those questions on our lectures which was held right after exam finished. Now, this is called what may I ask you? Was a tad mad anyway, but it get flown away fast, fortunately. Hehe.

So, yesterday, we'd done the TLK programme. I was one jovial mak nenek yesterday as all my sisters came to join. And from the looks at it, I think they do get what we wanted to tell them all along. InsyaAllah. Hehe only He could describe this feeling inside. Somehow, I find it astonishing how He could put that kind of love inside a human's heart. Y'know to be able to love others is actually a blessing. But to love someone whom you barely know that was another thing. Ohhh I know maybe this is what we call as sweet ukhuwah then. To feel others as our bros and sis as well. Right?

Anyway, may He bless our effort all this while. May we will always be guided on the righteous path, Amin. :)

The riot here got worse yesterday. Even some of us inside the hall, smelled that irritant gas. I think I smelled it too. Or was it some kind of mind trick? My nose did get a bit hurt suddenly though.  They even closed the hall entrance y'know. And the main road was blocked by the police yesterday. Heard arabs shouting outside. FYI, Egypt is currently under pressure again. They are collecting votes for the new constitution here. May the Haq wins here, Aminnnn. :)
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Despite all the things happening here, life still goes on.
And so, off we go to the next module. Urinary System it is.
Till then, Ma'a Salamah.

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Grrrrr of assignment and masalah rumah.

Assalamualaikum.

Hmmm lama aku tak mencurah emosi kat sini. Malam ni aku nak buat perangai. Hihihi.

Ok guys, onyomak, geset, go!!!!~

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Ya Allahhhhh. Aku sangat cuak la kuase doplohpat dah ni. Esok presentation.

Dikala budak-budak lain sedang asyik study utk upcoming exam, aku dan rakan-rakan se-assignment terbongkok-bongkok kat meja study sambil jemari keletak-keletuk menekan papan kekunci. (read: type written assignment). Tapi takpe. Orang kata berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. Ewah. Hihihihi.

Eh tapi seriously la, dah lama kot tak present depan lecturers. Nervous sangat rasa. Ya Allah tolong lah esok dapat doctor best lagi qurratu 'aini. Heheheh pun boleh kan. XD

Kali ni dapat subjek Microb pasal Viral Infection of Genital System. Aku, precisely dapat tang diagnosis, treatment and prevention & control measures of herpes simplex virus. Tutor kitorang best. Dr. Noha. :D Eventhough cam strict sikit kan, die baru habis PhD kot, tu pasal la mintak assignment kitorang scientific belake. Die suruh amek source dari journal. Masalahnye journal kat internet semuanya kedekut. Asyik kena subscribe je kan. Wiki jugak best dan senang paham. Kan kan kan. Tapi doc awal-awal kata jgn guna wiki. Haha. Kesiang..... Tapi takpe, kite jadikan wiki tu  tempat buat background reading and tempat utk get the idea, get the picture of thingss we gonna do. Ha gituuuu.

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On another account, aku kan eeee geram betul la dgn tuan rumah ni.....punye adik. Seriously la. Haishhhhh tak tau nak kata tang mana lagi dah. Kalau die faham bahasa melayu dah lame dah. Dah lame dah aku brainwash, clorox dan jemur kat Luxor. Haha motif kan cakap macam ni. Tapi eeeeeeeee. Die ni menipu! Cakap haritu nak tengok toilet rumah kitorang (ada problem sikit). Masa aku ajak naik sekali, die tengah tengok tv. Die kate 'nanti, nanti'. Dahtu, sampai ke sudah tak naik. Ko angin tak macam tu. Aku bukan setakat angin malah taufan Sandy terus! Rosak emosi aku pagi-pagi tau. Pastu bila jumpa balik dia, dia tengah ngeteh dgn abang dia aka the actual owner of our house. Boleh pulak abang dia kata 'Fi eh?'. Nampak sangat dia tak bagitau abang die pasal rumah kitorang ni. Aishhhhhhhh. Aku nak menghukum arab mesir secara general macam tak sampai hati pulak. Tapi memang macam ni la kebanyakannya. Geramnye la hai. Haaaaaaa nak pindah terus ar macam ni. Tapi malas ar nak pindah byk-byk kali. Penat kot. Dah la rumah sekarang ni fadhi. So memang of course banyak benda. Dgn peti ais nya, katilnya, geroboknya. Ahhhh. Tensi aku duduk sini. Memang tak nak lah bagi adik ke anak ke sedare ke belajar sini. No no no. Biarlah aku sorang je yg kene. Hahaha tetibe mcm kelakar kan cakap camni. Tapi hey, it's a fact man. Now I know kenapa abang aku ye ye tak bagi study kat Russia. Mesti sbb something like this jugak.

Oh talk about students overseas kan. Ingat best sangat ke. At least kalau kat Malaysia boleh mintak sedare sedari tolong. Siniii? Kawan ade lah. Tapi semua busy study ape semua, nak mintak tolong pun, segan malah terasa sangat tebal muka utk meminta-minta.

Tapi tu lah. Ini memang mengajar kita utk lebih berdikari. Solve the problems instead of run from it. Face the things, chin up and do what you can do. Kalau tak boleh jugak baru  mintak tolong kan. But really. These things memang perlukan courage and kesabaran yg tinggi. Itulah makin dewasa, makin matang kan. Makin reti. Makin faham. Hehehehe aku rasa tetibe mcm matang kan. Hey even aku nampak macam happy sepanjang masa di dalam ini ada taufan Sandy kau tahu sebab adik tuan rumah itu. Haishhhh. Taknak la cakap pasal dia lagi. Emosi aku. Dia baik je sebenarnye. Tapi buat keje lembap. Oppssss. Sorryyyy (tapi best sangat dapat tulis dlm blog hahahaha). Tolong lah tolong berubah pakcikkkkkk! Pakcik is pakcik. Bukannye Ziyad yg kecik lagi tu. So far as I know, you don't have works. So ape lahhh susahnya utk call kan tukang paip tuuuuu. Hey aku ni tadi kate taknak cerita lagi, then what is this?!

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Mari bukak buku baru.
Disebabkan esok nak present, marilah sama-sama tadah tangan dan doakan kesejahteraann aku dan kawan-kawan dlm menghadapai presentation esok. Aminnnnnn. :D

Dah, puas hati dapat buat terapi jiwa kat sini. Maaf atas kekasaran bahasa jika ada. Kbye.

Wassalam. Good luck to myself! Do your best!  

Never Give Up on Life.

Assalamualaikum, May Allah bless you, dear readers.

It's been quite sometime, I've made a hiatus in blogging. Pardon me, but really I don't have much time lately, maybe because I was the one not managing it really well. :)

Time flies, it sure does. It is already winter here also it is only a week left before my second exam in this semester. And I can't say I've read the books fine, cause despite all the promises and resolutions I made and intended, only a few managed to be kept. So sad.

Anyway, let's not give up okay. Because there's still time, still there is time to improvise everything. Also, let's not give up just yet because there is this someone who has never given up on you throughout your life. Who is this noble guy, let's find it out!

Not long ago, I supposed I've came to think of something very sweet, very obvious yet not many of us realized and grateful enough for it. It goes like this:

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"Have you realized that, when you are reading this post, while I was typing this post, every muscles and neurons in our body, are synergizing and working together for the sake of us? For the sake of us to be able to read, to think. Have you ever thought how your body, every single tiny miny cells composed in your body, has never given up on you? They've been working for us all this while (for twenty consecutive years in my case, never once it switch itself off, or else I might have died long time ago).

