Camping Ganu Kita

Salam 'alaik.

Hai semua. I know, lama betul tak post pape kat sini kan. Siap missed sebulan lagi tu. Anyway, has been up to quite many stuff since holiday started. Nice nice. Compared to last year punya cuti yang banyak sangat 'tak buat pape'.

The other day, I went to Peladang Setiu Agro Resort. Mula-mula tu aku seriously ingat tidur dalam chalet or dorm tau sebab resort kannnn. Sekali........ tidur dalam khemah! Haha nasib baik Iman bagitau sebelum naik bas. Sempat la beli selipar kat 7e berhampiran. XD

Anyway, memang banyak benda belajar kat sana. Ada ustaz cerita pasal Hadis 'kapal'. Aha, serious 'tercampak' dengan syarah hadis ni. Generally about 'Amar Makruf Nahi Munkar' , nasihat-menasihati sesama manusia la.
Nasihat sebab sayang.
Nasihat sebab kita tahu.
Nasihat sebab kita boleh dipertanggungjawabkan kalau tak nasihat.
And nasihat sebab kita taknak sama-sama 'karam' kalau BIAR.

Huhu.
And I know.
Not that easy to accept advice, no? :)
And not easy to advice as well. Sebab the person we advice tu will always scrutinize ourselves. Is him or her baik enough to advice me? (we cannot help it, cause we in fact would do the same if we were in their shoes, maybe.....) So nak taknak memang kena 'jaga' ourselves kan.

*semoga berjaya!*

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And from that camping, I realized yang my kawan-kawan perempuan ni sangat terer sebenarnya. Aha, not kidding okay. Nampak je ayu, rupa-rupanya boleh lepas monkey rack macam kacang goreng je, the trainer cakap ''sebijik macam yang kat Sepilok tu'' haha. Then ada titi goyang-goyang tu, all of them passed it! Sorang pun tak jatuh dalam kolam kat bawah tu tau (I nyorok-nyorok skipped haha). Then kena panjat tembok and jump to the other side, ada kena jalan atas tembok yang makin tinggi (balancing test). Ha, yang ni memang ar paling punya paling. Diorang ni relax je jalan atas tu cam catwalk memasing. Yang kita ni, mula-mula nak skipped tau sekali kena paksa dengan Nadhirah haha memang ar. She's really a good friend, knight in shining armour (in disguise) haha. Kita dah nak patah balik dah tau bila dah tinggi-tinggi tu. Sekali Nadhirah kata ''you can do it Tiqah, seriously awak boleh!'' HAHA then aku paksa dia pimpin tangan sambil jalan atas tu. Cramped habis kaki lepas berjaya turun dari tembok tu. XD Tarzan swing haaa kat dalam kolam tarzan swing ni tapak kaki terluka kena batu tau. It was painful of course. Terus skipped yang lepas-lepas tu untuk rawatan. Nasib baik doktor ramai hihi. Semua tolong bersihkan luka, keluarkan pasir dari luka, and letak dressing semua. The perks of camping with them medical students, instant treatment. (Ceh, actually, everyone could learn first aid).

Also kat sane tak boleh pilih camp mate, dia main letak je. So, I ended up dengan sorang 1st year and 2 orang 2nd years. Haha nice one, kalau tak segan nak kenal-kenal kan. Kena letak 1 khemah baru boleh gelak-gelak open up sikit. It actually is not that bad bila kena mixed up dengan orang tak kenal. :)

Finished the 4 days camping, round Pasar Payang beli kepok (wajib) and went back home alone by bus. Quite a lonely 10 hour journey, I tell you. Arrived home safely dengan kaki terjengket-jengket haha. Such a memorable days.

Till then.
Wasalam.

Dah habis dahhh yay!

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Alhamdulillah......

Alhamdulillahhhh......

Heheheh bakpe la suka sangat ni kan...

Minggu lepas adalah minggu yg super panjang dan hectic. Memang aktif mektif muscle dlm badan. Ke sana ke sini membawa diri. Mencabar emosi dan sanubari. Ha ape lagi. Tapi best la. Sebab rasa sungguh produktif hehehe.

Assignment final 
Assignment arab
Exam arab
Cairo 2 kaliiiii 
Talkssss

Ya Allah... Kita ni cakap je banyak buat kerja, banyak pergi talks macam ye ye sangat kan. Hakikatnya, adakah benar hati kita betul-betul terkesan dgn semua input yg kita dapat tu? Erkkk terketuk di situ. I hope so. And will try my best to do so, in sha Allah.

Exam is coming dlm beberapa minggu lagi. Dengar macam lama kan, hakikatnya memang sangat banyak sekali paling lah notes nak baca. Dah tahap super saiya mega dah ni. Harap harap aku boleh buat yg terbaik la sebab ni last sem pre clinical pun. Tak pernah dapat straight A lagi. So aku berazam utk dapatkan yg Terrrbaik utk last sem ni. In sha Allah.... :) agak agak nampak aku bersukaria sangat tu kan, mintak tolong bagi ayat sedas dua sikit kat aku keh, bagi sedar. XD

Anyhoots, nak citer haritu kan, nak dijadikan cerita, aku terkunci dlm toilet. Haha this was super funny okay, serius tak tipu. I was like 'why me why me out of them?'. Redha aje la, seb baik takda claustrophobia kan. Ada la dlm 10-15 minit duduk tunggu hero datang selamatkan. Last last, Nadhirah gak yg berjaya bukak kunci dari luar. Guna pisau okey. Camne?? Ha tu kena tanya dia. Tapi serious la, rasa terharu sangat. Tingkayu Nadhirah!! And 'termuhasarawak' sangat. Sebab emmm sebab that morning ada la rasa yg tak best sikit kat certain certain orang. Jahat je kan. Hahaha, maybe sbb tu kot terkunci dlm toilet. Tapi takpe, pengalaman tau. (mak kita pun tak pernah kurung kita dlm toilet). And lepas ni, please husnu zhon ok and accept orang seadanya dia. Kita pun takde la baik mane kan kan :)

