I Left Home For 11 Years

Salam alaik people. Hello blog!

Well, I am currently back in home sweetest home in Malaysia. Alhamdulillah *insert widest grin ever!

The happiest feeling I must say. Because well, at last I got to be home and be stress-free for maybe 6 months minimum HAHA. I know thats so confident of me to say 'stress-free'. Anyhoo, when I think about it again, I really have made my home a touch-N-go place for the last 11 years, since I went to boarding school at 13. So by all rights, I deserve this stress-free 6 months hihi. Self-acclaimed.

So, what did I do at home?

Hmm, honestly at first I did nothing!

Then, I realized I havent done any proper housechores for the last 11 years. I did it just when I want or my mom asked me. So, off I went downstairs, grabbed a sweep and turn into a domestic goddess. Nope! Well, I started off by just helping my mom. Doing whatever she's doing. Cooking and laundry. Asking why like this, why cant I do it like this, isnt it better this way? Really someone should put a tape over my lips! HAHA.

Well, I've got to say, I salute my mother so much for being so awesome and patient. Also the rest of mothers worldwide. Really, how did they do it? Taking care of children and making up the home is sooooooooooo tiresome! You should see the mountain of clothes especially when my brothers came home. Oh God, I feel like burying myself below the bed! As tiresome I felt, I am still far from my mother's par. She could continue gardening in the evening after all the pergi pasar, kemas peti sejuk, siang ikan ayam sotong etc, masak and laundry! Phew, long way to go tiqah sahmah haha! Anyway, my mom's answer is so simple. She said "Your time will come." Thats so deep, man, I can feel my hairs shiver a bit. Luls.

But yeah, thats the challenge for mothers. That is the reason why mothers are so dignified in Islam. For the vital role they play in nurturing the generations, well they we deserved to be! *smug face haha.

Aside from brushing up my domestic goddess skills, I also spend money time on books. Plenty of books! Those I missed reading because of the so called busy life while studying. Hihi, I am so into Roza Roslan's books these days. She is the wife of Prof Kamil Ibrahim, the author of Travelog Haji; Mengubah Sempadan Iman. She writes mostly about her life, her experience with very enlightening values she learned along the way. So yeah, I hope I could finish all these piling books before housemanship starts.

Last 4 days, I just came back from Kedah and Perlis vacaycay! It was so awesome with these girls; Husna Z, Iman and Mira. TripKampungGirls what we call ourselves. I got to see paddy fields (Kg Tok Keling) up close for the first time. Walking between petak sawah (with white trousers, what a genius tiqah sahmah -_-) witnessing a big black mouse scurrying into a hole (terperanjat iolls), having a taste of kerabu pucuk paku by Husna's Tok. Meeting old friends and new kind people, visiting Malaysia lovely tourist spots, Gua Kelam and Padang Besar (like I'm not Malaysian hehe). Husna is a goooood driver, like seriously, I am so inspired. I think I could drive instantly! But nope, when I got home, I am still that tiqah sahmah who got the car keys out just to heat the engine HAHAHAHA I'm so pathetic I know, lol whatever! ^_^")

Hmm I wish I could tell everything here, but no, I dont want to. My head is thinking and wondering and doubting myself. Since last month. *insert Celine Dion's At Seventeen song in background, so much love for this woman's music. Mostly about myself. About getting on the next phase of life. Working and committing. Phew, it sounds so adulthood. (LOL, how old do you think you are again, tiqah sahmah?) So many commitments isnt it? Well, being human is a responsibility itself. So yeah, do whatever it takes to get you to your final abode in Jannah.

Fighting!! :)

Pls pray for me, okay. #doakanyangbaikbaikje . Lol, thats the hashtag we came up with during travelling with TripKampungGirls. :)

Try count how many LOL and HAHA in this post. I think I am easily amused these days haha. See?

Ok, till then.

Ding dong bell

Assalamualaikum.

Hihi lamanya lamanya tak post kat sini. Tolonglah. Lamanya! Haha ok orang dah faham kot betapa lamanya tak post kat sini. Tetibe rasa segan silu pulak, rasa macam mentulis kat blog orang lain. Punyalah lama tak blogging kan.

Ok ok.

First of all, Alhamdulillah, dah 2 rounds berjaya diharungi dengan penuh tabah dan sabar. Ewah. Sekarang dalam round Community Medicine yang mana lebbbih lagi memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan. Sebab dia macam sejenis jugaklah dengan subjek Sejarah. Tapi mungkin Sejarah lagi best kot. :)

Ilmu tu semuanya penting, cuma biasalah kita ada minat yang lebih dekat certain subjek kan. Begitulah umpamanya diriku ini dan Community Medicine.

On a second note, I have deactivate all my social accounts except for fb. Cause well, admit it, fb has become a source of reliable info regarding classes, schedule change and whatnot nowadays. My insta and twitter was my past ok. Honestly, I've posted way too many unnecessary pics in my insta, with quite a number of followers and following, so it made me rethink of dosa, membazir masa and all. No no no, I didnt say you cant post your pic, but for me myself, saya ada sedikit malu lah. I think I have too many uninvited followers and I follow too many people and I have no guts to block or unfollow them. So, thats it. I'd just delete it. Habis cerita. Tutup buku.