Yet, have we ever think what kind of work, beneficial work we've done for ourrselves? For other people? For the religion? Anything in the cause of Allah? Alhamdulillah, if the answer is yes. But, if it's the other one, let's together make a change in ourselves. :)

'They' have done their part. Obediently. Very loyal. Then, what about us? Done anything good yet? Secondly, never give up on life, okay. Cause truth is life has never given up on us.

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Guess, I'll leave you with this, something for us to ponder upon okay? :)

Till we meet again later.

You're a bit harsh, doc.

Salam 'alaik.

Hey, I was revising my module just now when yeah, my mind started to roam around and diverted into something else. Like usual. Hehe.

So what was I thinking just now? Hm, I thought to pen it here cause it was a good and kind of dramatic to be read again sometime later in life.

The story goes like this:

During our practical exam for Endocrine System, there were 2 parts of exam to be taken, first was the Physio and the other was questions in the form of spots in the lab. Both were conducted in seperate venue. The Physio was in our lecture hall where we were given slides on projector and there you go. After finishing the Physio, my friends and I decided to revise some more on Histo, Patho, Anat and whatnot cause we had like 3 hours gap before the exam started again. Due to congested areas and classes being full of students we decided to sit on the floor at quite an isolated hallway. With some other female students.

So there we were, sitting on the floor with our labcoat on revising, questioning each other like a total excellent students. Then, came a lecturer. A male doctor. With his sunglasses on. Mind you we were at the end of an obscured hallway with a just nice sun light. He approached us and began his lecture.

''During my time, as a student, I never could bring myself to sit on the floor. You know because I have dignity and it doesn't allow me to do so.''

I was a bit taken aback by his remarks, a cruel remarks to be precise, so I started to ask my friends to go somewhere else and avoid him from continuing his speech. My other other friends didn't move an inch but I really couldn't stand him anymore. Haha. I am that sensitive, yes. When I was about to stand and go away, the lecturer stopped me and said 'No, no don't go, I was just saying blah blah blah' but yeah I was so full of loath, hatred and ego, my brain blocked me from listening to his words any further. So I just smiled at him and walked away like a boss. Hahaha.

We went to a better classroom, a bit full, so I had to ask a very gentleman friend of mine to move to other benches so that we could have his seats. He moved. Alhamdulillah. :) Now that I have that seat, I was able to compose myself and calm down a bit. You can say that I am until now still affected by his words. More to I couldn't believe someone so educated could bring himself to say such nasty things. So egoistic. And so full of pride. Which is not good for your life and society.

Later on, when we were on our way to go to practical lab, I bumped into that lecturer again. Like seriously? Haha. I know my patience was just tested by God. I was like 'Cool down, babe, just smile at him'. And so I did. Though only God knows what kind of tornado was going on inside. Hahaha.

It was a great lesson actually. To know that not all of our lecturers are that nice. Some of them are well, a bit harsh. And I was told, more of the harsh ones are the ones teaching in the hospitals, for the clinical students. So, yeah to myself, be very prepared for whatever cruel remarks and be a bit ignorant to whatever bitter words they are about to give you later on. :) Just keep the positive ones, okay. To the above lecturer, I am sorry, but I really couldn't extract a single positive things from what you told me earlier. :) And yeah I did remember my first class with you was during first year and all I can say is you have always been like that. I wish you good and nice days ahead, doc! :)

He's always there and always will. Make the best!

Salam hari Jumaat . :)

In a good  mood today I am, I'd say.
Dah habis baca Sophie Kinsella latest book ; I've Got Your Number. But this time, I read it not on papers but on screen. Hewhew. Thanks to Jeeja for introducing me to this epubbud.com website. Here, kite boleh choose which books to download and read in on your screen. Lappy boleh, iPod ke iPad pun boleh. Huishh. Kalau module CVS ni boleh convert masuk iPod pun bagus jugak. Hewhew.

Kat Spain dulu, the people sgt rajin membaca. Dalam metro, semua orang pegang a book, a magazine, newspaper but majority have the Kindle stuff in their hands. Yup, they are sophisticated people like that. We Malaysians can be too. Pernah je naik KTM dari Seremban to Sungai Buloh sambil baca P/S I Love You. No one pays any attention to you, anyway.

So, the results has been announced. The 3rd sem results. I mean they didn't announce it saying first place and so on. We had to fill our seat number in the university portal and tadaaa there it was. I was that nervous if you asked me. Pale, shaking all that. Nervous breakdown, in and out. But Alhamdulillah. All praise to Him, I passed the exams.

I'd say I'm a bit taking the character of 'yoyo' through these exams stuff throughout my life so far. You know, sometimes up and sometimes down. Now, I am down. But InsyaAllah, will put many efforts to make the best. I don't really compare my marks with the fellow friends who obviously get high scores like that. But this one person I looked up stated in his fb status something like this: 'Never compare your results with your friends. Just compare it to your previous results and that's enough'. (I was paraphrasing and the words aren't that touchy as it used to in fb, sorry for that)

UPDATED:
''Don’t compare yourself to others, that’s when you start to lose confidence in yourself.. have faith in Him..^^'' (This is the original quote. Apehal tak sama langsung ngan ayat aku? HAHA)


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Congratulations to all SPM candidates in SMAPL for that outstanding achievement. I've heard it is the best in 30 years. Beating up those records setted up in the 90's is that true?
Not forgetting to Maahad Muar. Heard you guys did well too in Muar. Whatever it is, all thanks to Him and to our teachers for being there for us the 5 years we studied in school. Indeed, teachers are the second of our parents.
And why is that I feel like I'm giving a valedictorian's speech here?

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To my two little (they are not that little) brothers, I wish you All the Best in the upcoming exams. This PMR and SPM are going to shape your future, giving you a light on what shall you do in future. So, break a leg!

And special dedication to me tooo! Nurul, study hard. Break a leg too!!! Its about making your best, okay. He's always there ready for you to report to Him every seconds. So why can't you?  Yes I can do it! Hewhew. Motivated like that. Its not that I didn't do the best but truth be told, I had never finish the book as in really finish and understand the content before the exam. That's why. So lets put an end to that chapter, move on and break a leg! HAHA.

WARNING:
I don't mean those 'break a leg' wish literally. It's a substitute of good luck actually. Equivalent of. It's a superstition among dancers that wishing good luck is actually a bad luck so they use 'break a leg' instead. I just googled it by the way.

Ok goodbye. Nak masak spagethi today. Lame tak makan. :D (Fadzli would really love my spagethi I can safely bet a....... my iPod?) Ok harap dapat mem produce spagethi yg enak. Hewhew.

Wassalam.

Spain 2012

Entry ni aku typed Khamis minggu lepas. Hari ni dah hari Rabu dah. Almost a week dah pun. I busy okeh. <<< hahaha acahh jee.

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Assalamualaikum.

Bertemu lagi kite dlm segment Riang Ria Khamis-Malam-Jumaat. Acehhh.

Ape kabo oghe kapung? Kehkeh okeh aku tak reti cakap loghat biarpun kawan dgn Nadhirah nak dekat setahun dah. Aku cuma tahu 'go dio' je. (bahasa JB; ape die?) Hihi.

Petang tadi jumpa Jihah kat kelas. Pastu die tanye 'Tiqah, bila nak cerita pasal Spain?' Ihik ihik. Memang dah lama nak tulis pasal tu kat sini tapi masa tak mengizinkan. Acehhh lagi sekali. Huhu.