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Lets get prepared for the upcoming weeks! Subuh dah makin awal skang ni. Aiyooo dia punye mujahadah tu....... Semangat semangat!!! Laki laki yang claim konon tough tu, ce tengok dia tough tak lawan syaitonirrajim,,, Haaaa. And wanita-wanita yang claim konon nak jadi sebaik Khadijah dan Aisyah, ce tengok dia berjaya tak lipat selimut every morning before gi kelas.... (sebab kalau lambat bangun kan confirm terjun katil, mandi terus gi kelas kan haha err tu siapa tu?) XD

Takpe la, sama-sama buat yg terbaik okeh. Bukan untuk orang lain. Untuk diri kita jugak kan. :)

p/s: pedasnya ayat hamba, ampun dipinta andai terasa. Yang sesungguhnya, kepedasannya ditujukan tak lain tak bukan utk diri penulis ni. hewhew sebab 61:2-3 kan. Fehh pedas kalah ayam penyet LA tau. Ha ni budak Alex je tahu. Masya Allah pedas diaaaaaa... nak meletup muka rasa.

Ok ok sedap betul menggoreng keyboard hari ni. Terlebih serotonin ni. Soooo, till then, toodles....

Salam 'alaik. Take care guys. :D

Of what actually happen before winter break

Salam 'alaik dear readers. :D

Guess where am I now? Hewhew ok tak comel langsung ketawa macam tu. Anyway, alhamdulillah, I am in Johor Bahru now, at the home sweeeeet home.

I is very the happy one you know. This year punye winter break, diberi kesempatan utk berjalan lebih sikit atas bumi ni, mentadabbur alam, for that Alhamdulillah thumma Alhamdulillah. I get to meet many new friends, seniors, juniors and family.

I was in Paris for 6 whole days and then I headed back home. Actually Paris wasn't in my plan pun awalnya. I dah beli tiket to Malaysia on 15th Feb then tiba-tiba university awalkan cuti. Nak awalkan tiket I have to pay like 2000 LE which was quite a sum weih. I macam kenapa sungguh berat ujian yg diberikan Ya Allah (over moi) hehehe. I decided to keluar from Egypt to anywhere I tak kisah asalkan not Egypt. Ended up, ticket to Paris paling murah and ada senior abang (female) kat sane. Aku seolah-olah nampak cahaya di hujung terowong gitu then ke sana lah daku membawa diri.

Dan sesungguhnya aku ni memang lah pelik dan perlukan kelas firm decision making. I dont even understand what was I thinking back then when I decided to go to Paris. Bila dah beli tiket to Paris tiba-tiba rasa menyesal sbb better if aku awalkan je tiket, dapat spend time with bros yg cuti CNY and pergi walimah sedara aku kat Kelantan (Kelantan okay, once in a blue moon je pergi). All this happened masa peri examination. Dahla balik dari Paris sampai Cairo pukul 2.50 pagi on 15th Feb. Balik Malaysia pun 15th Feb gak. Ah sudah takut pulak aku kalau tetibe flight delay kang, ade yg terlepas flight balik Malaysia pulak. Messy sungguh hidup aku waktu tu worrying over something that is yet to happen.

I was in a great stress tau waktu exam tu fikir ni fikir tu, sumpah la rase macam Datuk Seri pikir bussiness kat negara jiran apa aku merepek #%%^&**( hehehe. Jadi bila kita stress kita buat apa? Kakak naqibah kita kata pohonlah pertolongan drpd Yg Maha Pengatur itu.

Jadi........

Alhamdulillah.....

Semuanya turned out great. Malah sangat better dari expectations aku, hilang semua kerisauan dan penyesalan (ewah) seriously terharu sangat. Cantik je Allah aturkan semuanya untuk aku. Maka nikmat Tuhan yg mana lagi hendak aku dustakan? Guys, hands down, honestly, aku sungguh touching mu tahu dok?

Kak JR sangat baik. Seniors kat sana bawak kitorang jalan-jalan. Baik. Memang sangat baik. Banyak aku belajar drpd mereka. Bukanlah nak kata diorang buat kelas mengajar aku duhhh cuma, we could learn something from someone else's action kan. Gitu la.

Bila diorang baik sangat macam tu kan, aku pun rasa, aku nak jadik baik macam tu jugak kat orang lain. Sebab they made me happy by that. So I hope I could be the one making others happy too. Macam cycle of good deeds oh bukankah dunia akn menjadi sebuah tempat yg sgt best bila dipenuhi insan berfikiran sedemikian rupa?

Hei panjangnya aku tulis.

Ok lah, gambar will be updated soon in another entries. Those were such a memory seriously. Sangat best sampai tak tergambar best mcm mana lah Allah prepares utk hamba Dia kat syurga nanti. Huuuu just thinking about it gives me some goosebumps. Excited but no less fearful. Anyway, just strive hard in this life and be the best give the best we could in this life for endless bliss awaiting in hereafter. InsyaAllah.

p/s: Give, we shall be happy.
p/s: Worrying is like rocking a chair. It gives you something to do but never brings you anywhere. Thanks kak JR.
p/s: Want less, you'll feel rich. Nevertheless, dream high, you'll be stronger.

What happen on the 1st Jan of 2013

Salam 'alaik dear readers.

It's already 2013 right. Welcome to adulthood dear me and peers. Haha 21 is big a number, yes. By the way, I got a reminder yesterday while scrolling down the newsfeed in facebook. One of my friends wrote in her status: You are nothing but numbers, with every days passing, so does your numbers left.