Serious oo. Takut jugak sebenarnya ada social accounts ni. Cuba bayangkan one day when we are no longer here in this world, the accounts would still be there for people to stalk and see. Which means makin banyak saksi amal kita kat dunia ni. Eee takut kan. Takut tau. Ok tetiba rasa nak delete blog ni jugak. (Maybe akan buat blog baru. Entri lama dalam blog ni sangat memalukan tuan badan bila baca balik.) Harap adalah benda bermanfaat yang boleh dikongsi dari blog ni. Mungkin mentambah semangat dan motivasi kepada sesiapa yang sudi. Saya ni bukanlah siapa-siapa. Tapi Allah boleh campakkan motivasi dan hidayah tu melalui sesiapa je. So, mana tahu blog ni, melalui tulisan ini, ada yang terkena tempiasan-tempiasan hidayah dan motivasi? Eceh. Waduh, ni kena muhasabah balik untuk tulisan-tulisan akan datang ni. ;)

Anyway, feeling dia best tau lepas deactivate semua tu. Rasa macam lagi banyak masa. Betul, tak tipu.

Pastukan, bila dah besar-besar ni (21 tahun dah besar la tu) rasa macam dah lamanya aku hidup atas dunia ni. Tapi macam takda sumbangan pun kat dunia. Kat agama. Kat manusia lain. Kat mak n abah pun kadang-kadang malas nak tolong jemur baju semua. Ish ish ish. Diri kita ni sangat banyak ruang untuk diperbaiki kalau kita rajin muhasabah diri. Serious ooo. Waaaa potong bawang betul la ayat aku nih. Saje je. Ok ada lagi 2 tahun nak jadi doktor, then boleh kutip pahala lagi manyak manyak sebab medan amal dah semakin besar dan lapang. Sekarang pun dah ada cuma berani tak berani, semangat tak semangat je. Hihi. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah! :)

Eh, oklah. Will write again soon. On whatever my neurotransmitter would bring next time. Daaaaaa.
May Allah swt The Most Loving, grant you and me easiness and pleasant days ahead!
Assalamualaikum.

Just my 'satu ringgit' on songs

Listening to songs, it could make you go all excited, anxious, emotional and whatnot. So there goes the goods and bads of songs.

Good is when you suddenly feel a vehement empowerment due to powerful encouragement contained in a song. Like the song 'Adakah Kau Lupa'. That song is dedicated to all Muslims around the globe actually to spark our awareness.

While bad comes by with the kind of Adele. Haha, wait I didn't say she's bad. She is very excellent indeed that her songs really turn on this switch of sadness and blues in my limbic system all of a sudden.

The music itself is enough to make you drift along going all dreamy and wishful and so on and so forth. Sometimes, the lyrics is far from being upsetting but the music still make you feel like crying. Now that's the irony of these songs we hear everyday.

Hey I wonder who is the first human to find pleasure in sound? How did they combine the art of voice and music in the first place? Who is the man that cherish our current developing  music and entertainment industry? Who is the one responsible for every teens stucking in earphone in their ears now?

But hey hey wake up! Wake up!

Don't take those emotions seriously okay. It's just a song anyway. Unless it's a good emotion.

Anyhow.

Would be even better to hear the beautiful, natural sounds made in heaven by our Utmost Wise God, right.
Like the sounds of waterfall, continuous rhythm of waves, ripples of water, heavy downpour, the lightning, the night creatures, the birds chirping, the leaves slapping each other, the gushes of wind, the volcanoes explosion (?) and the list goes on and on.

I miss going to places like beach and waterfall. The serenity and peace God made for us. Cause deep inside us, we always yearn for harmony and tranquility. Hustle and bustle of life stress everyone's life, making us like mad zombies sometimes. At least to some people they do. To me, who is currently mentally and physically dormant, safe at home I am soooooo at a peace of mind state. HAHA.

Everyday, waking up to house chores and laptop I am. Hehe. Whatever it is, be happy. You own your heart.  No one could make you feel anything, unless you allow them to. Cause your heart belongs to you, given by God.

Trivia:
Was hearing to Adele (Make You Feel My Love) just now and it perturbs my limbic system eventhough the lyrics isn't the slightest bitter which leads to this entry. The music does it job well, I think. I'm okay now.

Random Recent Piccas with Story

Assalamualaikum. 

Masih belum boleh melelapkan mata. Sebenarnye boleh je nak biarkan 'semua' ni lalu tidur tapi aku taknak jadi orang tak bersivik. Huhu. 

Macam biasa. Aku masih seorang procrastinator tegar walaupun 'red alert' dah keluar juta juta kali dari pukul 8 malam tadi suruh buat kerja. Tapi aku masih aku. Campur sedikit kesyaitanan eh kemalasan. Macam sekarang. Aku sedang take five kononnye dari membuat slideshow utk kelas esok. 

Esok ade kelas ni. 

Ya, aku suka main cikgu-cikgu ni. Sebab dulu masa kecik-kecik aku takda kawan nak main cikgu cikgu. Maklumlah, adik beradik semuanya lelaki. Kalau dapat main kapur dalam kelas tu satu pengalaman manis orang kata. Nasib baik aku pernah jadi ketua darjah masa darjah 2. Sempat juga merasa tulis nama kawan-kawan yg bising dalam kelas masa cikgu takda. Ya, guna kapur. HAHA kapur can be an issue ey. 