So, malam ni aku merancang utk tulis pengalaman pergi negara orang tu. Kalau sempat siap la. Lame kot nak upload gambar. Oh dan entry ni adelah bersaiz extra extra large. Kalau tak sempat habis, esok boleh datang baca lagi. Hehe.

Kite mulakan dgn Bismillah. Paling penting sekali, memang bersyukur la sebab Allah permudahkan segala urusan waktu holiday ni. Macam terlambat keluar hostel, lari-lari pergi bus station (Estacion Autobuses) pastu lambat 3 minit, tapi bas masih tak gerak lagi. Syukur sangat tak ditinggalkan bas. Kalau tak, terbakar duit. Ingat murah? Eh panjang pulak memcecet budak ni HAHAH sorry sorry. Okeh, mulakan dgn Barcelona.

Barcelona; bandar mesra tourist. Sangat mesra. Tourist nak jalan, kereta semua stop bagi laluan. Information centers sangat bertaburan makanye mudah nak bertanya-tanya akan hala tuju yg kabur. Em, souvenirs sgt mahal kat Barca but choices sgt banyak. Acane tu? Aku belilah jugak sikit-sikit. Keychain satu 2.50 euro ; (opss kantoi kat org yg dpt keychain). Oh, ade Hard Rock Cafe kat sini! Tulis mcm excited sungguh tp sebenarnye aku takda perasaan pun masuk HRC ni. Tp aku beli bracelet. Wikikiki.

Sagrada Familia; church under renovation. Biasa saje. Tp sebab semua org (tourists) pergi sini, kitorang pun nak pergi sini jugak. Kat dinding die penuh dgn ukiran patung. Patung salib and stuffs macam tu la.

Malaysian Chinese we found. Actually kami semua stay kat Hotel Lloret. (ade wifi). Sekali pergi Carrefour nak beli air mineral, terserempak. Pergi sini pun jumpa lagi. Adakah ini jodoh? Okeh aku bergurau. HAHAHA. 

Hospital. Aku pun taktahu acane boleh masuk sini. Kitorang selamba je masuk hospital, ambik gambar (kate tourists kan) pastu ade doktor pakai labcoat lalu lalang kat tepi. Tak rase macam ironik ke? Like, ade ke orang posing kat HUKM? Oh takpe, kitorang tourists. One more thing; diorang sgt kuat merokok. Tak kira lelaki atau perempuan, nurse atau doktor. Apebendakah nama fenomena pelik ini? It is not yet documented bak kate Dr. Azza guru pharmaco yg awesome.

Ya, ini lah dia gambar di Camp Nou Stadium. Alah yg Barca punye football team tu. Lagi sekali, aku tiada perasaan di sini. Aku ni kan berjiwa emak-emak. Manelah suka bola-bola ni semua. Cuba bawak aku masuk muzium alatan memasak zaman paleolitik. Pasti excited! HAHA.

Dalam Megastore ni ada tangga macam kat dlm gambar ni. Penat shopping boleh duduk berehat, posing posing lagi (kate tourists kan HAHA). Kat dalam megastore ni dia jual merchandise like fridge magnet, alas cawan, poster dll. Alahaiiii.

Antara halal restaurant yg kami jumpa. Nama die Ala Turca (Turkish dish) Restaurant. Boleh la  nak claim pergi Turki sikit-sikit kan. Ihik ihik. Ya Allahhhh. Masa ni kan dah berapa hari tak makan daging. Makan maggi je keje. Memang tunggang terbalik kadar nutrisi aku (nasib baik store banyak).

Nampak tak kedai kat belakang tu nama die Kuala Lumpur? Sungguh excited kami kami ni. Like seriously?! Was taken at La Ramblas. 

La Boqueria Market near La Ramblas. Ha ni aku suka. Kehkeh tengok udang dia gedabak gedabak sape tak suka kan. Sikit je lagi nak beli. Nasib baik akal kata jangan. Kang kena tahan kat airport tak memasal kang. Kat sini jual buah, fresh juices, home made chocolates, kaki khinzir, kaki ayam takde, ikan dan kawan kawannya. Oh, masa aku pergi sini, the sellers semua pakai costume tau. Ade yg pakai mcm firaun and super mario. Yes, mereka pelik. HAHAH.

Korean stall. Makan vege tempura kat sini. Iskiskisk terus jadi vegetarian duduk negara ni. 

The vege tempura! Macam jemput-jemput je.... 

Entrance La Boqueria, Barcelona. 

Catalunya Park, tempat burung merpati mengemis makanan. Tempat aku mencuci mata. Ehhh. Haha

Menjadi makcik makcik di persisiran. Makcik sebelah tu tak reti cakap english langsung langsung. So memang tak dapat la nak berbual dgn die. ISKKK. Nampak tak kat kerusi sebelah ade family Arab? Anak die comel sungguh laa. Tapi kannn die nampak aku pastu nak nangis pulak. Ah tak comel terus budak tu. Ingat aku monster inc?? Helooo comel macam ni bla bla blaa. HAHA. 

La Alhambra, Granada

Alhambra ni sebenarnye kubu and istana at the same time. Firstly built oleh kerajaan Islam then ade satu zaman reconquista (reconquer) oleh Sepanyol and they took hold of the palace and converted it to become church and whatever. That's why la banyak tulisan arab kat sini. Boleh beza arts orang Islam dgn non Muslim. Orang Islam banyak main geometry elements and bunga bunga. Kalau non muslim, they usually tend to use human as their arts. Macam orang kena salib and stuffs. Kebanyakan yg aku tengok macam tu lah.

Ada tulisan jawi kat dinding dia tu. Sedih bila tengok lama-lama. Sebab apa? Sebab it makes me think, kat mana silapnya? Huhu. Dulu, kita (Islam) ada kerajaan yg ampuh, sekarang semua orang dah hambik. Orang Islam semua kena tindas. Kenapa? Tapi kita jangan lupa. Kita ade potensi masing-masing. Should use those to bring our deen back to its upmost gemilang time. InsyaAllah. (tetiba tazkirah kan. kehkeh)

Ok malas dah nak tulis lagi. Tengok gambar je la ea. Pandai pandai la bawak diri memasing.

Kat bawah ni semua gambar kat dalam Alhambra.

Ok stop stop. Gambar ni aku masukkan dlm pertandingan gambar awesome tu. Eh salah lah. One Picture Thousand Words. Ha itu die. Sila lah 'like' kalau berkenan. Acehhh promote promote. HAHA. 

Mezquita, Cordoba

Ok ni kat Cordoba. Another masjid kat Spain. It is regarded as one of the 12 treasures of Spain okeh. Tak masuk pun dlm ni. Boleh je nak masuk tapi duit dah alah segan mati tak mahu je mase ni. Kehkeh.

La Barajas Airport, Madrid.

Okbai. Time ni memang tak sabar betul nak balik Alex. Macam tak percaya dgn diri sendiri pun ade. Sebab dah tak larat sangat duduk kat negara bukan Islam. Dgn makanan tak cukupnya, dengan orang yg suka tengok semacam kat orang solat, haishhhh salute ar kat students yg belajar kat non Muslim country.

Actually, makan bukanlah tak cukup. Cukup. Tapi hari hari makan sayur lah. Cukupkah itu? Hehehe tapi still sihat kan?

Ok dah. Gambar banyak lagi sebenarnye.  Tapi cukuplah yang ni je utk blog. Yg lain boleh tgk kat fb. Tawaran dibuka utk akhowat sahaja. Kahkahkah comel bukan syarat tu.

Live from Barcelona!

Salam 'alaiku dear earthlings!