Ouch, let's wonder how much numbers  left for us here in this world together.  T_T

Anyway, with the upcoming days ahead of us, that means there is still opportunity for us to be better to benefit and serve others right. So, let's do our best for ummah! :)

On another account, our class schedule isn't as packed as it was in previous modules. Something that shouldn't be taken for granted dear myself (Knock, Knock).

Something happy to wrap my 2012 was:

Finally, after a millenia waiting, at last, our toilet has been repaired. Sooooo much to our relief. And the best part was our house owner agreed to pay for us. 100 LE okay. Haha Alhamdulillah. After all this emotion turmoil going on days in days out. Finally, it's functional! It's like someone stranded on an island getting rescued. XD

And then, we just had our group potluck today. Only with the girls from my lecture group. It was indeed fun like seriously. We eat a lot, talk a lot, giggle a lot. Alhamdulillah on this blessing.

Speaking of blessing and relief, exam is peeking around the corner. Huhhh. Renal physiology is killing me wei. Like no joke. There are lots of longgggg definitions to be understood and memorized. God, help me. InsyaAllah.

I think this should be enought for new year entry. Till then, peeps. Wassalam.

Perasaan kena tipu

Ok, now I am so fed up with my house owner and his brother. When I gave a second thought, they have been conspiring against us all along, They are a bunch of bully demanding piles of money from us, the so called lavish Malizi which is not true. Those are not our money okay.

First about the house rent during last summer break. Supposed when we were not in the house, there shouldn't be any bills coming in, right. But they demanded 100 LE per month at that time. And we gave him.

Then about the lift maintenance. They were collecting money from everyone in the flat including us. It was 1200LE per house at first but after negotiating we got it down until 700LE. And we gave him.

And now for the umpteenth time, they want 400LE pulak for water tank maintenance on the roof. They claimed this time it is once for all time. Like an investment in future. If you pay this thing now, then there will be no water issue for the next 20 years. He did said 20 years, I'm not making it up okay.
And the *&^%%$$ thing is that after the repairing was done, the water in our toilet wouldn't come out from the pipe. Like seriously 20 years?! This is your frigging claimed 20 years?!
Then, we asked them to call the plumber to repair our pipe. We asked him for a month and yes you guess it right, the plumber never came. The house owner's brother told me, the plumber himself didn't show up. He kept repeating bukrah (tomorrow) and ba'din bukrah (After tomorrow) for like thousands times.

And not until yesterday only I was told, actually the house owner is the one who is responsible to pay for all the maintenance fees of his house not the current people residing inside the house! He is the Egyptian, he should know better than us about the house rules! And yet he has eaten up our money. It's not the money I'm concerned most with but, these people, they are muslims, how could they cheat another muslims just like that? Where is that sense of brotherhood in their community? I know brotherhood is easy to instill when you are similar, but with foreign people its hard! But still, Islam teaches us to keep being good to everyone not just with your own frigging buddy. Duhhhh.

Phuh, I think my blood pressure is rocketing up to 90/140 mmHg typing emotionally like this. Haha but this is the fact.

Never. Let. Anyone. In. Your. Family. Study. Here. In. Egypt. 

Unless he doesn't mind dealing with uncivilized people like my house owner and his brother. I'm sorry if there happens to be some english-speaking Egyptian who reads my humble blog but I think that's like an 'impossibrurity', like 0.0001% in probability. I'm not generalizing. It's just most of them are. And dealing with these flocks are the most adventurous, patience-testing, sadistic moment you could possibly face ever in the whole wide world. Like no joke. Seriously.

While most of the Egyptians could raise your blood pressure, there is nevertheless some of them who are still having that good nature inside their heart. Yeah, but I think the ratio is not balanced at all. XD. Maybe I'm saying this because I am currently unstable in terms of emotion.  But I did find and bumped into beautiful examples shown by them now and then. Like for example, the other day, while I was walking through the shops, there was this one ragged old man. He was praying at the narrow pavement of a shop, next to hundreds of busy legs passing by him. The weather was cold and rainy and there he was doing his 'sujud' to the Rabb on a piece of flattened chipsy box. Chipsy is the famous junk food here anyway. I was really touched by the old man. He reminds me to perform 'salat' anywhere, anytime and in any conditions you are in. To take your 'salat' seriously. Cause it is the time to please your God, to show your gratitude to Him for blessing your whole day. T_____T May Allah bless the old man.

Ok. That's all. I know this post is like typed with an overwhelming hatred but I just need to pour it here. I am so gonna move out of this building! You go ask money from the wall and from the lift themselves!

That feeling after you finish your exam.

Salam 'alaik.

Phew, the exam just ended the day before yesterday. I am now sooooo peaceful at mind. Huhu but to tell you the truth, our questions were supersaiya-ly hard like no joke. And to add salts to the wound, our lecturer decided to put out the answers for those questions on our lectures which was held right after exam finished. Now, this is called what may I ask you? Was a tad mad anyway, but it get flown away fast, fortunately. Hehe.

So, yesterday, we'd done the TLK programme. I was one jovial mak nenek yesterday as all my sisters came to join. And from the looks at it, I think they do get what we wanted to tell them all along. InsyaAllah. Hehe only He could describe this feeling inside. Somehow, I find it astonishing how He could put that kind of love inside a human's heart. Y'know to be able to love others is actually a blessing. But to love someone whom you barely know that was another thing. Ohhh I know maybe this is what we call as sweet ukhuwah then. To feel others as our bros and sis as well. Right?

Anyway, may He bless our effort all this while. May we will always be guided on the righteous path, Amin. :)

The riot here got worse yesterday. Even some of us inside the hall, smelled that irritant gas. I think I smelled it too. Or was it some kind of mind trick? My nose did get a bit hurt suddenly though.  They even closed the hall entrance y'know. And the main road was blocked by the police yesterday. Heard arabs shouting outside. FYI, Egypt is currently under pressure again. They are collecting votes for the new constitution here. May the Haq wins here, Aminnnn. :)
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Despite all the things happening here, life still goes on.
And so, off we go to the next module. Urinary System it is.
Till then, Ma'a Salamah.