 Layan gambar je la malam ni. Ni cut section kepala seorang (aku serba salah nak letak simpulan bahasa ni) 'cadaver'. Site of concern kitorang adalah respiratory tract dia. Bermula dari anterior nares (lubang hidung) sampai ke larynx di bahagian leher. Semuanya adalah laluan udara yang sangat precious, nikmat yg kita jarang syukuri dan sedari. Allah.

Ini pulak gambar thoracic cage. Bayangkan anda berdiri tegak. Badan anda dibelah dua pada coronal plane yg akan membahagikan tubuh anda pada setengah depan dan setengah belakang. Peh, siapa boleh faham ni boleh tepuk tangan utk diri sendiri. Aku sangat faham memang susah nak faham sesuatu dgn membaca je. Aku selalu berada dalam kasut itu. Ceh. Ape kata anda google?
                                         

 Kitorang selalu ada masa lebih lepas praktikal anatomy. Kadang-kadang bila aku dan sesetengah kawan lain rasa rajin, kitorang duduk sat berbincang bersama. Macam gambar kat atas ni. Kitorang tengah bincang pasal Forced Expiratory Volume. Aku tahu, bunyinya spesies cucu-cicit encyclopedia Brittania. Dengar nama die je boleh buat jantung berdebar. Tapi namanye je tu yang psycho lebih. Nak fahamnya, insyaAllah mudah dgn bantuan cikgu dan kawan.

 Bunga kat Montaza tengah beranak-pinak sekarang ni. Maklumlah spring. Sejuk mata tengok ciptaan Allah ni. Warna-warni taman ni. Apesal ayat aku pendek-pendek ni kelakar la.  Hm, aku nak bawak mak datang sini tengok bunga sebab mak sangat suka bunga. Rumah dulu aku macam hutan sebab mak suka tanam pokok. HAHA. Pastu abah sangat sweet, abah beli rumah baru dgn compound yg luas utk mak bercucuk tanam. Sekarang, laman rumah aku siap ada pokok mangga. Nasib baik takda pokok laici. Mak pun selalu gembira dan tak menang tangan layan pokok. Okeh balik ni aku nak tolong mak tanam pokok kayu balak. 

2 orang sahabat. Saya sayang dia, dia pun sayang saya kerana Allah. Saya tolong dia, dia tolong saya. Saya support dia, dia support saya. Saya nasihat dia, dia nasihat saya. Sorang pantai barat, sorang pantai timur. Tapi hati tetap ada tujuan yang satu, dengan izin-Nya. Heheheh cheesy lah pulak malam ni. Oh biasalah, malam.

Lagi gambar bunga sebab memang banyak bunga. Aku teringin nak ambil gambar cantik-cantik dlm erti kata lain guna kamera yg terang, jelas dan nyata tapi aku malas nak hangkut sesuatu yg gedabak di bahu aku. Jadi, aku cuma suruh kawan aku yg ada kamera terang, jelas dan nyata itu amek gambar yang aku suka, then aku amek dari dia. Bijak kan. HEWHEW.

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Ada something happened the other day which made me smile thinking about it. It's not funny pun in the first place. It was a serious case and thank God dah settled pun. Tapi aku ni kan pelik. I laughed because that was the first time aku berada dalam situasi tu. And aku ketawa ingatkan reaksi aku dlm menghadapi that case. Tapi takpe, experience is directly proportional to age. Kawan-kawan aku semuanya best sebab setia tolong aku through it. Moga Allah balas jasa kalian. Terima kasih. :)

Ok, sekian. It's just I think it's been ages since the last time I made post with pictures in it. So, here it is, some random pictures with long captions. Hope you get something to ponder upon after you go through the piccas. Till then, fellas. Take good care of yourself.

Wassalam.

Saya membebel je ni. Tak payah baca okeh.

Assalamualaikum. :D

Kabare?
Okeh aku nak sangat sangat sangat (ulang seratus kali) update blog, tapi life has been busy.Accehhhhhhhh gelis okeh ayat ini. Tak lah. Main je. Tapi memang betul pun. Tapi ade lagi orang yg lebih busy. Tapi tu lah. Aihhh tapi tapi tak habeh dari tadi. Ok dah habes. HAHA, satu entry utk membebel je. Ye, saya hebat membebel.....di alam maya.

Sekian. Esok saye nak jalan dari Camp Caesar sampai Muntazah! Naik tramco. Harap-harap tidak keseorangan. Ya Allah, kalau keseorangan memang aku bertawakal je yg mampu. K bai.

*lari carik sha nak pinjam pepper spray die. Just in case. :D

Wassalam.

Lagi 2 minggu periksa lahhh!

Assalamualaikum.

Hewhewhew gelak macam Hanis Zalikha.

Aku takut nak periksa lah.

Ok tu je nak cakap.

Bye. HEH HEH HEH HEH

Nil

Nak tweet tapi malu nanti orang baca. Oh mungkinkah dah tiba masanye utk download diary? Tidak dapat tidak I have to write it down. The events, the joy, the turbulence of emotions and so on.

Never is beneficial to public.