Hari ni masuk hari ke 4 aku berada kat Barcelona. Nice place but very pricey. Sebenarnya aku rase lain duduk kat sini. Sebab suasana die sangat berbeza dari norma kehidupan aku. Norma okeh jangan memahen! Huhu.

Kat sini takda azan. Takda orang pakai tudung. Takda iklim dini (betul ke ni?). Ye lah, selama ni duduk kat Egypt, azan memang sahut menyahut. Tiba kat sini, hari Jumaat takda beza dgn hari hari lain. What do you expect kan. Dah memang Europe country.

Kat sini ada je orang pakai tudung as in shawl la. Arabs from Morocco, Egyptian married to Spanish ha macam tu lah. Senyum senyum je bila nampak orang pakai tudung. Orang Spain ni bila tengok kitorang pakai tudung, diorang takde la tengok pelik ape pun. Just tengok macam kite tengok orang putih dalam KTM la.


Makanan kat sini susah nak carik! Tapi ade je halal restaurat. Semalam kitorang makan kat Ala Turca Restaurant. Turkish cuisine la. Ade je shish tawuk! Hihi aku makan yg tu je la.

Cuaca kat sini opkos le sejuk nyee dah nama winter kan. Kalau pagi ngn malam ha memang sejuk! Dalam 5'C gak la. Tapi aku sweater tebal ngan inner je dah cukuP sbb aku ade lagi satu fat layer yg tebal dlm badan KAHKAHKAH.

Cakap pasal fat fat ni, kitorang banyak berjalan kat sini. Like seriously banyak. Kitorang naik metro (KTM punye adik beradik) pastu jalan kaki gi stadium Barcelona Camp Nou tu. Ala tapi aku takde perasaan sangat pun gi situ. Tak masuk pun museum and stadium tu. Just pergi Megastore die je. Tempat jual merchandise FCB. Tak boleh blah ok die jual berus gigi elektrik jenama FCB.
Semacam je aku tengok.

Ok la, malam ni nak gerak pergi Granada naik train 64 euro okehhh cube darab 8 sikit... Haa baru sama dgn Egypt. Pastu bahagi 2 kalau nak same dgn Malaysia. Standard la 10 hours journey.

Goodbye! Wassalammmm.

Post Practical CNS Exam

Salam 'alaik dear earth creatures!

Yang pertama, Alhamdulillah, 40 minit yang lepas aku dah tamatkan practical exam yess tak payah nak nervous nervous sangat lagi. Membazir adrenaline okehhh. Okeh tidak lawak!.

Yang kedua, aku nak bebel pasal exam tadi. Serius emo nih okeh I emoh sungguh sungguh ni emoh EMOHHHHHHH! Eh terlebih sudah. Sebelum tu aku nak make something clear. Apa aku cakap ni based pada ape yg aku rase, takda kaitan hidup dan mati, bukan nak mengutuk doktor atau sesapa eh. Kang ada pula yg cakap aku hentam prof dalam blog. Tak macho okeh. Tiada barakah di situ. Pastu pastu, ada banyak words berunsurkan medic kat bawah ni ea. Just bear with it okeh anak anak. Hehehe. Ok sambung. Cekcekcekidauttt.

Soalan anat tadi macam apeeeeeee ini serius. Aku start dengan spot nombor 1 tadi which is Anat dan aku punyelah tunggu bile nak sampai spot nombo 9 ni. Overall utk anat, ada 3 spots yang aku kantoi.

1. 1 kantoi big time (aku taktau jawapan kullu hagah) aku dokle memikir apebenda alah laaaa duduk kat bawah lower border petrosal temporal bone tu. Nak kata internal acoustic meatus, takda lubang. Nak kata jugular foramen macam takde lubang jugak. Sampai aku terbabas ingat itu lesser wing ok. Nasib baik frontal cortex mengingatkan aku lesser wing kat anterior fossa. Jawapan drpd mekli: sigmoid sulcus rupanya.......Hak alaaaaaaa terluka hati aku tau. Sebab aku kenal die tapi tak terpikir pulak sigmoid sulcus kat situ. HAHHA. 
2. 1 kantoi soalan anak die (contents of pyramid). Yg ni memang salah aku sebab aku terlepas pandang pasal content pyramid ngan olive ni. Aku ingat fibers kat cerebellar peduncle je. Hapo lah ekau ni makcik oii....Jawapan drpd mekli jugak: corticospinal tract.
3. 1 kantoi tak sure adekah itu anterior limb, genu atau posterior limb of internal capsule. Yang ni aku agak emo la sebab specimen die cantik sikit je dari serabut kelapa tu. Anda kenal tempurung kelapa ni? 

Ha, serabut die tu sebijikkk macam specimen horizontal section cerebrum tadi. Aku tengok pun takda selera nak jawab tau. Lentiform die ayyu hagah lah semua tak jelas. At least mase revision punye specimen siap boleh kenal mana grey matter, mane white matter. Yang dlm exam niiii......Hadoi ai tak tahu le nak cakap cemane. Aku main jawab je tadi. Haritu mase revision doktor kata specimen exam special punye. Cantik. Cantik apebendaaaa? Tapi takpelah. 

Soalan histo

Ha, yang ni best. Yang ni alhamdulillah semua boleh jawab dgn tenang dan senyuman paling ayu utk Dr Ali. Wkakaa. Gurau jeee. 

Soalan pharmaco

Ha ni lagi satu yang menambah ketensian aku balik practical tadi. Sampai terlintas jalan sesorang okehhh. Pertama kali cross sengsorang. Bravo utk diri sendiri. Wakakaka. Ok sambung. 

1. Soalan pharmaco serious psycho okehhh. Die atas satu kertas A4 penuhhh dgn tulisan. Die buat ko berfikir yang soalan die susah sebab panjang gile soalan die. Tapi memang susah pun. Sebab jawapan die tu kene dikaitkan. Macam tadi kan. Soalan a) aku dapat graph. Die letak atenolol. Fine la itu beta blocker so heart rate die takde effect nanti kan. Pastu die suruh lukis graph of these effects. Siap gariskan lagi these tu (maksudnye lukis effect atenolol pade both heart rate ngn blood pressure). Yang aku si bijak ni lukis satu je utk heart rate tu. AHAHHA serious la, terpsycho punye pasal tadi. So, tolak satu di situ. Atau mungkin setengah. Pastu yg b) tu die tanye 'adrenaline reversal will occur if ________ is added before exam.' Ha cara jawab die tu mcm ni.

- Adrenaline will increase blood pressure

- kalau reversal, maksudnye die terbalik. Die decrease blood pressure. 

- Decrease blood pressure disebabkan oleh alpha blocker

- alpha blocker adelah prazosin, yay! 

Ha gitulah cara mengaitkan tu. 2 minit je eaaa utk jawab a) dgn b). Haaaaa nak nangis tau die  punye tension tu....Haishhhh. 

Soalan physio

Untuk soalan spots ok je la Alhamdulillah. Buat kat dlm amphitheatre 3. 