- End of #400 th post. -

First Exam Third Year

Salam 'alaik. Hey you all lame tak jumpa kan. Hikhikhik.

Anyway, Alhamdulillah dah habis dah exam practical tadi. InsyaAllah tawakal je la kan, kita dah usaha, and kita percaya Allah tak akan menzalimi hamba-Nya, bahkan sangat sayangkan kita semua. InsyaAllah Dia tolong punya, Amin. :)

On 14th nanti sambung lagi exam lagi satu. The MCQ part if Endocrine System. Lepas habis ni, proceed dengan Genito-Urinary System pulak. Haish debor nak start module baru ni. Tebal kot. Ala-ala CNS gitu. And I've experienced average result for that module, which I really want to avoid again. So, need to study hard some more.

After exam tadi, balik rumah and had yummy lunch with housemates and Kak Teha, Mus, Fana and Anith. Tomyam sayur and ayam goreng kunyit. Huhuhu. Naiss one. Diorang datang nak pass gambar raya haji hari tu. Kemain la kan amek gamba kat studio tau. Hahaha aku join aje dah orang ajak kan.

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Called Malaysia and Mur dah start cuti sekolah, untung la kan. Haritu kan aku call Fadzli kat sekolah. Mesti dia terharu sangat kan aku call jauh-jauh. Haha die terkejut kot. Die kata 'ni nombo ada 2 2 ni mesti oversea ni' haha. Egypt number kan ada +2 initial die. Ali tengah revised Mod Math mase tu. Hmm aku dulu Mod Math A je. Tak dapat A+ pun, pastu kena marah dgn cikgu Math sbb Add Math A+ pulak kan. Haha nasibla. Papepun, aku memang kureng sikit nombor-nombor ni. Sudoku takpe. Haha. Nasib baik le amek Medic skang kan. XD tapi sebenarnya orang yg terer math ni bagus tau. Math is interesting tau. Cume a bit tough la. But really interesting sbb you always get absolute answer kan. Maybe ade la kot yg kene gune approximation tapi most of the time memang ada la absolute number kan. Cam best la. Die macam lock and key hypothesis tu. Specific. Nombor ni produced only by this and this. Gitu la.

Ok, till then. Gambar rumah aku tak cukup orang hmm sedih je. Rai raya kat Tanta pulak time ni. So, ada 3 orang je la. Macam angels kan kitorang. Suci gitu. Putih. Haha. Kemain. :D

Wassalam.

Raya Haji 1433

Assalamualaikum. Sobah el-khair. Good morning!

Huhu pepagi lagi dah mengarang cerita utk blog ni kan. Well... :)

Apa macam raya entuu sekalian? Nice one? Macam-macam jadi raya haji kali ni. Tapi semua best la Alhamdulillah..

First day, cam biasa kita solat raya kat MARA. Tapi slacked okey. Kenapa? Punyalah aku rushing bagai nak rak sekali sampai sutuh tengok dah tahiyat akhir dah. Sedih kemainnnn. Aku pun turun tingkat 8 sembahyang berjemaah dgn Mekli. :) Ok la  kan dari tak dapat solat langsung. Pastu dengar khutbah, camwhoring sikit (eh sikit ke haha) then makan nasi impit dgn gulai ayam. Breakfast aku la tu kiranya. Hm marvellous y'all. Haha.

Balik rumah, siap-siap pergi open house rumah Kak Kinah pulak. Habis after Zuhur then balik rumah. Rumah aku pun jemput jugak certain close friends. Tak dapek la nak jemput satu batch. Periuk rumah aku 24 inci je haha. Lepas tu gi amek gambar raya kat studio dgn Kak Teha and housemates (kemain) kat My Studio. Lepas habis pung pang pung pang balik rumah terus terlelap. Penattttttttttt. Malam tu pulak masa aku  ketiduran, Sha accident dlm shower. Siannnnn sangat. Tu la die terlampau gagah sampai terpatah kepala paip haha. Habis kena jahit kat wrist die, ade lah dlm 3 cm camtu. Yg kelakarnya, haritu ada orang arab tanya die ni nak bunuh diri ke sebab wrist die berbalut kan. Oh tuhanku lawak  HAHAHA. Tah pape kan. Tapi logic jugak. Tapi bila imagine itu Sha kot, adui pecah perut gelak. Haha.

The day after tomorrow pulak, pergi Cairo. Ada daurah pasal I'dad Murobbi/ Persediaan Seorang Murobbi. Ngeeeee cuak kebebeyh tapi takpe. We have sacred mission hacewahhhh. Nice la daurah tu. Memang banyak menjawab persoalan persoalan yg dah lama berlegar dlm benak aku. Ustaz penceramah pun best. Penerangan dia mantap! And the bi'ah masa kat situ memang priceless. Seriously awesome. I wonder when we'll be able to constantly live in that environment. InsyaAllah, one fine day.

Nadhirah and I slept over kat rumah kawan Nadhirah. Besar sangat tau rumah tu. 4 bilik utk 1600 LE. And each room boleh muat 2 queen beds okay bayangkan sekarang luas dia acamne. Aku kecemburuan. Haha. Tapi bersyukur ok dgn rumah kat Alex ni. Not bad jugak sebenarnye. :) Oh on the way nak pergi rumah kawan Nadhirah tu, pakcik yg bawak autobus tu seriously like seriously annoying tahap babun. Bukan pakcik sebenanrnye, die muda sikit dlm 20's macam tu. Tapi emosi die amboiiii kalah atuk usia 60 tahun. Sabar aje lah. Kitorang dah la exhausted tahap moksya time tu dengan mabuk gedebang gedebung atas bus tu sekali dapat pakcik tu pulak kan. Memang la memang mengundang kemarahan ahkak!.