I once had a sister

Eh apesal aku ade kat sini ni? Bukan tengah exam ke? HUHU. Tetibe rase nak menulis la pulak. Pasal yg bukan ilmiah? Bagi chance la kejap ea.

Tadi, aku berjalan-jalan di facebook tanpa arah tujuan.

I was browsing my juniors profiles, watching what they are up to now, monologuising  'Omg, she's that tall now huh' and I was like 'Ok fine, I am old now,' all that stuffs. 3 years had passed since I finished school and I admit though school can sometimes be a pain in the neck, indeed it's one of the most joyous time of your life. And I stumbled on this one quote in twitter saying 'If you say college is your best 4 years of your life, then make it 6'. I was LOL-ing hard back then. Seriously it made me laugh. I bet you would too. No? But, hey life should make progression so 6 years in college would delay your time to working phase, yes. Whatever. My point is, I recalled having a pet sis or 'adik didik' (that's what we call it) in school. yes, I am volunteering to have one, and I enjoyed it.

My pet sis, her name is Izzaty Raduan. Need I say more? Of course I'm quite awkward at first because I never had any sister be it younger or older sis. But as time went by, I adapted with her. I bet she was awkward too because she's just like me; the only daughter in family. But this girl, she's brave. Mind you, the seniority is quite a tradition in my alma mater. So juniors are expected to bowed down their head and never look us in eyes, you know, it's not that strict but once you get caught and targeted by the seniors I bet your first year of life gonna be a living hell until that senior moved out. Luckily, she got me! HAHA. Fret not, I am not the kind who yelled at juniors. But sometimes I did asked them to HELP ME to ready my clothes and bed when I woke up at 6.30am like that. HAHA. Just a simple thing like that.

I was not that close to her, just exchanging smiles in corridors, (our dorms are opposite to each other, me in Hajar, she's in I-forgot-the-name-hayakkk green dorm), 'main kirim salam, good luck in exam, take care' things HAHAHA so cute la back then. Then, when final break came before SPM, she gave a card saying 'ALL THE BEST KAK TIQA IN SPM! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, I SURE GONNA MISS YOU, TAKE CARE'. Hohhh, terharuuu makcik! HAHA.

Now, we seldom contact each other. I mean, she's still in school and already a fourth former. Hoh, she's that big now huh. Oh I become somehow a lil bit emotional what the heck? HAHAH. Whatever. I might be coming to school to collect my SPM certificate. Hayakkkk when la to comeee? I want to meet Izzaty also and give something nice from here.

Izzaty, most left. Ceh, mesti kembang budak ni kalau baca my special post utk die.

Ok sekian. Banyak tak habis baca lagi ni! Hoihhhh.

Sahut seruan mat luthfi!

Assalamualaikum! Morning everybody!

Hye, actually I've thought about something this morning. Eh not thought, realized!

Hm, sometimes, we are not what people think we are. Like me. People assume that I can debate! Which I couldn't. Before, in school, that was an extracurricular activity I joined to get the points for university entrance mark. I forced myself to join it because I am aware that Allah gives me a soft tongue. I don't face problem in speaking clearly and I don't stammer, alhamdulillah. So, I joined it. Truth be told, I don't like arguing with people. And I am always the type who don't have any remarks about what happen around me which is least useful to rebut the opponent's point. So, I hope after this, there shall be no one to ask me to participate in any debate tournament. Because it is just not me.

Forum? Yeah, I know I've decided to be a moderator last sem. Why? Because it's a lot lot lot more relaxed than what debate is all about. In forum, you can talk freely without any objection or cruel remarks interjecting which is very very appreciated by me. Ok, enough with that. I hope, you get my point.

Second, I realized that we cannot simply judge people by their way of appearance because there is a lot lot more beneath the skin. Don't get me wrong, I object the action of not covering aurat by both muslim and muslimah. But again, we are not perfect either. Who knows what kind of environment s/he was brought up? Who knows what their parents taught them? So, now come our part to gently handle and help them very subtly. First, to make them realize the benefit of doing good, then they will make the good. Slowly they will know what to do next. But this won't take a short time because changing yourself is not easy. I know. We all know. Even to thin yourself gonna take a hella of time. What with family's acceptance to the change, some more? But InsyaAllah, with His blessing, who knows if He decides to forgive during the process of realizing good? Because s/he already has the thought (niat).

So, bak kata Mat Luthfi, don't be judgemental la. Jangan hukum orang sesuka hati padahal kite tak kenal pun org tu. Macam aku yang sangat bencikan Norman Hakim sebab tinggalkan Abby Abadi. Padahal aku tak kenal pun siapa diri beliau yg sebenar. So gasaklah beliau dgn keputusannya. Sbb beliau ade reasonnya sendiri. Beliau lebih tahu. Dan Allah paling tahu semuanya.

Alhamdulillah, habislah ceramah kite hari ni. boleh bersurai dan study skang. Wehuhuhu.

Hari-hari masak.

Sekarang pergi kelas, kat celah-celah kuku warne kuning. Macam geli tapi tak. Sebab semalam jenuh selet kunyit kat ayam. Pastu, orang datang, makan, pastu habis. Esok pergi pasar, beli ayam lagi. Pastu jalan sorang-sorang kesian gile aku rasa, balik rumah. Pergi dapur, basuh ayam pulak.