Untuk physio test pulak, yang ni tadi aku pair dgn mekli. Pastu kan, masuk masuk je lab, terus Dr Maha datang. Memula tu cam excited  sebab Dr Maha ni sporting kan. Cam best. Sekali kauuuu tadi die masammmm je. Tau tak cuak tu ape bile tengok muka die serious je. Pastu aku cam dah redha la takde mase nak bincang ngan mekli. Sebab doktor datang awal kan. Soalan die okeh la jugak. InsyaAllah, aku tahu semua yg die tanye tu. (Tactile discrimination, cranial nerve III, IV, VI test, knee jerk and Rene test) Cuma ni ha. How do you know if the reflex is normal or exaggerated? Ok yg ni soalan oral. Aku macam 'eh adeke care nak tahu normal atau exaggerated?' Aku pikir, ikut experience la. Kalau die dah menyepak dgn terlalu tinggi tu, exaggerated la kan. Aku pun jawab je la kalau nak confirmkan itu exaggerated kene buat clonus dulu. HAHAHAH aku tahu serious tak menjawab soalan kan. Tapi dari aku diam je baik aku bebel. Pastu doktor pun macam tak paham  ape aku cakap, die pun tukar soalan. HAHAH. Die tanye kalau reflex tu exaggerated nak buat ape? Aku pun jawab la buat clonus. Pastu kalau positive clonus, indicates upper motor neuron lesion. 

Phew, sekian mekasih. Pastu doktor pun blah ngan tak cakap thank you or whatever. Kate serious kan. Tapi kitorang of course la cakap thank you. Aku rase doktor dah penat la sebab dah petang. Macam mase OSCE hari tu. Ha itu pun same. Doktor blood pressure ngn intramuscular injection aku tu masam okehhh memang mencabar motivasi betul. 

Kesimpulannya, aku memang tak boleh  nak rely sangat pada practical ni la. Kalau module sebelum ni, practical aku yg byk tolong. Module 9 ni aku tak tahu la. 

Yang penting kene struggle utk MCQ! Yeah jom baca buku! 

Ape yang dah lepas tu tak usah la dikenang lagi. Let the bygone be the bygone. What can be changed is the future. So let the past be the teacher and see the future as chance. Ewahhh bermadah helah pulak aku ni kan. HAHA. 

Oh 1: Semalam kak kinah bagi ikan bakoooo! Sedap oi oi oi. Kene tanye kat mana kak kinah beli ni.               Wehehe

Oh 2: Ali ngn Mur dah balik sekolah. Selamat berjuang adik-adikku. 

Oh 3: Aku duduk sengsorang je kat rumah hari ni. Sedihhhhh. (HAHAH poyo gile ini anak)

Fatin's Birthday and Exam Rant

Salam 'alaik.

Puh puh puhhhhh. Lame sungguh rasenye beta tak menjenguk halaman emosi beta ni. Entry tahun baru pun takde. Apekene kah? Ceh tetibe rase macam busy sangat kan. Sebenarnye tak busy sangat pun. Cuma cam banyak nak kene baca je. Module CNS kottt....Matik la kalau tak bace....

Ok, exam is seriously coming like another 2 weeks more. Ahhhhh semestinye cuak tahap moksya okehh.

Oleh itu, adalah manis dan wajar jika aku kembali beraksi dgn buku-buku dahulu. Sekian, time kasih.

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Aik, takkan lah kamu percaya pula....Dah lama aku tak menconteng arang kat sini. Takkan lah sesikit itu contengan aku kali ni. Okeh. 

Tadi tengahari celebrate birthday Fatin Aisya! Huhu. 

Mula-mula kitorang dah plan bagitau Fatin, this year kitorang tak nak belikan kek masa birthday die. Sebab mase awal tahun hari tu dah ade kek ni. 

Fatin pun muke pasrah je bile kitorang cakap cemtu. Yela, takkan nak demand pulak kan. HAHAH.
Sekali ko......budak ni terjumpa pulak kotak kek ni BEFORE celebrate reramai. Sudahlahhhh. Pecah rahsia. Tak jadi dah surprise. Hok alohhhhh.

Ni ha kek Fatin. Guitar in shape okeh. Aku punye pun bulat je dulu. 

Seronott la tadi sambut birthday dgn kekawan skali. Thank yuss aku ucapkan pada kekawan yg sudi datang ke rumah even hujan pun. 

Oh, Alex skang ni asyik hujan je. Aku pun pelik. Ni Johor ke Alex ni? Tapi aku mmg suka sangat lah bile hujan. Dengar bunyik hujan tu  kan, macam terapi jiwa ha. Dah la waktu mustajab berdoa pulak tu. Memang aku seronot habes laa. HAHA.  

Ok dah. Selebihnya, takde pape yg best sangat pun 2 minggu ni. Cam biase la, pergi kelas, balik kelas. Naik teksi, keluar teksi. Bla bla blaaa. 

21st ni OSCE. Pastu 29th baru start final yg sebenar tu. Sekian, terima kasih. =)

Wassalam.

Duduk Bersama, Beriman Sebentar

Salam 'alaik dear earthlings!

Hehehhe (apesal gelak pun tatauuuu).

Ok tadi pagi kan, aku pegi sharing tau. Even terlambat pun kan. Nasib la, janji aku datang. Ok.

Tadi cerita pasal 'Ahammiyah tarbiyyah' atau Kepentingan Tarbiyah dlm bahase ibundanye kan. Akak yang bagi pengisian ni tadi seriusly awesome. Tak, die bukan student medic. Die student qira'at. Alaaa yang study pasal bacaan Al-quran tu. Ha, itu lah qiraat.

So, tadi kan, aku sangat bersyukur diberi peluang oleh Allah sebab dapat hadir dengar ilmu-ilmu baru dari akak tu. Ok, honestly. Aku bukan budak baik. As in, aku memang skema kat skolah dulu (I prefect okeh haha) tapi baik kat sini maksudnye acammm alahh ko tau la, pakai tudung labuh, cakap selow-selow. Ha, gitu kan. Aku ni kalau nak gi sharing adelah pemalas yg nombor satu. Sile tahu itu. Kengkadang aku pergi pun sebab taknak mengecewakan akak-akak tu kan. Tapi, well. Time changes. People pon. Bile Allah pancarkan sinaran hidayahh (amek tu ayat dieee ok serius), kite kene cepat-cepat amek.

Contoh.

Macam aku kengkadang nak taknak je pegi sharing. Skali, pagi tadi, aku ade ter'excited sikit lah kan. Biasela serotonin aku cam terbanyak sikit pagi tadi. So, aku pun nak pergi lah. Makanya, aku kene jugak pergi pagi tadi. Aku takboleh nak backoff tetibe. Sebab perasaan 'excited' ni (hidayah tu la) bukan selalu aku dapat! Pagi tadi je. And insyaAllah lepas ni juga. Ya Allah please give me the hidayah please please. Hehe.

Pehe dok? Dok pehe lagi, moh aku oyak se contoh lagi.

Macam aku terjaga tetengah malam. Tengok jam pukul 3:45 am. Dah terlintas dah nak qiam tu. Haaa, kene cecepat bangun dari  katil gi toilet amek wudhu'. Tapi biaselah, manusia kan....Aku selalu je macam tu. Memang akan tumpas dgn saratoga (blanket musim sejuk) punye la. Serius tak kuat. Do'ifffff (lemah) sesangat.

So, peringatan kpd diri aku. Jemput lah diri awak ke sejadah di tengah malam sebab sumber kekuatan seorang muslim tu dari qiamnye. Mama usrah saye pernah berkata (eceh mama) Saidina Umar, sangat risau kalau tentera Muslim tak buat qiyam memalam. Sebab kalau tak qiyam, tak kuat! Acane nak kalahkan kafirun (orang orang kafir)?

Justeru, NURUL ATIQAH ABU SAHMAH! Engko perlu sentiasa qiyam ye! InsyaAllahhhhh cik belog. Huhu.