Esoknya ke haritu ek, aku lupa siapa yg cakap, tapi nasihat dia camni la  lebih kuraang

'Kalau nak tengok diri awak ni camne, masa awak tengah sakit, penat, lapar atau bentuk-bentuk stress yang lain, cuba tengok reaksi awak pada orang-orang sekeliling. Tak kisahla yang annoying atau tak. Tapi that's your true self''. Dush dush right to the heart.

Mungkin ada excuse la sikit kan. Sebab hey mana boleh expect orang tengah migraine nak buat-buat tak sakit pulak. Tapi kalau dia memang jenis penyabar, takdelah  dia lempang orang-orang yg bising kat sebelah dia. Ha begitu. Paling-paling pun dia duduk at a corner diam-diam, sambil urut kepala dgn minyak kapak. Sambil rasa nak lempang orang yang bising. Dalam hati jelah. Tak buat pun. Haha. (Ehem ehem).

Oleh itu, marilah kita bersama-sama kawal diri kita dlm stressful condition. InsyaAllah kuantiti cortisol anda mencukupi utk menangani stress tersebut. :) And the key point is always to be patient like Rasulullah S.A.W. InsyaAllahhhh.

Ok dah, nak gi kelas. Bye.

A Wrap Up for the early weeks of third year.

Assalamualaikum.

Huhu, kat Egypt ni semangat betul diorang nak raya haji tau. Meriah macam kita nak raya puasa. Comel je. Neway, esok engkorang semua puasa okeh jangan tak puasa. Besar ganjaran dia. Meh, kite copy paste sikit.

''Berdasarkan hadis daripada Abu Qatadah ra berkata : telah ditanya Rasulullah saw mengenai puasa di hari Arafah, lalu baginda Rasulullah saw menjawab dengan sabdanya “diampunkan dosa tahun yang lalu dan diampunkan dosa tahun yang hadapan (selepas)” Sahih Muslim.''

Haaaa, gitu. Diampunkan dosa tahun lepas dan tahun akan datang, insyaAllah. Tapi kena la puasa elok-elok. Means puasa hati sekali, mulut, mata, telinga dan tingkatkan amalan sunat yang lain. Awww aku terasa di situ, insyaAllah, kita buat yg terbaik ok! :)

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Anyway, semalam the Arabs have been very nice to me. This, I know, was very contradicted to what I just posted days ago about how I've been annoyed to the max by them. Huhu. Macam ni, masa nak turun tangga kat faculty hari tu, kain baju kurung aku tersangkut kat besi-besi kerawang kat tangga tu. Then, ada sorang adik or kakak arab ni tolong tarikkan. Aaaaa so sweeet. Pastu pastu, on the same day lepas balik kelas tu aku gi beli air tau, 6 botol okay angkat sendiri. Gagah perkasa gitu. Bila dah sampai rumah, ada sorang adik perempuan ni tolong bukakkan pintu lif utk kita, siap tekankan nombor floor lagi. Awwww yes, sometimes, some of them can be very nice. (Some of them, bukan all of them HAHA)

On the other hand, I've caught some infections in both my nose and eyes. I mean not in that severe way. Just the mild one. Got rhinorrhea plus a stye as a bonus. Lama tak dapat sakit-sakit ringan macam ni. Not that I pray I want them always, just that, it helps me to always be sure to remember Him more. So sweet. :) Though felt a bit uncomfortable during classes, what with the collection of mucous in the nostril and also stinging feeling in my eye. Couldn't give 100 percent concentration on the lectures because of them. Hey suka bagi excuse kau ni. Huhu. And Alhamdulillah, they are getting better now.

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And also, regarding my sharing progress. Now, we've started to meet the juniors who are so sweet in their own ways. I don't have any sisters so you know it's always kind of fascinating to have one. Or more. May everything goes well, amiiin. I'm not that good to be their sister cause I know I'm lacking in shoo many things here and there but I'll try my best to help them and be there for anything. Huhu.

But but the upmost important thing to tell here and spread to the world is that, we gonna have like a WEEK of holiday for raya haji starting from tomorrow!! Ngahahahha I'm one happy giant now. Wohoooo. Okay a tad too excited just now but hehe I am, so, excuse me. Hey tell me who don't anticipate the holiday! They are freaking liars, right! LOL. I wanna study and catch up the whole new things we learned about Endocrine System. Make some notes and buy some new books too, I guess. So, I need money. *wink wink*

Alrite, that's all for tonight. Haish I always become hyper like this whenever tomorrow is holiday, aren't I? Huhu, whatever. So good night!

Assalamualaikum. Has a blessed day tomorrow. Puasa esok jangan lupa! Masak buka sedap-sedap tau! XD

Hari-hari jumpa pun takpe

I am sooooooooooo happy this evening.

Why?

Because I got to meet my uncle and auntie from Malaysia.

And why they are here?

Because their son alias my cousin and his wife are graduating! Yay! Haha it was motivating you know, watching them, all the seniors wearing the best, relieved smile ever on their faces. I can feel the happiness in theirs and their parents. One of the aunties said to my auntie, 'Leganya rasa kan diorang ni dah habis'.

Hahahah at first I was like 'Errrrrrr? What about me? Is my parents worried too about me somehow but never show it? Is it? Is it?' Okay, that was a monologue. But above all, they are happy. Beyond happy. Their parents are ecstatic and overjoyed. Fullstop.

And I tell myself that 'You got another 4 frigging years, Nurullllllllll (it was a frustrated scream FYI) ' Haha, hmmmmm. T_______T.

NO. But yeah. I feel veryyyyyy motivated. I sure am anticipating that moment. It would definitely be mine and my friends one fine day, InsyaAllah.... Aminnnnnn. (Please 'aminn' this dua too) Thank you.