Persoalan: Ni nak masak ke nak belajar?

Jawapan: Untuk belajar perlukan nutrient yang mencukupi. Nutrient terbaik datangnya dari masakan yg berkhasiat contohnya ayam goreng. Maka, memasak adalah perlu untuk menjana mood happy dan kecergasan berterusan yg disumbangkan oleh perut yang gembira.

Sekian.

Jangan ah berdrama swasta ngan aku.

Aku sedang tengok citer Witch YooHee kat Ntv7. Ingat tak citer ni? Alaaa, yang pasal lady boss ngan orang gaji die tu. Sengal oh citer ni. Aku rase nak bako je si Moo Ryong ni ha.

Kotu dah la ade girlfriend. Pastu ko gi duduk dengan ladyboss tu pulak. Ko sangat lah tak empati pada girlfriend ko. Ko hengat girlfriend ko tak jeles ke ko asek dengan ladyboss tu 24 jam? Oh em gee, kalau aku dah lame break up oh. Tak koser aku nak share share ngan pompuan lain. Haha emo pulakkan. Tapi biaselah. Drama. Kalao tak de bende bende mengemosikan mcam ni tak jadi drama lah die. Kan?

Eh tapi aku tak kire! Aku emo gile ngan si Moo Ryong ni. Name pon mcm lembu. Moooo. Kahkahkah. Kesian la kat Sheung mi tu. Sheung mi, ko janganla jadi innocent sangat. Nak understanding sangat dengan Moo Ryong tu. He will definitely leave you if he sees other woman constantly. In fact he relieves the ladyboss tension, even giving his shoulder to cried on to that ladyboss. Anda butakah? Tiada matakah? Tiada mata hatikah? Ohhh silelah tinggalkan lembu itu cepat-cepat kalau tak mahu hati tercarik kecewa.

Eh again. Terlebih sudah. Ini drama, kalau takde elemen bongek ini bukanlah drama name die. Aku memang ah pantang gile tengok manusia lembab nak buat move macam dlm drama. Nak nak sinetron. Sinetrin ah paling aku anti.

Tapi tulah. Anti anti tengok jugak. Hahaha. Biaselah. Manusia. Kalau takde perangai-perangai pelik macam ni tidak interestinglah bukan. Hahaha.

Sekian sahaja report aku hari ini.

Buat bekalan waktu exam

Assalamualaikum.

Lame sey aku tak post kat sini. Maksud aku lama aku tak bagi contengan super panjang dan penuh emosi. Huhahuha.

Nak tahu tak, aku kena buat teks untuk satu majlis ni. Kena buat diari kau tahu? Tapiiiii tugas tu sangat susahhhh  lah amat bagi aku. Orang suruh buat bagi sedih, aku buat bagi orang gelak. Tak caye? Aku suruh Nabilah test baca, die boleh gelak-gelak pulak. Tu maknanye ape? Tu maknanye aku bukan seorang yang serius dan payah untuk serius. Say no to serious, dude! Haha.

Semalam, aku tertidur dengan draft teks tu atas katil. Aku kena buat balik bagi betul-betul. Punyalah poyo gaya aku tidur tu. Macam kuat no kerjanya ye. Haha, tapi memang tak ah. Aku cuma sangat penat kot semalam.

Aku pergi kelas pukul 10 pagi nak tunjuk assignment kat Dr. Patrishia. Lepas dah sudah, pukul 12 masuk Lab Physio belajar buat test blood grouping. Dulu kat SMAP dah ada buat sekali. Result aku AB. Dan tadi, memang terbukti aku berdarah AB positive. Orang cakap aku kedekut! Mana ada aku kedekutttt? Aku sangat pemurah hokay! HAHAHAAH, perasan gilalalalaahhhhh......

AB kan universal recipient tapi die boleh bagi kat orang sekaum dia je yakni orang AB jugak. Tu yang diorang cakap aku kedekut. Cehhhh! Tapi still, in case lah kan, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak in advance. Huahuahua. 

Pukul 2 petang, lepas terkejar-kejar solat Zuhur kat Masjid Muowassa, pergi kelas Physio TBL pulak. Dalam kelas Team Based Learning ni doktor akan explain something, pastu bagi soalan, kita jawab dalam group, pastu siapa tak paham boleh tanya. Semalam, belajar pasal Hemostasis Mechanism. Ya Allah, mengantuknya hakuuuu tak boleh blahhhh. Well, petang kan. Ade satu ketika tu, doktor cakap nak keluar 1 minit. Sekali die tutup je pintu tu, semua orang terus bantai tidur termasuklah haku. Semua kepala dah atas meja. Kahkahkahkah. Lawak gila. Yang bagusnye doktor cakap je 1 minit tapi ada lah dalam 2 atau 3 minit die keluar. Bukankah itu saat paling heaven bagi aku dan sahabat-sahabat? Hahaha. Tak lama pastu, doktor pun masuk balik dan kami belajar semula seperti biasa....Blerghhhh.

Balik tu sepatutnya ada talk kat CC. Aku berbelah bahagi sangat nak pergi. Last-last aku tak pergi pun sebab aku confirm, kalau aku pergi mesti aku tidur punyalah. So, baik aku sila sambung sendiri.