Oh lupe pulak. Ni ha, ade sikit buah tangan utk antum (kamu-kamu) semua:

1.  Maksud tarbiyah itu ialah mendidik utk mengubah kpd yg positif.
2. Kite ni tak boleh sekadar beri arahan, tapi kene bagi contoh dulu takpun bawak orang tu selow-selow kpd perubahan yg baik. (takkan tetibe nampak orang, terus cakap 'hoi, pakai tudung la makcik! *Panggg kene tampar)
3. Kite ni tengah buat bisnes dgn Allah sebenarnye. Apa benda baik yg kite dapat atau tahu, kene share dgn org lain. Buat amalan sentiasa. Ehhhh nanti banyak pahala masuk akaun okehhh.
4. Berlapang dada dgn perbezaan pendapat. (Jangan nak menangkan point ko aje) Ada org panggil benda ni as 'meraikan kepelbagaian pendapat'. 
5. Islah nafsak wad'u ghairak. (Perbaiki dirimu dan serulah selainmu). Tak macho okey nak baik sengsorang je. 
6. We come from heaven, so we must go back to the heaven. 
7. Kerja dakwah ialah kerja Rasulullah. Put it in a way, we say; Kerja kita, kerja Rasulullah. Kite adalah colleague ok. 
8. Tarbiyah sampai hujung nyawa. (maksudnye, kite kene perbaiki diri sentiasa. Ajak orang buat baik sentiasa)

Ha, tu je la insyaAllah. Ish, aku cuak ah tulis perkara-perkara macam ni. Yelah, aku ni siapalah sangat. Bukan  Nabilah Yunus HAHAHAHHA saje je nak bahan Nabilah. Jangan marah ea, Nabilah. Kidding only. 

Tapi, ini praktikal aku yg pertama. Testing testing. Apa yg aku dapat tadi, aku nak citer lah kat sini. Sesapa yg dah terbaca atau memang suka baca, nasib lah. Die pun dapat ilmu baru. Bertambah akaun pahala aku. Ewahhhh sedap berangan kan. InsyaAllah ea. Moh sama-sama ajak oghe kapung ghama-ghama tarbiyah diri dan orang sekeliling! (eh sorry la, lupe pulak aku ni Johor ok, Johor)

Sekian, mekasih. Esok ade skill lab buat CPR! Kan aku dah kate, cuti macam tak cuti je. Nasib badan lah kan. 

Ok peace. 

Selamat malam. Gudnyte everybadeh. Tidur gosok gigi ok. Tetibe. 

Wassalam. May Allah bless you, my friends! 

Kelas start pukul 12 dan aku boring takde kerja

Salam 'alaik.

Dah lama tak tulis kat sini. Aku takde rase nak menulis la lately. Sebab module kali ni sgt byk info nye dan bile aku tulis lame lame kat sini, die akn buat aku rase guilty.

So tu la penyebab utama aku dah jarang update. Sorry la bloggie. Mungkin lepas habis exam kau akan dilayan semula.

And thanks for being here (of course, u dont hv legs) when i need to spill things on you. You know too much abt me and might be tired also with me. So im giving you rest from now on (until i finish this frigging module).

Ok bye!

Wasalam.

My Friday Story

Assalamualaikum.

Hai korang. Sihat semua?
Pagi tadi, aku ingat nak jogging. Tapi takda orang nak teman, so terbantut macam tu je plan aku. Mule-mule dah berani dah sekali ter'paranoid' pulak. HAHAH. Takpe lah, takde rezeki lemak aku nak dipecahkan.

Pagi-pagi lagi dapur dah berbunyi. Fatin rajin betul pagi ni. Nasi lemak pulak pagi tadi. Gemuk lah aku duduk rumah ni lama-lama. Haish, bahagia perut aku pagi tadi. Tengahari tadi, turn aku pulak masak. Pastu, budak-budak ni semua nak makan nasi ayam madu. Aku pun buat la semampu yg boleh. Ok la. Tapi kan, kuah cili die slack sikit la. Aku pergi letak pepper pulak dlm tu. Huh, dok sedap aihhh. Peringatan utk diri aku, lepaih ni, doksah letak pepper ok. Bawang putih, cili, air asam dgn gula, bas! Bas tu 'sahaja' dlm bahasa arab. Bukan bas pegi sekolah tu.  


Nak tengok tak rupa die? Jeng jeng jenggg.

Nasi ayam-lemak. 

Campur belen nasi lemak pagi tadi. Huhu. Kolestrol wooo. Ya Allahhhh. Penuh meja kan. Memang betul-betul menyambut cuti + hari Jumaat kitorang ni.

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Hm, aku taktahu nak tulis ape pun sebenarnye. Takde yg penting pun. 

So, kalau nak keluar dari sini adelah dialu-alukan. 

Aku just nak cerita pasal life aku hari ni. Takde la produktif mana pun. 

Oh, tapi aku exercise jugak tadi. Kat DAPUR! Lenguh sungguh la tangan aku. Aku masak nasi ayam tu dlm periuk. Guna nasi lebih semalam punya. So, tak reti nak gune periuk eletrik, periuk dapur pun ok lahh. Sampai part nak menggaul nasi tu haaaa kau. Rase macam angkat dumbell pun ade. At least bekerja la jugak muscle aku hari ni kan. Lame gile aku masak tadi. Dari lepas Zuhur sampai masuk Asar! HAHAH. Tak pro lagi kot. Memang ah, aku buat one thing at one time. Kalau mak aku masak ha kau. Sane satu kuali, sini satu periuk. Terer ah mak aku.

Ei, teringat pulak aku. Dulu kan, mak aku rajin bake pizza tau. Bake kuih. Muffin. Kek kukus. She's so into cooking! Kalau masuk MPH, Badan ke, memang section recipe book mak aku pergi dulu. Aku pergi kat novel ngan stationaries. Dulu, aku memang hantu stationaries kot. Pencil case nak gabak-gabak punye. Boleh letak banyak pen warne warni. And I still use it until now. Tak caye? Boleh usha pencil case aku. Dah terkoyak lah. Sape nak balik Malaysia, boleh tolong belikan tak? Heheh.
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Khamis hari tu, aku pergi jumpa dentist. Aku nak continue buat crown kat sini. Murah sangat kat sini tau! 750LE je. Kat Malaysia, RM 1000! Kire la. 1/3 je kot. Harap-harap ok lah die buat crown kat sini. Btw, Dr Amr tu memang certified pun. Aku percaya la die tu. Sijil-sijil die penuh kat dinding tu. Tu yg bertambah-tambah keyakinan aku. In case korang tertanye-tanya apebenda crowning tu kan, crown tu mcm protective coat utk gigi yg dah buat root canal. Aku dulu buat root canal utk 2 premolars. Tersedu-sedu aku dalam bilik doktor tau! Sakit macam hape sbb bius tak jalan. Gigi aku special case sikit. Korang jangan takut. Aku dulu sbb ade complication; dalam gigi tu darah dah berkumpul, so masukkan bius memang takkan jalan pun. Dr aku kat Malaysia tu bagus jugak. Tapi tu lah. A tad pricey. Appointment starts this coming Monday! Yay!

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Em, korang. Aku rase aku ni banyak sangat gelak lah. Kadang-kadang kan, out of the blue aku rase down. Tiba-tiba. Macam sedih. Macam sayu. Macam ah takde macam lagi. Macam gitu la. Aku suspek mesti sebab aku banyak gelak. Pastu hati gelap. Hish, bahaya lah! So, aku berazam utk kurangkan gelak. Banyakkan senyum je. Pastu kurangkan cakap. Tengok orang je boleh. Hehe. Serious ni. Jangan ah gelakkan aku! Aku nak berubah ni. Huhuhuhu. Tapi boleh ke? Aku ni seriously kuat gelak. Semua org cakap aku kuat gelak. Kuat cakap. Kuat ape lagi. Kuat emmm shopping? Tetttt, tu lain cerita. Hehe.