Huaaaaa I am actually a third year student of Medicine eh. Seriously? Time flies huh. You feel that too, don't you? Anyway, just keep acing this journey, guys. They did it. Why can't us?!!!

You sure can do it!!!!! (Excited and almost exploded-spirited face haha)

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I made sago gula melaka for them. Allah knows how inferior I was to be cooking for 2 veteran chefs alias my auntie and Kak Yus's mom. Nevertheless, I did it. Haha. Serious aku rasa sangat rendah diri, hati dan sanubari. Haha. Kuah gula melaka tu pecah santan. Ke santan pecah huh? Hmmmm pecah santan la. Nampak berhabuk-habuk kuah dia. Tapi Mak Yan kata 'Lulus la niiii dah boleh dah' Wakakakak lawak level 121 niiiii. (Mungkin some of you tak faham amende yg lawaknya). Takley bla okay part dah boleh dah tu ke aku yang misinterpret ni? Hahaha okay stop laughing this joke is invalid for a 20 years like you. 20 years like others valid kot. Kot. Kottt. XD

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Anyway, esok dah sekolah balikkkkkk sedihnyaaaaaa. Tapi weih grad weih graddddd!!! InsyaAllah. Terus semangat kan. Okay, till then people. I'm gonna get my books and pens. Meet again next time in next stories. Take care!

"Demi sesungguhnya adalah bagi kamu pada diri Rasulullah SAW itu contoh ikutan yang baik, iaitu bagi orang-orang yang sentiasa mengharapkan (keredaan) Allah dan (balasan baik) hari akhirat serta ia pula menyebut dan mengingati Allah banyak-banyak (dalam masa susah dan senang)". 

(Surah Al-Ahzaab : Ayat 74).

Wassalam.

Khamis Hari yang Bahagiaaaa....

Assalamualaikum..... la la la la la ~~

Hatiku riang sekali hari ini haha. Sebab esok cuti! Yezza! Alas, earlier today wasn't a good start, nevertheless we faced it steady and cool, bro.

Nak dijadikan citer, pagi tadi takde air! Oh mannn how can you be liddis, water? I got class you know. So I went to my friend's house to siap-siap whatever then off we go to the class. I wore tudung sarung okeh hari ini dipadankan dgn jubah. Easy. And fast. Atau nama lain dia, fashion kecemasan haha. XD

Anyway, cuti tahun ni dah dimansuhkan kepada sehari saje unlike last sem, third year students dapat cuti 2 hari. Aku redha hajela memburuhkan otak aku ni. Bagus jugak kena paksa study lama-lama ni kan, berfikir tentang manusia, kurang sikit risiko nak dapat Alzheimer (nyanyuk), iye dok. InsyaAllah. Nak diikutkan study medic kat Malaysia sangat tough tahu tak, dengan cutinya yang pendek tu. Cuti diorang paling lama 3 minggu je (sumber: dua pupu) hei dah lama aku selim kalau study kat local uni weih. But it's good tough to be slimmer XD

So, dah tamatlah minggu pertama kelas kat sini. Kelas semua 2 jam je hari-hari utk minggu pertama ni. Okaylah. Penat jugak sebab dah lama cuti kan. Ni kasi panas enjin dulu ar kiranya.

Oh, pasal rumah pulak, semua dah settle. Pasal bil haritu, aku mintak nak tengok resit bayaran tu then dia bagi lah. Okay. But one thing la, diorang ni memang tak organized betul. Resit semua bergumpal aje dlm laci. Patutnya kalau dah tahu ada penyewa, simpanlah bahan bukti tu elok-elok, in case penyewa nak tengok kan, ini dengan tertumpah air kopi ke hape ntah atas resit tu aku nak pegang pun guna hujung hujung kuku je. T_T
Wasn't that satisfied by the receipt though tapi nak argue lelebih aku sedar diri la vocab masih hijau lagi. Kalau nak argue kena ada ilmu, ye tak. Barulah argue dengan maruah. Kalau tak orang tu pun malas nak layan nanti sebab cakap macam errr bayi?

Tapi aku sempat bagi sedas kat dia. I said right into his eyes that 'I trust you!' Hahaha konon menakutkan sangat ah pandangan kau mata dah la sepet wei haha. Then dia reply  'No no no, we fear Allah and Allah sees us, something like that la, so aku pun okay fine. Lepas ni kitorang kena bayar bil sendiri. Phew lega aku. Tak best jugak asyik nak gaduh jumpa ngan Arab ni. Baik kita develop ikatan persaudaraan ngan diorang. Sempat lagi adik tuan rumah aku ni 'Do your friends bring any teas from Malizia? I want Malizia tea.' Yang lagi sorang tu 'Fen hadeyya min Malizia?' (mana hadiah dari Malaysia?) Amboi pakcik. Hahaha. I guess I'll fried some fish chips for them. :)

Pastu haritu mama depan rumah ni marah pulak kite letak sampah kat luar. Sebenarnye takpe je letak kat luar because we paid the caretaker to bring the rubbish down, but itu lah die. Itu lah. Mama depan rumah tu doesn't like rubbish in front of her house. Dia kata 'I become very nervous when I see rubbish'. Ewah. Esoknya, aku selamba je tekan doorbell dia. I dunno where on earth did the courage come from but aku nak pergi minta maaf kat dia face to face, formally. It turned out, she was overwhelmed kot sebab aku mintak maaf sungguh-sungguh, dia pun mintak maaf jugak sebab marah semalam. Comel..... Haha. Itulah datangnya ayat I become nervous tu semua. Haha.

See, everything happens for reasons. Turn the problem into chances, okay. Kemain lah aku ni chances lah bagai, tapi itulah dia, itulah. Hihi. Untuk pengajaran dan ingatan aku di masa akan datang jugak.