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Abang Syahir dah sampai rumah! Aku mestilah sangat cemburu!! Tapi, lek ahh. Haritu aku dah balik time evakuasi kan. Yang tak boleh blah tu kan, hari die balik tu, dia call aku. Dia cakap gini.

Hai Rul. Abang baru balik dari rumah Toklah ni.
Hm, yelah. (Malas nak layan)
Aku baru lepas makan sambal belacan Toklah ngan kuah masak lemak.
So? (aku telah berbulu bulu)
HAHAHHAHAHAH (gelak saitonirrajimmmmm)

Gedik gila abang aku niiiii..!!!! Jahat! Tapi die raya sekejap je nanti. Aku? Sebulan weih sebulan! Sebulan raya FTW! Hahahahah. Raya tahun ni insyaAllah, Syahir akan join sekali after 2 tahun tertinggal event bersejarah ni. Yang sedihnya, Fuad pulak takda. Hmmm, macam biasa. Masih tak cukup korum. Tapi aku bersyukur sebab aku masih ada keluarga untuk beraya bersama.

Last year punya raya sangat sedih. Sebak sangat masa salam dengan mak abah. Perit tekak tahan nangis. Aku sorang je anak perempuan, tapi aku lah yang paling awal sekali keluar rumah. Ingatkan nak sambung kat local university je rupa-rupanya akan tinggalkan mak abah jugak. Sedih hati mak abah, sedih lagi hati aku yang nak chow sin chi ni. Kang dah kahwin pun tak duduk sekali ngan mak abah. Eh kenapa sedih sangat niiiii? Sekejap betul rasa duduk ngan mak abah kan. Eihhhh. Mari kite hentikan drama melankoli aku ni.

Eh bapa lah panjang aku tulis ni ha. Kahkahkah aku baru perasan lepas aku scroll ke atas. Betul-betul extra large entry ni. Pape ah. Aku nak study lah pula. Kawan aku semua tengah study keliling aku. Aku sorang je tengah online. Ya Allah petanda apakah ini? Dah, dah. Aku nak study.

Bubbye. Wasalam.

P/S: Selamat berbahagia buat teman-teman yang dah sampai rumah di Malaysia. Aku nak jugak tumpang gembira!

I miss you, gemuk!

Assalamualaikum.

Hai everybadeh. How are you doing? Fine everybadeh? Eh teringat pulak kat doktor yang suka tanya 'Ok, students?' atau 'Understand, students?' atau 'Ok, students?'. Ok cukup lah tu contoh dia tu.

Tengah-tengah online facebook tadi, tetiba rasa rindu kat Gemuk. Siapa Gemuk? Heh, sebenarnya nama manja dia je Gemuk. Perut dia tak besar pun. Badan dia gagah perkasa. Ha, dia memang bodyguard aku. Dia suka baca buku motivasi macam em pernah dengar itu buku 'La Tahzan' atau 'Jangan Bersedih' ? Macam apatah lagi aku tak sempat nak hafal tajuk buku motivasi itu. Tapi tu la. Pelik betul tengok kecenderungan itu. Macam tak mewarisi trait aku langsung? Eh, bukan. Gemuk bukan anak aku. Again, siapakah Gemuk? Heheheh. Takda siapa-siapa lah. Aku saje je tulis ni.

Ha, mesti rasa menyesal sebab baca kan? Hahaha, takpa. Boleh tambah ilmu pengetahuan tentang aku. Eh, macam dah takda kerja lain kami nak baca tentang kau, Atiqah.

Ok lah. I'm outta here. Bye. Tomorrow is my module 5 exam. Pray for us. Wait, wait. Can you smell it? Smell what? Aaaaaaaa.....Freedom. Yeah, smell of freedom. Wuhuuu.

Wassalam.

Malaysia, I'm Back!

Assalamualaikum.

Hai. Hari yang bahagia. Sebab ape? Ce teka ce teka. Haha, takda lah. Hari ni kan, alhamdulillah sesangat dah dapat tiket balik Malaysia.

Punyalah challenging sebab beli sendiri kan. Ustaz nak belikan, taknak. Nak jugak nak jugak beli sendiri. Pastu, penat. Pastu, tensi tinggi-tinggi. Tapi alhamdulillah berkat usaha, doa dan tawakal (aceh ceh ceh) dapat jugak tiket yang kita nak.

Mula-mula beli dapat 2nd August. Then, dapat berita, kuliah habis 10 August pulak. Haizz kena la tukar kan. Hangus 300 aku. Hangus! Tapi takpa, duit boleh dicari, kebahagiaan mana boleh beli? Sape jual kebahagian? Sape sape? Ha, takdekan. Huhu.

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Sudahla tu cerita pasal tiket. Moh kite cecite pasal result sem 1 pulak.

Berdasarkan kekabar berita yang ditiup angin sejak berminggu lamanya, result akan keluar hari ni. Haish semua orang dah berdebar-debar tunggu nak terkeluar jantung dari badan, nasib baik ada pericardium cavity ha'ah nak jugak kan. Hahaha. Last-last, habuk pun tarak! Mungkin keluar esok pulak. Dan mungkin keluar minggu depan pulak.