Ok.
About being happy.
Being happy not to be justified by laughing kan?  Betul tak.
Memang la orang yg ketawa tu tengah gembira. Tapi tak semestinya orang yg gembira mesti ketawa. Setuju?
Orang yg tengah bahagia, gembira, contented dgn hidup die, what will they do ea? Just be biase biase je ea?
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Eh aku tak reti la nak elaborate pasal benda ni.
Senang cerita, kurangkan gelak, tingkatkan amal!
Okeh trademark baru aku yeah!
 
Panjang eh aku tulis ni. XXL punye!! Well, see the leg la. Hihi. Till then, people. God bless you!
Pen off.

Kantoi

Assalamualaikum.

Baru balik kelas.
Mood adelah undefined. Tapi telah dineutralkan dgn kari ayam Fatin masak. Huhu.

Eh aku dah cakap tak pharmaco susah? Takpe lah. Ni penegasan drpd aku bahawa pharmaco memang membunuh seriously aku tidak bohong sama sekali. Sambil belajar sambil menangis. Huh, takde lah sampai macam itu tapi boleh tahan nak menuju ke situ sudah. Punyelah panjang penjelasan pasal pharmaco super susah ni.

Tapi nasib baik ada Dr Azza. The best pharmaco lecturer I ever have. She's awesome, she's intelligent, she's everything! Even other pharmaco lecturers said so. Pharmaco yg susah dah dineutralkan oleh kehadiran beliau dlm hidup kami. Ewahh.

Tadi, aku ingat nak masuk lecture A sbb Dr Azza yang ajar. Berkobar-kobar okeh. Jangan buat main semangat aku tadi. Aku tanya Farhan Rosli ade tempat kosong lagi tak kat dlm hall? Die kate ade! Aku yg semangat ni pun confident ah masuk dalam hall. Sekaliiiiii...
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Penuhnyeeerrrrr!!!! Manusia seluas mata memandang! Takde tempat kosong langsung. Aish pasai pa tadi kate ade tempat kosong?! Aku double check. Memang takda langsung ok. Takde. Penuh! Eh paham tak takde tu ape?! Kalau nak jugak kene duduk berhimpit. Takkan la aku nak suruh diorang berhimpit sebab aku pulak kan. Kalau kecik takpe. Ini saiz....ok takdelah besar mana pun. Tapi masihhhhhh taknak lah menyusahkan orang.

Aku buat apa?

Masih tanya lagi ape aku buat? Opkos la aku keluar laju laju dari hall. Malu sungguh aku. Tak tahu nak menyorok kat mana tau! Aaaaaaa nak nangis sebab malu! Hahahahha. Dah lah lompat lecture orang lain, takde seat pulak tu. Kekantoiannn terang terangan!!! Tidakkkkk!!!

Oh, nasib baik bukan aku sorang yg kurang bernasib baik hari ni. Nadhirah pun ade sekali ngan aku! HAHAHA. Nasiblahhh. Pharmaco ke mana, Dr Azza ke manaa. Maluuu adelaaaa. Banyakkkk! Nak sikit?

Sebenarnye, aku tak suke sgt masuk lecture orang. Tapi sebab Dr Azza dan pharmacology, aku memang desperate! Semata-mata sebab Dr Azza. Sahaja. Tapi agak lawak lah. Keluar je dr lecture hall, memang gelak sambil pukul pukul kawan ahh. Malu punye pasal! Balas kat kawan! Aduii sampai ke sekarang aku malu lagi. Kantoiiii! Bencinye!! Aaaaaaaaaaa!!! Tapi sudahlah. Hidup perlu diteruskan! Betul?

Ok lah. Sekian coretan aku hari ni. To myself, planning is important, ok!

Semangat Conteng

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Ish, mana semangat conteng aku pergi ha? Aku rindu ah dgn keterujaan aku mengupdate macam nak gile suatu masa dulu. Muahaha. Hari-hari kerja aku update macam hape. Punye lah obses menghupdate blog.

Tapi kan itu semua dulu.
Sekarang....
Mana pergi itu semua?
Ish kenapakah dgn aku neh?
Macam dah tak berapa nak best dah life aku sbb tak dapat buat catatan harian.

Sebenarnya,
Aku tahu kenapa.
Tahu sangat.
Kebenaran yg sangat pahit utk diterima
(waduhhh lo ngomong apaan neh?)

Kelas yang sangat lama mematikan mood utk menconteng lah.
Sedih kan. Eh tak sedih ea? HAHA
Pape lah. Aku rase sedih gila! Damn!

Paling tak best kalau kelas pukul 2 sampai 5 petang. Macam terawang-awang je dlm kelas tu ceh padahal aku duduk depan tadi. Doktor tanya straight tengok mata aku, still, aku tak dapat jawab. Sebab aku macam eh jap. Tadi doktor cakap ape eh? Eh punyelah loser aku neh. Petang petang je okeh. Sorry la doktor. I tak suka kelas petang. Haha, gile alasan tak konkrit langsung. Baru tahap simen suam-suam kuku je ni. Nak masuk group orang, aku memang tak ah. Aku tak suka lah. Macam menyibuk je. Muahah, tapi aku tak kisah pun orang masuk group aku. Aku steady je. Pssst, tadi kan, ramai gile masuk group aku, sampai ada boys yg duduk tengah barisan blakang skali. Damn, aku baru je nak duduk situ. Nampak ade budak laki terus aku patah balik ke depan. Ini depan bukan sebarang depan. Ini depan tahap kalau doktor cakap tersembur-sembur pun ko dapat saham sekali. Layannnn. Semoga bertambah ilmu di dada. KAHKAHKAH.

Hari ni dah start belajar Pharmaco for ANS. Dan honestly. Doktor ni lah yg tengok straight kat aku, tanya, pastu aku tak dpt jawab tu. Aghhh mencik gile. Aku jenis nak paham dlm kelas. Balik just revise tulisan ayam-ayam aku dlm notebook je. Ini harammmm aku tak paham pape dlm lecture tadi. Sedih lah ok. Ha, ni lagi satu sedih. Ya Allahhhh. Rentikan lah sedih sedih kau neh. Please lah wei. Kawal sikit limbic system tuh. Haha. Pharmaco hari ni bukan Dr Azza yg ajar. So, aku macam down sikit at first. Sikit je la. Aku cube sedaya upaya utk concentrate ape yg doktor ajar tadi. Tapi maybe aku belum grasp physio of ANS dgn ampuh lagi, so tak berapa nak paham lah. Ehhh. Banyak lah ok nak hapal. Yg nicotinic ngn muscarinic site tu. Everytime Dr Radwa cakap, aku kene bayangkan dulu ni kat mana, kat mana, pastu baru macam paham. Macam je. Pastu, bile dr pharmaco masuk, aku dah takde dr radwa utk ingatkan balik pastu aku macam terkontang kanting nak membayangkan sendiri. Sudanhye, dalam kepala aku ade gambo rumah je. Wakakakka.

Habis cerita pasal belajar.