“Sesungguhnya orang-orang mukmin itu adalah saudara-mara. Oleh itu damaikanlah di antara saudara-mara kamu dan bertaqwalah kepada ALLAH agar kamu dikurniakan rahmat”

(al-Hujurat:10)

For one who knows and understands, it becomes easy for them to forgive and forget. Because nothing stay permanent but perish in the world. And nothing keeps you company in hereafter but yourself.  InsyaAllah. Keep praying so we'll be able to do what we shall do when the time we are put under the test comes.

Wassalam. :)

Rambles on Holiday

Assalamualaikum.

Okay, tonight, I'm gonna rant about anything. So expect a tsunami of words and 'HAHAHA' and anything. Cause yeah, anything. Like yeah, anything. Okay, I'm being super saiya-ly annoying here. So, moving on to first point. 

MPH Online;

Recently I've ordered some books (3 books) from MPH Online. It says I will get the books in 3-5 working days time. I ordered them on 7th August and today is already 15th August. Exactly the 5th working days after 7th August. I've been very obedient coming out (covering every aurah possible) everyday to check the mailbox to see if anything has arrived but up to this day, I've been up to a total, big, humongous disappointment! Haiyoh, hurry up la weih! I've emailed them though about that. Hopefully, my books will turn up in the mailbox tomorrow. Please please please kamu jangan nakal MPH!!.

Of driving;

For the record, I've been very annoying to pester my dad on how the car is too big for me to drive (please, don't say I'm being riya' cause I just wanna story-tell you here). Yelah, I graduated from Berjaya Driving School (I'm not that 'Berjaya' anyway), driving a Kancil only, but suddenly I'm faced with a huge and gigantic 4WD which of course disturbed me in every way you could imagine. Okay, there's not much need for me to drive actually, but but but, sometimes I did wish badly I could drive. When my grandmother was here, I wished I can take her to shopping sayur and barang dapur in Tesco wherever la because she likes it. But, yeah, I am 'crippled' like that, pity me eh, up to the level, I even thought of hiring a driver. HAHAHA. True story, I'm laughing at myself!

But now, worry no more. 

Came a day (I've forgotten the date) when I felt so motivated to drive, thanks to a friend. He said I have to give it a try, break the wall, the scaredy-cat me or any obstacles that keeps me from driving. So, I asked my dad to keep me company to somewhere. Well, we started in Taman Sutera cause normally the traffic is not as heavy as in the main road. So, we drove around and around (around around nak termuntah jugak sebab cuak sangat!). I managed to drive from Taman Sutera to bazaar Perling Mall to home. Along the way, I did took a U-turn which was verrrrrry daring of me (phewh berpeluh haku), crossed a junction and side-parked quite cacat-ly but hey I managed to bring us home, unscathed, Alhamdulillah. HAHAHAA The happiest, the most bangga-able moment, the most ujub moment I felt when I finally reached home! It was indescribable! Such a victory! Like I was freed from an unexplained prison I made myself. Alhamdulillah. 

But I didn't forget, everything goes back to Him. Thanks to Him cause He protects me, put the courage inside me, blesses me with a patient father, so on and so forth. 

Now that I can drive (InsyaAllah), I'm gonna use it wisely. One of my friend once told me, she learnt how to drive because it would be easier for her to bring adik-adik to jaulah, go to usrah etc. The point is, her niat when driving is for God. I was totally gobsmacked, right at the heart! The power of niat and sincere tazkirah. I hope I'm giving benefits with this newfound ability and it wouldn't be a great embarrassment anymore to change my P (probationary) license to a competent one. Teehee.

Points to Ponder:

I realized that at some level of our live, we are faced with obstacles, a great uncertainty which could make you feel so down, so inferior, so low self-esteem. But, to my new discovery, it all depends on yourself to remain at that place, remain a coward, or to run away from those negativities, to break the wall, jump over it, and head to freedom. Because this is life. You feel, you learn, you apply, you decide, you anything!

Sidenotes:

But the most daring one from my siblings would be my youngest brother la aka Mur the Jemmy. (nama kena merah sebab dia nakal!) HAHAH. He's safely home now. He arrived today during sahur and is early for Raya holiday cause he skipped school in an illegal way. Students staying in hostel call this manner as 'fly'. Yeah, he flew back to his nest. HAHA his story is too long to jot in this entry. Maybe next time. Up to today, he has received 3 phone calls from his teachers for this bad bad job. All I can say is create a big 'network' cause they might or always save you! Hehe.

Ramadhan almost comes to its end. Let's grab the opportunity!! (hello hello myself). 

Wassalam. ;)

10-13 August 2012; Jalan-jalan Johor.

Assalamualaikum.

Setahun tak bersua muka boleh mengundang hati yang remuk-redam mentahan rindu ecewah, intro jiwang semacem je ni. XD Tapi itu adelah hakikat bagi manusia bernama aku. Jiwang lagi sekali. XD Apape pun, tarikh kat atas ni memang waktu aku bertemu dengan orang-orang yg dah lama aku tak bersua muka, berjabat tangan berpeluk mesra. XD

REMINDER Maahad;

This is the main story kenapa aku berada di Muar haritu. Tapi sedih seh tak dapat jumpa cikgu. Boleh pulak tuan hamba tak terfikir hari Sabtu cikgu-cikgi bercuti di rumah. Haiyoh, so aku jumpa dengan students and kawan-kawan lama je lah. Jumpa Zahin. Liyana, Syakila, Jay, Nana, Najwa dan seniors dan juniors kat sekolah dulu. Nama yang takde sebab aku selalu jumpa kat Mesir. Hehe.