Jadi, kepada diri aku dan diri-diri yang terlibat, marilah kita sama-sama mendoakan kelulusan dan kecemerlangan bersama. Ha, meh aku amin kan awal-awal eah. Ok, insyaAllah, diri kalian tak terlepas dalam doaku. (ha'ah ku ku ka ki). Eh, serious ni tau.

Dan akhirnya;

Majulah MSAU 2010-2016 untuk Malaysia!  Ok fine, kejap lagi nama batch akan diumumkan. Ada sesapa yang nak cadangkan nama? Moh royak ke ambe, moh.  

Kalaulah Waktu Boleh Diputar Kembali

Ceh, cliche gitu statement ni. Aku baru habis exam practical ni. Alah yang spot-spot yang aku citer tu. And that exam was erm erm insyaAllah awesome. Cewah awesome. Alah, taknak lah guna awesome. Kang orang kate show off. Ok lah fine. It was fine. Heh.

Tapi kan, tapi. Ada satu soalan graf tu aku silap buat la. A solid proof taht I still can't handle myslef whenever I feel all nervy and stuff. Cis! Hate have to face the fact during exam. Why mase exam? Yes, because waktu exa, jelah aku nervy gile nak tumbang rase. Soalan dah warning awal-awal OBSERVE CAREFULLY the graph. Pastu still aku silap bace graph. Guess I am not that good when it comes to number and nerves. Yeah. Well. Tadi pun waktu nak kira duit tiket flight aku kire slow gile. Tak macam orang Arab. Nak tahu macam mane pak Arab kira duit? Man, they are awesome counter! Gile laju and stylo. =P

Exam objektif lagi 2 hari. Penat. Ceh. Orang lain exam berminggu-minggu kot. So, belajarlah kat Alex. HAHAHHAHA.
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Adik aku kan patah jari kena hempap ngan kawan die waktu tidur. Erm I mean jari die kene hempap dengan kawan dia. Comel ek. Eh? Pastu die tunjuk kat aku bandaged finger die. Kesian die. But but but die dapat cuti balik rumah 4 hari Phewitttt jeles gile. Kalau lah kan aku terjatuh waktu lintas jalan depan U tu, pastu dapat balik Malaysia, seriously aku akan pergi U skarang jugak. Eh maybe not. Itu tindakan tak rational dan bongok namanye. Eh I miss rambling takda arah tujuan macam ni. Dah lame tak buat kan. HAHAHAH.

Aku ni kan citer pasal benda-benda seram macam ni kan, teringat kisah tadi. Aku punye pensel ngan pemadam terjatuh atas jalan raya duh mase lintas jalan tadi. Nasib baik ya Allah nasib baik pensel aku tak kena lenyek ngan kete. Ya Allah, alhamdulillah.....Pemadam aku tak kesah sebab aku ada 10 pemadam lagi dalam laci. Tapi pensel, hanya satu itu sahaja! Pastukan nak tahu sape selamatkan my precious pencil? Raihan! Highlight gitu nama die. HAHA. Thanks Raihan, aku berhutang nyawa ngan kau. HAHA. Tapi aku dah tolong ko hangkat 2 sweater dari dobi tadi so fair lah kan. Wuwuwuwuw.

Ok dah. Bye semua makhluk Allah yang comel-comel. Jumpa lagi em sebulan dari sekarang? Heh, acah je.

Rojak.

Module sekarang namanya Concept of Health and Disease. So, macam biase ada disease, maka wajib lah ada Pathology yang nama lainnya ialah scientific study of diseases. Dan bermakna jugak, banyaklah gambo-gambo penyakit yang yang yang emm menarik?

Bolehlah. I wish to put some pictures here but blame the broadband (again).

Modul ni have to be finished in 3 weeks time. Ape ke cepatnye kan. Tak sempat napas je rase. Tapi blogging dicelah-celah tetap tak tinggal. Kan, boleh pulak? HAHAHAA. Biaselah tu, tak payah ungkitlah. LOL.

Result sem 1 akan keluar lagi seminggu, dua minggu, tiga minggu time. Cuak la gilos punyo cuak ha. Semua orang adelah gerenti dan dijamin seratus persen cuak dengan modul 2. Aku tak terkecuali. Biochemistry. Huh, dengo name pon seriau. Haha.

''Eleh, biochem je pon. Senang kot.'' I wish dear. I wish.

Pastu, next week nak balik Malaysia. Ada hal nak settle jap. So, sempat kot makan rojak. HAHAHHAHA. Acah mak enon.

Damn, dah la tetengah malam ni. Sebut rojak dalam hati kuat-kuat pulak tu. Ni nak gi tido skang ni. Dah la, nak tido lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Benci!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My productivity

Laptop rongak. Abah kate. HAHA.
Apa motif bunga ni? Yes, sebaik ternampak pokok bunga kertas ni kat rumah pakcik aku, terus teringat Biology. Mendelian Inheritance. Anybody?

Puas hati bebeyh! Novel novel novel dan novel.....!

Sekarang:

Di saat orang lain tengah tak cukup nafas belajo, aku duk melangok kat rumah, enjoy habis-habisan. HAHA. Masa ni la nak enjoy buat benda yang tak boleh dibuat time belajar. FB, novel, blogging marathon, movies, makan and whatnot. Berada dalam keadaan ni lame-lame pun tak berape best sebenarnye. Ye la, rase diri tak produktif. Rasa macam tak berguna. Hoh, tak berguna kau. Ambik tu. Agak keras bunyiknye ek.