Khamis lepas kan. Family aku semua gi holiday tau. Kat Sarawak tau. Kesian aku tau. Sarawak pun aku tak penah sampai lagi tau. Aku memang jealous tahap dah taktahu nak describe cemane lagi dah. Tapi takpela. Redha je lah. HAHAHAH kesiannye aku neh. Anak sape nehhh? AHAHA. Tapi takpela, mereka senang hati, aku juga gembira di sini. So, tak pelah. I already had my time. Dulu abah bawak pergi KK sorang-sorang ok. Feeling anak tunggal gitu. Gedik gile. So kali ni bagi chance kat diorang la pulak. Si Fuad dah balik dah. Bestnya kalau ada kat rumah sekarang. Rindu lah ok ngan diorang! Kalau aku ni muat dalam kotak, nak aje aku pos diri sendiri balik Malaysia. Tapi itu kan kerja gile namenye. Baik aku skype atau oovoo bila rindu. Kan.

By the way, hari tu aku skype ngan semua orang kat rumah. Ngan Syahir.
Sedih gile okkkk.
Ish, sedih lagi. Gembira skang!
Tak, aku sedih sebab kan. Abang aku buat lawak kurang ajar ngan aku. Makan dalam, luar, lateral,  medial ok dah setop setop.

"Hello, hello. Dengar tak. Clear takk?"
"Ok, ok! Dengar."
Pot pet pot pet bla bla bla
"Wei tak dengar la!" 
"Ko pakai headphone ke tak?"
"Pakai la! Tak nampak ni?" *tunjuk headphone.
"Lah...ko pakai rupenya. Sorry la tak nampak la. Pipi ko besar sangat!"

Kurang ajar kan!
Apesal semua orang nak buat joke pasal gemuk ngan aku sejak kebelakangan ni ha?!
Tahu tak betapa terlukanya hati aku?!
HAHHAHAHAH. Sebenarnye, aku over je. Takde lah terluka pun. Aku kan. Dah immune ngan bende benda ni. It is so immature la kalau nak offend aku ngan benda ginih. Tapi depends on who's talking la.

Tapi serious lah. Aku gelak gila kot dengar diorang buat lawak hampeh macam ni. Pipi aku takdela besar mane pon ok. Memang ahh abang aku neh. Aku report kat abah kang! Hahaha.

Ok dah la. Sekian sahaja utk hari ni.

Dr Ayman's Joke

Assalamualaikum.

Hee. Aku rasa macam dah bertahun tak update blog walau hakikatnye belum sampai seminggu pun lagi. Aku sekarang ade sedikit busy lah. Wahh, tengok sape cakap tu. Ye lah, lecture sampai tiga jam ok. Campur praktikal lagi. Balik rumah memang melepek lah. Dah tu, lecture kalau yg senang mcm ComMed tu takpe la jugak. Iniiiiii. Macam machine gun gamaknye. Pom pom pom pom pom. Habis. Hapalllll semua. Nak nangis ok!

Ok, cukuplah aku merungut sampai situ dulu.

Sekarang ni aku dah masuk modul 9. Tajuk dia "Nervous System and Special Senses". Ada part 1 and part 2. Senior memang cakap, modul ni ada sikit tough la. Tapi, ade je budak excellent. So, insyaAllah, kite pun boleh. Huhu. Yang penting, sila buat weekly questions. Mesti score punye! Ehemmss! HAHAHAHA.

Kerja aku hari hari dalam lecture adalah membilang pensyarah masuk silih berganti. 1.......2........3! Yay! Balik! Ha gitu le lebih kurang. Pastu kalau practical anatomy aku ada sikit gembira la. Sebab 30 minit dah boleh balik dah! Yahuuuu! Oh, disebabkan modul ni lecture sampai 3 jam, kalau aku dapat kelas petang, memang kene rushing ah nak smayang 'Asar. Serious mencik oo kene rushing rushing neh. Ingat ni Form 1 kee?! Tapi kan dari sudut yg terangnye, baru la aku ade rase sikit 'oversea'. Smayang celah celah rak buku, dalam classroom ngan tangga. Huhu. Best weii.

Ok. Aku ade satu citer lawak. Tadi kan, aku ade practical anat (head and neck 2) tau. Pastu dapat Dr. Ayman! Yahuuuuu seronok lah kite dpt doktor paling comel kat Mouassa. Haha. Kitorang pun belajar lah macam biasa. Pasal muscle kat muka neh. Ada satu tu, name die 'Masseter'. Dr cakap la anteroinferior angle die related to facial artery. Pastu die tunjuk camne nak rasa rasa pulsation artery tuh. Aku pun try lah. Sekali.....tak rasa lah pulak. Puas aku meraba mandible aku tak jugak rasa. Aku tak puas hati, aku cakap la kat doktor. Ko tahu doktor cakap ape.

''Hm, you have a weak artery.''  Pause. ''Or maybe there's too much fat.''

HAHAHAHHAHA jahat gile ok! Aku tak sentap pon. Dah biasa. HAHAHA. Tapi OMG die bergurau ngan aku lah. HAHAHHA. Ok cukup gelak.

Fine lah. Aku nak jogging hari-hari lah gini. Sape jumpe aku tengah jogging tepi pantai jangan nak pelik sangat lah okek. Paham sendirilah. Tapi, skarang ni dah selamat ke belum ahh?

Sekian.

Entry satu hari before exam.

Salam.

Hai. Esok exam. Aku tak buat lagi weekly questions. Sbb aku tak habeh bace lagi pharmaco. Aku rase benda yg byk ingat ni perlu dilambat lambatkan. Wahh jgn tiru aksi ini. Ok tu je nak cakap.

Note: aku dah kate dahhh. Hari ni bangun pagi mkn breakfast sikit, terus sambar buku. Baca. Hafal. Semalam, aku sibuk berkicau kicau bile bangun pagi. Huhu.

All the best to me! And you guys also! Let's give them our best Harimau Muda shot! Ehh.

Bile big mama datang rumah kami gelabah!

Hai. Tadi aku ingat nak tweet je benda ni tapi mikirkan huruf yg terhad dan cerita aku yg panjang, aku pastilah twitter tak akan bagi can. Maka aku pun berlari lari anak ke blog untuk merempan sepuas-puasnya.

Tadi, tengah syok aku duduk kat hall tiba-tiba ting tongggg, liceng berbunyi. Ah sudahhh. Makhluk manakah yg mengkacau ketenangan rumah aku malam malam buta ni?!

Bukak pintu. Oh, mama rupanya.

Cot cet cot cet.

Dia suruh kitorang diam sikit. Die kate sll dengar suara kitorang jerit jerit. Pastu die tanya lagi siapa yg jerit sll? Die cakap enti? Tunjuk kat aku. Pastu tunjuk kat rai pastu sha pulak kena. Ehhhhh tah pape.

Cube kalau mak arab bawah tu marah anak die. Bapaklah bising nye. Macam hilang akal marah anak tengah tengah malam. TaPi suka hati kau lah anak kau bukan anak aku. Nasib la anak kau dpt mak mcm kau. Ah sudah. Aku tak berniat utk mengkutuk jiran tetangga tapi alang kepalang sudah telajak menaip, aku malas nak tekan backspace. Padehal backspace hanya selang satu huruf je dari jari telunjuk aku. Whatever.

Yg penting, tu lah die. First time mama datang rumah kitorang. Ingat nak bagi diskaun sewa ke apa rupanya suruh diam. Wakakaka. Fine laaaa. Kitorang diam. Tak nak cakap lagi dah. GOMOK!!! Eh silap, MOGOK! Ape pasal aku tetibe rase nak sebut bongok? Hahahaha.

Ok dah. Kthanksbye. Aku nak tulis gini jugak.