Oh, ada Form 5 yang ingat aku lagi. Sungguh terharu lah aku. Hmm, Alia jumpa aku tanya 'Akak, akak pernah duduk dorm Mariah Qibtiah ke masa akak Form 4?' Aku yang blur dan loading ni dengan pantas dan efisyennye cakap 'Eh akak kat sini dari Form 1 sampai Form 3 je' sambil senyum senyum ayu haha. Eh tetibe aku teringat aku sempat jadi Form 4 selama sebulan kat Maahad sebelum pindah SMAPL!! Aku pun 'Eh awak, ha'a la akak dulu dorm tu. Hehe awak ni form bape bla bla bla and the rest is history. Alia tu Form 1 masa aku Form 4, lepas aku refresh hippocampus aku bebanyak kali, baru aku nampak muka dia samar-samar. Hewhew.

Bukan aku bangga, aku cuma terharu sebab masih diingati. T_T Maahad yang sangat best, tempat aku dipertemukan dengan sahabat yang banyak membentuk dan menjadikan aku harini. Huhu.

Jumpa Najwa lagi and adik Sufiyyah yang comel tu. Najwa selaku boss bawak kereta tolong hantar and ambil huuu terhutang budi sudah dengan die.

Pt. Sakai, Muar;

Ini rumah nenda aku lah. Pergi mengeluarkan keladi dari tanah, mengenal pokok kesum yang renek tu, mengait rambutan guna galah panjang nak terkehel tengkuk aku mendongak lama noh. Toklah the best memasak kari daging + roti jala, asam pedas ikan tenggiri. Haha Toklah bekalkan Fazira banyak benda wei dari keladi sampai ke benih belimbing kecik-kecik tu.

Pastu tahan bus depan rumah nenek aku utk pergi Batu Pahat. Haaa, ini agak kelakar bagi aku. Seriously wei, aku tak sangka boleh tahan bus depan rumah nenek aku pergi Batu Pahat. Aku ingatkan kene pergi bus stand kat bandar tu. Mati-mati aku tak percaya kat nenek aku sampai nenek aku kate 'orang duduk sini dah 20 tahun dah laa!' Haaa nasib baik Asmah ada, tolong tahankan bus semua. Fazira ngan aku naik bus siap bawak keladi, rambutan, daun kesum ape semua tu tau, jangan memahen. HAHA. Tapi, best!

IPTHO, Batu Pahat;

Haaa, ini cerita lagi best! Jumpa Sabrina, pastu sempat sharing dengan akhawats kat sini. Alhamdulillah, dapat rejuvenate sikit diri ni yang dah lemau. Huhu. Sempat berbicara hati ke hati ewah sambil makan rambutan bertiga. Best sangat! Rasa macam haish tak dapat nak describe perasaan ke-perfecto-an saat tersebut.. Allah, bersyukur sangat rasa sebab dapat rasa perasaan tu. Sabrina, Fazira, terima kasih sebab banyak motivate aku indirectly. From the way you guys discussed things, from the way you guys think, from the way you guys talk, semuanya ada saham masing-masing XD. Hee aku rasa kelako dan sedikit malu la pulak cakap camni tapi ahh tak kira nak cakap jugak. Haha.

Trivia: Aku dengan Sab dulu umpama belangkas kat Maahad Muar. Fazira ni pulak kawan baik Sab kat KISAS. Pastu aku terjumpa pulak Fazira kat KTT melarat ke Alexandria. Nampak tak permainannye di situ? Huhu. Alhamdulillah, siapa tak bersyukur dikurniakan kawan macam diorang ni.

Pt. Sulong, Batu Pahat;

Aku dah sampai kampung Fazira! Ahahaha dia bawak aku naik motor tahu tak?! Huahh cuak tahap kebebeyh yg tak dapat ditaksir oleh minda. Aku ni jakun sikit. Last naik motor masa darjah 4 kot, itu pun takat pusing-pusing kat taman, pakcik aku bawak. Haha. Pergi kilang nenek Faz ni. Kilang kerepek. Ramainye umat manusiaaaaa hai. Selepas bersesak beratur tunggu kerepek ubi pedas, balik semula rumah nenek Faz, then balik Johor Bahru. Orang Johor lama-lama panggil Johor Bahru ni Johor. Macam orang Mesir jugak. Die panggil Kaherah tu, Masr (Mesir). Balik Johor dengan ayah and abang Faz.

Terima kasih daun keladi, lain kali nak tumpang lagi kat ayah Faz huhu sebab hantar aku sampai depan rumah. Terbaiklah ayah Faz. Ayah die dulu join St. John kat sekolah, pangkat tinggi okeh Ketua Pegawai Turus Kawasan ke ape nama die tah. Haha banyak okeh pakcik share. Antaranya:

Kalau orang minum racun, nak bagi apa?
Jawapan: bagi air garam pekat. Utk neutralizekan balik racun tu, nanti orang tu akan termuntah.

Kalau orang accident patah tulang belakang, ha acane nak transfer die masuk dlm ambulans. Guna pengusung tak boleh.
Jawapan: Kena guna selimut!

Kalau orang sakit perut nak bagi apa?
Jawapan: Hiris kunyit  halus, pastu rebus, minum air die.

Macamne nak stopkan bleeding?
Jawapan: Ligate the part gune kain, ikat ketat-ketat, every 1 minute kene loosekan ikatan tu bagi darah lalu, pastu ikat balik.

Ha banyaklah lagi. Tak tertaip aku kat sini. Hehe.

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In a nutshell, aku bersyukur dikurniakan, dipertemukan dengan orang-orang sebaik ini. Alhamdulillah. Moga ukhuwah yang terbina ni berkekalan ke akhirnya. Moga Allah ikatkan hati-hati ini hingga kita kembali pada-Nya. Allah, tak tercakap dah. Biar hati je yang tahu. Ok dah dah la tu gelakkan aku (khas utk Fazira). Terer jugak aku menyulam untai kata pemanis bicara camni eh. Hehe kidding!

Sekian, wassalam.