Tapi bile difikir balik, aku bukannye selalu macam ni. Ape orang kate ''in a free state of mind.'' With nothing to think, nothing to worry. Yes, hidup yang aku selalu harapkan time busy gile belajar. Tapi bile dah dapat, rase tak produktif pulak. Haih, dasar manusia tak pernah puas!

So:

Bile dianalisa semua benda ni, aku kena dapatkan sesuatu (tak kire la ape bende sesuatu pun) dari semua benda yang aku buat time cuti emergency ni. Mesti, wajib. Dan aku kena tulis atas kertas. Vocab, lesson hidup and whatever la. Janji, sesuatu! At least, it shows that I am productive. Yes, even it is to myself only. Then only, people will get something from me. Isn't it? Worry not of you don't understand me. Worry yes of you are not productive.

Productive from my point of view: Having some improvement in yourself. You produce something. No matter what kind of it, but must be something. Don't let yourself be static with no 'move' at all for a long time. That is not productive.

Rojak Petis

Dah 3 hari kene selesema. Time makan paling lah tak boleh blah. Time tu la hidung macam kene clogged dengan seliter mukus. Haih. Normal ke gituh? Yes, time makan je. Mungkin die tak bagi makan banyak kot. HAHA. Tapi mane ade aku makan banyak sangat pun....Hailohhh. Semalam the disease made a progress. I've started coughing but a mild one. And today....

Bangun pagi.....

Mana suara?? mana suara??

Tekak rasa cramp *eh ade ke orang cramp tekak? kasar gile. Terus capai air, minum and test suara....

''AaaaaAaaaaaAaaaa..'' Kaso berdego suare nye. Dah mace sore jate mano tah ha. Mak aihhh. Hilang suara....T_____T But now it's getting much better, Alhamdulillah.

Exam is really around the corner. Hoihhh, stuh-dey-time woiihhh. Oh ya btw, yesterday I've had pleasant time with the girls watching few movies including that ''Tangled''....!!! Memang best lagi-lagi si kuda itu. Seems like 'Up' fell into number 2 now. Sorry Russel.

Till then, kawan-kawan. =)

srot sret srot sret bunyik ape?

sel hidung aku meradang dan banyak mukus keluar. makan chipseco kebab pun tak rase ape dah. buat penat je keluar pusing pusing sizotrese street carik chipseco macam orang ngandung ngidam, tah pape je aku kalo dah nak tu nak jugak. nasib baik raihan ade. dapat 2 bungkus je yang kecik. oh takpe sebab bukannye boleh menikmati pun. hihihi. haih skarang nei memang musim orang selesema. srot sret sroot sreett je bunyik dalam kelas tu. style tak bunyi orang sedut mukus hidung? hehehe. style kan. terima kasih ahmad fuad sebab topupkan hidung eh henfon saya. kalau tak, tak jumpa lagi dah nombo 0133104*5* atas dunie nei. hish sedih betul kisah henpon di perantauan. ok dah sambung assignment balik. ye, umbilical cord. best woh! tau tak sebenarnye placenta itu besar? sekarang baru faham kenapa orang sebut anak itu darah daging kamu. sebab memang darah dan daging daripada ibu pun. oh, emak, i love you tiada akhirnya. abah jugak, sebab tanpa abah, apalah jantinaku? kikiki. oh abah, i love you hingga hujung nyawaku hingga ke akhirat juga. ok sebab sayang mak ngan abah, kene sambung assignment dengan serius. serius serius!

terimalah placenta dan umbilical cord dari inche google.

sekian, selamat malam. =)

Dentist phobia

Siapa takut jumpa dentist kat sini, sila angkat tangan! (angkat tangan dalam hati ja)

Aku ade sorang kawan ni. Dia takut nak pi jumpa dentist esok. Kesian betul aku tengok ni ha. Dia sangat gabra bak kata omputih anxious ye untuk jumpa dentist tu. So hari ni die jadik emo plak dah. Sume orang cakap tak kena. Die kuat terasa betul macam mangsa-mangsa PMS gitewh(gitu versi gedik).

So aku kat sini tak tau lah ape signifikannya buat entry kat blog dan cerita pasal die. Aku bukannya nak bagi tips menghadapi dentist pun. Jauh sekali cara-cara nak jadi dentist kepada diri sendiri. I mean self service la. Aku saje je post bende ni macam takde kije lain padahal exam bulan 1 kelak.

Hahahaa, Metot* ko better cari solution kepada maksalah orang yang phobia dengan dentist nieh. Senang kije ko dah beso nanti. Macam lah sekarang metot kecik lagi. Metot, metot kecik lagi ke?

*Metot-seorang makhluk Allah yang bernaung bawah status homo sapien. Currently studying in Tanta, Egypt in Dentistry course. She will make a brilliant dentist for you and your family, I tell you. And you are compulsarized to have trust in me in this case. OK?

Dan aku pun tak paham ape maksalah aku sebenarnye tulis perenggan tak patut cerita pasal metot kecik atau besar pada malam yang sejuk beku dan gigil ini.

AHAHAHAHAHA.

Sape yang cakap aku berperangai gila-gila? Mari sini tengok buktinye.